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00:00.0
Alam naman natin lahat, mas malaki ang kinikita sa paggawa ng pelikula
00:03.8
kumpara sa stage play.
00:05.8
So, bakit ito ginawa ni Papa Pete?
00:08.0
I felt na parang hindi ito para sa akin yung 8 to 5 or 9 to 5,
00:15.9
Yung 8 to 5 mo na oras sa trabaho, ano yun?
00:20.5
Graveyard pa yun.
00:21.7
So, I work 10 to 6, 10 p.m. to 6 a.m. on weekends.
00:25.3
And then weekdays, sa trabaho ko as a security guard.
00:30.8
So, ano ito? Wala ka ng panahon sa pag-in?
00:38.7
Not necessarily nagkaroon ka ng trauma?
00:41.3
Hindi naman siya trauma eh, it's just that...
00:46.3
Dinalo namin ang Papa Pinang Bayan sa GSIS Theater.
00:50.1
I'm sure nababalitaan nyo na rin yung kanyang musical play.
00:53.6
Ang Papa Pinang Bayan, Piolo Pascuan.
00:55.9
Hello po sa inyo lahat.
00:57.7
Salamat sa pagpapapasok mo sa amin dito, Papa Pinang Bayan.
01:06.4
Siyempre, Papa Pinang Bayan, naninibago ko
01:08.7
kasi yung iba, mas gagawa sila ng pilikula
01:11.8
kesa sa stage play or musical play, diba?
01:15.5
Dahil alam naman natin lahat,
01:17.0
mas malaki ang kinikita sa paggawa ng pilikula
01:19.9
kumpara sa stage play.
01:21.8
So, bakit ito ginawa ni Papa Pinang Bayan?
01:24.0
First of all, it wasn't a factor when I accepted it.
01:26.9
I didn't even think of how much I was gonna get.
01:29.7
It was more of yung oras, yung commitment,
01:32.7
and everything that came with it.
01:34.1
Pero, hindi ko na inisip yung bayad
01:36.5
because mas malaki yung kailangan mong trabawuhin
01:39.8
for the show since it's my first time to do a musical.
01:42.9
So, parang sa akin, I just wanted to do something different,
01:46.4
something that would get me out of my comfort zone,
01:48.6
something out of the box for me
01:50.0
because I've been doing a lot of movies, TV.
01:53.5
So, it's always been there.
01:56.5
Growing up in college,
01:57.9
ito talaga yung entry point ko sa acting, teatro.
02:01.3
So, I was just waiting for the right time for it to happen.
02:04.1
And then, during the pandemic, I said,
02:06.4
I guess it's about time that I go back to theater
02:09.4
and do a musical because I've always wanted to do one.
02:12.0
I guess it was the perfect time.
02:14.6
Everything just fell into place.
02:16.2
It was the right project, right schedule,
02:19.7
and yeah, it just fell into place.
02:21.7
Hindi ko na inisip yung kikita ko.
02:23.8
Naalala ka bigla yung back in UST?
02:27.2
Oo, sa Teatro Tomasino.
02:30.0
Kaya ko nakapasok yung EBS
02:31.5
because of my theater friends sa UST.
02:34.5
Jan Lapu's, Derek Nguyen, Roxy, everyone.
02:39.1
Ever since gusto ko talagang bumalik sa teatro,
02:41.6
I just couldn't find the time for it
02:43.3
because I was always busy with my other commitments.
02:46.2
So, when this came about, I was like,
02:48.2
okay, let's make it happen.
02:49.5
And I think more than six months pa
02:52.1
bago namin ma-plot yung talagang date for it.
02:54.6
But, so it was, we had lead time.
02:57.2
Kaya, swak talaga siya.
02:58.6
Pero alam mong hindi ito yung tipo ng negosyo
03:01.5
na talagang kikita ka?
03:03.3
Hindi ko siya pinasok para sa negosyo.
03:05.4
I'm doing it, I guess, for the love of the arts.
03:08.9
And para ibang medium naman.
03:10.8
It's still acting, but it's stage.
03:13.3
And to also kind of boost the theater community
03:16.0
because we have so many talented singers here.
03:17.9
And now that it's thriving again,
03:19.3
now that it's picking up after the pandemic,
03:21.5
it's nice to do something na, you know,
03:24.3
coming from mainstream and you do theater.
03:26.4
Para mas mabuhayan tayo, diba?
03:28.3
Magkaroon tayo ng pagkakatoon
03:30.1
to showcase our talents.
03:31.7
Not just my talent,
03:32.7
but also the skilled talents we have in the Philippines.
03:35.3
Para hindi nila kailangang umalis.
03:36.8
Oo. So, kumakain din ito ng oras?
03:39.5
Alam naman natin.
03:40.9
Ito yung proyekto na talaga manasabi kong
03:44.0
last time akong nagkaroon ng Sleepless Nights
03:46.0
was when I was doing Dekada 70.
03:48.0
I was so intimidated by everything around me.
03:50.2
Mami V, Tito Boat, Direk Chito,
03:51.8
and the whole project in itself, even the novel.
03:54.5
So, when this happened,
03:56.2
I was filming left and right.
03:58.0
Diret-diretso yung film ko.
03:59.5
Tapos nag Flower of Evil pa kami ni Lavi.
04:01.5
So, wala akong time to think about this.
04:04.1
But when finally I was done with the last film I did,
04:07.0
yung The Ride with Kyle,
04:08.5
finally binungsan ko yung script
04:10.0
and nakita ko it's 98% sung.
04:12.3
So, sabi ko, ano ba ito napasok ko?
04:14.3
So, doon ako nagsimulang ma-stress.
04:15.7
Doon ako nagsimulang ma-anxious.
04:17.6
So, hindi ako nakakatulog.
04:18.9
Until such a point na we started rehearsing
04:21.1
and then I realized the kind of commitment
04:23.5
that needed for me to just be comfortable being in it
04:26.5
because it's not my comfort zone.
04:27.9
So, sabi ko, ang sarap din kasi nung practice.
04:29.7
Ang sarap nung iba naman yung medium mo.
04:32.4
So, I'm enjoying it.
04:33.9
Yung una na talagang kinakaban ako
04:35.9
every time I rehearsal now,
04:37.0
I'm always looking forward to it.
04:38.7
And syempre, masisipang ka na
04:40.2
kasi we're only running for two weeks.
04:41.9
We're only doing 10 shows.
04:43.4
But it definitely made me realize
04:46.1
the importance of what I'm doing
04:47.9
and the love for and your passion for acting.
04:50.6
And it's my favorite book,
04:53.2
So, that's one of the reasons why I couldn't say no to it.
04:57.0
yung disiplina na naituturo nito.
05:00.4
I mean talagang I had to block off a lot of dates
05:04.2
Hindi na ako tumanggap ng ibang labada
05:05.9
kasi nga sabi ko kailangan matulog ka na maaga.
05:07.9
Gising ka na maaga.
05:08.9
Hindi ka pwedeng gumimig.
05:09.9
Hindi ka pwedeng magpuyat.
05:11.5
Hindi mo pwedeng gamitin yung boses mo for anything else.
05:14.2
Nadisiplina talaga ako.
05:16.2
Ang sarap kasi yung disiplina rito.
05:17.7
So, since disiplina yung pinag-uusapan natin,
05:20.8
parang mabibilang mo lang yung actors
05:22.9
na may disiplina.
05:24.6
Isa ka doon sa mga ilan-ilan.
05:27.7
parang from rugs to riches.
05:29.7
Panahon na walang-wala ka and then...
05:32.2
Ngayon parang si Papa P,
05:33.7
parang sobrang successful
05:35.3
dahil may mga negosyo ka.
05:37.8
Masipag lang tayo.
05:39.7
Bakit ganon si Papa P?
05:41.3
I've learned to appreciate the blessings that God,
05:44.5
you know, brings my way.
05:46.1
And when I was in the States,
05:48.0
sabi ko gusto ko talaga magtrabaho.
05:49.9
And I felt na parang
05:51.2
hindi ito para sa akin yung
05:52.6
8 to 5 or 9 to 5,
05:55.3
So, when I came back in 98,
05:57.5
tatrabawin ko talaga ito.
05:58.9
And syempre, kalakit nun.
06:03.2
yung passion mo sa gagawin mo.
06:06.7
what I love doing
06:08.0
and earning from it.
06:09.5
So, na-enjoy ko na yung ginagawa ako.
06:12.2
So, hindi ko na pinakawalan yung chance
06:13.9
to grow in this business.
06:16.4
it's been almost 30 years.
06:19.0
we're still around.
06:22.1
sino ba naman tayo
06:22.8
para humindi sa blessing ng Panginoon,
06:25.1
And mahal yung ginagawa ko e.
06:26.5
Mahal yung trabaho ko e.
06:28.0
especially during the pandemic,
06:29.4
that's when I realized na parang
06:30.9
when I wanted to retire
06:32.2
before I turned 40,
06:37.6
to get in terms with the fact na
06:39.6
hindi ka pa pang retirement.
06:40.9
Hindi pa yun ang gusto ng Diyos sa'yo.
06:47.7
nandito na ako ngayon.
06:48.7
Hindi ako nawawalan ng proyekto.
06:50.9
masaya ako because
06:52.0
alam mo yung pagkaka-embrace sa'yo
06:53.6
ng industry ang minahal mo.
06:55.2
Pinilitan niya ng
06:59.1
May opportunity to grow.
07:00.3
May opportunity to
07:05.4
So, naikumpara mo yung buhay mo
07:07.5
at dito na ang katrabaho ko
07:11.1
yung 8 to 5 mo na
07:15.7
Graveyard pa yun.
07:16.8
So, I work 10 to 6,
07:18.0
10 p.m. to 6 a.m.
07:22.4
as a security guard.
07:24.3
Yeah, double job.
07:28.2
Ang window ko to sleep,
07:32.1
Di ko na sa stage, di ba?
07:33.1
Kasi naman yung...
07:34.5
So, kung ginawa ko,
07:35.3
nagpalaki nila ako ng katawan.
07:37.3
Buhat ako ng buhat.
07:38.3
Until such a time na I said,
07:40.0
gusto ko mag-kartista talaga e.
07:42.2
give me this one last chance
07:44.0
bata pa lang akon.
07:44.8
Kina-try ko na talaga.
07:45.6
Nag-attempt na ako.
07:46.2
Nag-dance pa ako.
07:48.1
Apos, I never broke out.
07:49.9
when I came back in 98,
07:53.1
one last time, Ma'am.
07:54.2
Pag nag-break out ako,
07:55.8
sabi ko na at least,
07:56.8
sinundang ko yung gusto ko.
07:59.9
at least I can say,
08:00.9
I can look back on it
08:02.0
10, 20 years down the road
08:03.1
and say na at least,
08:04.1
I listened to what I really wanted.
08:05.7
Hindi ko naman nina-expect
08:06.7
na tatagal ako ngayon
08:09.2
bakit ka nakikipag-usap
08:10.3
ng gano'n sa mami?
08:13.0
Di ba mga magulang natin
08:14.0
para sa states ka na?
08:15.5
Parang penetration kind of everything.
08:17.8
for your green card,
08:20.3
Yung generation ng magulang natin.
08:22.1
Pag sa states ka na,
08:23.8
So, parang it was a shock
08:28.1
Kung kita ka ng malaki,
08:29.0
gumagaan na mong kita kami
08:30.6
Kita kami yung dito.
08:32.7
for a year or two,
08:33.7
hindi ako kinakausap
08:35.8
sabay kami penetration.
08:37.7
syempre metang po.
08:40.2
Pero within that five years,
08:41.5
nandala ko sila sa Europe,
08:47.2
kung masaya ka naman dyan,
08:48.4
ituloy-tuloy mo na.
08:50.0
hindi na ako bumalik.
08:51.5
nung nagkaroon ka na dito,
08:53.5
kinagpatuloy niya
08:54.3
yung pangarap mo,
08:56.8
Ano na pag-uusap niyo
08:57.8
noon ng nanay mo?
08:59.8
kung gusto mong mag-stay
09:05.8
long story short,
09:06.8
umuwi rin sila dito
09:07.8
Nagkasama kami sa bahay,
09:09.3
I get to see her,
09:10.3
every chance I can
09:11.8
pag walang trabaho.
09:13.8
it's still an option
09:14.8
because I still do a lot
09:15.8
of work in the States,
09:22.6
pinakinggan yung sarili ko,
09:23.6
hindi ko naman alam
09:25.1
hindi naman ibibigay
09:27.6
kailangan mo talaga
09:32.6
I committed to it,
09:36.6
Yung pinuntokok talaga
09:39.1
para lumaki yung kita mo,
09:39.6
kailangan sumikat ka.
09:41.6
pinagbutian mo talaga.
09:45.1
ano yung feeling mo,
09:48.9
unang kotsi kong binili,
09:49.9
nag-loan shark pa ako
09:56.9
Hindi ka nakapuloy ng bank?
09:59.4
wala akong pambayad
10:03.9
hindi naman regular
10:10.9
ang soap matagal,
10:13.7
maghihintay ka talaga.
10:15.2
learning curve sa akin
10:16.2
na sabi ko talaga,
10:17.2
pagbubutiin ko pa,
10:19.2
hindi ako timigil sa pagtrabaho
10:21.7
nakapag-ipon ako,
10:22.7
hindi na ako namutang.
10:30.2
sobrang hirap talaga
10:31.7
para kumita ka lang
10:36.2
You're not in your prime forever.
10:37.7
I remember asking
10:42.0
gano'ng katagal to?
10:45.5
I remember her saying,
10:48.5
kung gano'ng mong gagalingan,
10:49.5
kung pagbubutiin mo,
10:50.5
at mamahalin yung trabaho mo.
10:58.0
yun yung ibigay sa'yo,
10:59.0
kung hindi naman,
11:03.5
tatanggalin pa rin sa'yo.
11:05.3
Hindi ako tumigil
11:08.3
yung nabilang artista.
11:10.8
it also has to do with
11:16.3
umabot ako sa pulga
11:17.3
na hindi na siya about pera.
11:19.3
Ang sarap na lang,
11:20.3
kasi ito talaga yung gusto ko eh.
11:22.3
I love to do what I do.
11:23.8
at least I have the,
11:25.3
the chance to say
11:27.3
without even having to consider
11:28.8
how much I'm being paid.
11:30.3
I love what I'm doing.
11:32.3
to be given that chance,
11:33.3
that opportunity,
11:35.6
do something like this,
11:38.6
yung paghihirap mo,
11:39.6
yung pagpapagod mo,
11:40.6
hindi naman natatapos eh.
11:42.6
I wanted to retire
11:43.6
before I turned 40.
11:45.1
malapit na ako mag-singkwenta,
11:46.1
nandito pa rin ako.
11:49.6
Ito'y direksyon pa.
11:51.6
Hanggang may asin,
11:53.1
Hanggang kaya mag-work out,
11:54.1
hanggang kaya umatik.
11:56.6
dito dati rin ko,
11:58.1
I'm getting a chance.
11:58.9
Pwede ka na lang magpahinga.
12:00.4
pwede ka na sabi niya.
12:01.4
Pag nagpahinga ako,
12:01.9
ito'y gagawin ko.
12:06.9
in what you're doing.
12:07.9
Hindi nasa bahay ka lang.
12:09.4
after no pandemic,
12:10.4
lahat tinanggap ko.
12:11.4
Lahat ng trabaho,
12:13.4
parang na-miss mong magtrabaho,
12:14.4
na-miss mong productive ka,
12:15.9
kaysa nasa bahay ka lang,
12:18.9
one after the other naman.
12:22.2
Hindi ka tulad ng dati.
12:23.2
You're obliged to work
12:24.2
because you're paid to work.
12:25.7
Now you can choose.
12:27.7
Pwede ka na mamili ng proyekto.
12:31.2
yung gusto mong gawin,
12:32.2
pwede mo na gawin.
12:35.2
bakot mong kwento yan
12:36.2
pagdating ng araw.
12:38.7
doon sa mga bata,
12:41.2
Na-experience ko.
12:43.7
my siblings would always tell me,
12:48.5
they want to be like you.
12:49.5
They want to emulate you.
12:51.5
iba-ibang tracking yan.
12:52.5
Iba-iba naman yung past natin.
12:57.5
But, at the same time,
12:59.5
i-fabricate yun for them.
13:01.5
kanya-kanya naman yun ang
13:06.5
masyado kang makapamilya ka.
13:09.0
kahit may sarili-sarili ng pamilya
13:10.5
yung mga kapatid mo,
13:11.5
dumadating pa rin yung times na
13:13.5
kailangan mo silang tulungan?
13:16.0
more than tulungan,
13:19.5
kanya-kanya kaming buhay.
13:21.5
lagi kami nagka-travel together.
13:23.5
I get to spend more time with them.
13:28.5
sariliinin mo lang yung blessings mo.
13:30.5
But, it's not as if
13:32.5
masarap na nakapag-share ka.
13:35.5
nakakaluwag-luwag ka rin.
13:36.5
And, at the same time,
13:38.5
But, yung time eh,
13:40.3
yun ang hindi mo mabibili.
13:41.8
Time with each other.
13:43.3
Yung presence ng isa't isa.
13:45.3
magkakasama kayo,
13:47.3
yun lang sapat mo eh.
13:49.3
Inigo Garibista din.
13:51.3
yung binibitbit ng tatay ang
13:53.3
anak sa parehong karera.
13:55.3
Maganda yung nangyari kayo,
13:56.8
because he broke out
14:00.8
he's doing a lot of auditions.
14:02.3
when he was here,
14:04.3
lahat ng endorsements ko,
14:05.6
lahat ng trabaho ko,
14:07.1
meron siyang sariling career.
14:08.1
Meron siyang sariling talent.
14:10.6
proud ako sa anya
14:12.1
he's multi-talented.
14:13.1
Nakakapag-compose ng kanta,
14:14.6
nakakagawa ng music,
14:20.1
yung exposure niya,
14:21.6
So, mas malaki yung chance niya
14:24.1
to greater things
14:26.1
yung exposure niya,
14:26.6
since he was a kid,
14:30.9
mas marami siya nagagawa.
14:32.4
when he comes back,
14:32.9
na lagi siya may trabaho.
14:34.4
matisakitin niya sa akin.
14:35.9
Importante yung trabaho.
14:37.9
Importante yung dedication mo,
14:38.9
yung commitment mo
14:40.4
na hindi mo siya babaliwalain.
14:42.4
it will love you back.
14:43.4
It will embrace you back
14:44.4
pag binigay mo na importansa.
14:45.9
So, anong lagi mong binigay?
14:48.4
Pagiging humble lang.
14:52.9
pag marunong akong mag-handle,
14:55.7
ganun din naman siya.
14:56.7
hindi siya maano sa pera.
14:57.7
Hindi siya kuripot.
15:01.7
kaya na niyang pagtrabahuhan.
15:04.7
he can work for the money.
15:06.2
wake up knowing na,
15:07.7
he's comfortable.
15:10.2
may talent naman siya.
15:11.2
Kaya niyang pagtrabahuhan.
15:12.7
hindi na siya nangihihindi sa'yo?
15:19.0
Mula nang nag-artista siya,
15:20.5
parang ibigay ko sa kanya.
15:21.5
Laki-laki nang inagita niya.
15:25.0
ang prayer ko lang pala,
15:26.5
for him to have work.
15:29.0
masustain niya yung lifestyle niya.
15:30.5
at the same time,
15:32.5
yung savings niya.
15:36.5
hindi mo na siya pwedeng i-baby.
15:38.0
Hindi mo na siya pwedeng,
15:40.8
independent na talaga siya.
15:42.3
yung tinuturo ko lang sa kanya,
15:43.8
nagka-consult sa akin,
15:44.8
paano gagawin ko,
15:46.8
that's the thing with adulting, dude.
15:47.8
You have to make decisions for yourself.
15:50.8
kailangan mo palindingan.
15:52.3
Hindi na pwedeng nandiyan ka palagi,
15:53.8
just because you can provide.
15:55.8
Pwede kang takbuhan.
15:58.3
at the same time,
15:58.8
you also want them to grow,
15:59.8
to stand on their own,
16:02.3
maayos ang co-parenting niya.
16:04.3
His mom is always with him.
16:07.6
Lagi siyang may kasama.
16:10.1
Yung communication niyo
16:13.6
we belong to the same management,
16:17.1
na mamonitor ko rin siya kay Erickson.
16:19.6
yung Spring Films,
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na isa rin sa mga negosyo niyo.
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bukod sa pagpaproduce ng mga,
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at pagtulong din sa mga kapwa mo,
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at least na para,
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makasama sa mga isip.
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Ano pa yung ibang negosyo ni,
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Real estate talaga yung,
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first and foremost,
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para makabili ng lupa,
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and then eventually,
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and then bibili ka na mas malaki.
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you use that to invest in other things.
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So, yung mga ganun,
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we have partners.
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pinapangarap mo lang.
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na magsisipag ka.
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there are a lot of opportunities,
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that come your way,
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baka pwede nating gawin to.
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Pwede nating pag-investan.
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I have businesses
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with my siblings as well.
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sa gate naman sya,
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Yung sa structure yung mar.
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Tumataas yung gate.
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I have a business,
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with my two siblings,
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construction naman,
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ma-resist yung naman,
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sa states ko naman,
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may kanya-kanyang business,
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nililimitahan yung sariling mo,
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sa pag-a-artist nalang.
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assisted leading.
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Sa states pa lang.
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merong ganoon idea.
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hindi naman talaga siya,
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a lot of people from the states,
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or even other places,
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are coming back home.
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Binu-uwi nila yung mga elderly nila.
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and tanong nalang,
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mga as we always say.
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The people you see going up,
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are the same people,
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you see going down.
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kailangan meron naman,
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mga tao sa paligid po.
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Mahalin mo yung trabaho mo,
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mahalin mo yung set,
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at huwag pumunta sa ulo.
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We've been friends for,
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mahal natin yung ginagawa natin.
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We always want to grow,
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and as a community,
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At the same time,
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we look out for each other,
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you pass it down to the next generation.
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nagbigay ka ng magandang example for them.
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parang nag-enjoy ka na sa mga negosyo,
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tsaka dun sa iyong passion,
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bumabalik ka na sa musical,
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wala ka nang panahon sa pag-iwi.
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I'm the kind of person na,
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sabi yung pastor sa akin,
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mahirap yan pag na,
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pag nawili ka na mag-isa ka lang,
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pag nawili ka na,
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wala akong kasama,
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at hindi mo hanapin.
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I think that's what happened.
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I've been single for so many years,
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and it's not something na,
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sometimes, of course,
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there are nights na sana may katabi ka,
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I'm not the type na,
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gusto kong may kasama,
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nasanay na akong ganito lang ako.
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wala nagmo-monitor siya.
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Wala ka pinag-reportan,
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wala kang kailangan uwihan.
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pagtanda ako ng kaunti,
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pero sa ngayon talaga,
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I don't see it happening anytime.
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hindi ko siya in-entertain,
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and I don't even see the point of
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being in a relationship
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because I'm busy.
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I'm booked till next year,
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I don't have time for it.
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Even if I want it,
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wala naman ako time
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saan ko siya ilalagay.
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Ayun na lang yung downside
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ng pagiging busy.
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wala akong oras for that.
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nagteatro pa ako,
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hindi ako pwede gumimig,
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hindi ako pwede lumabas.
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I don't have time for anything anymore.
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Hindi na ba kayo masasak
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kung tumandang binata?
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Sayang naman din.
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Sayang naman din,
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Darating naman tayo doon.
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hindi kailangan magmadali.
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pwede pa rin ako magkaanap,
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this is my priority,
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na ang dami ko pang pwedeng gawin,
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ang dami ko pang gustong gawin,
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na sana magawa ko
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before I settle down.
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time is against me,
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ayun na darating na darating yan.
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if it's for my family,
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if it's for my son,
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you have people around you,
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hindi ko talaga siya iniisip.
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Not even a fling?
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Sayang naman yung investment.
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sinubukan mo rin naman yun,
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Pero dumating ka sa point na
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huwag naman yung gamitan,
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Kung hindi ka naman makapag-commit,
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na hindi mo kayang panindigan
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because you don't have time for it,
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hindi ko nalang iniisip.
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nawiwili ka na sa pag-iisa?
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Matagal na ako nawili.
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more than 10 years.
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hindi siya talaga
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nagkaroon ka ng trauma?
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Hindi naman siya trauma,
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inasawa ko yung trabaho ko eh.
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nung maso ako sa ABS,
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I'm married to my job.
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That's my top priority.
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anything that comes after it,
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wala na ako oras.
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huwag nalang din.
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Kasi alam ko naman,
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hindi ko rin naman kayang bigyan
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ng tamang pagkakataon na
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yun lang gagawin ko.
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I'm not cut out for it.
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I don't see the point of having it,
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of being in a relationship
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hindi ko rin naman siya inahanap
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at hindi ko rin siya kayang,
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panindigan in such a sense
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na nagiging mabigyan yung oras mo.
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And then, after that,
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may susunod din naman.
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nag-i-enjoy ako na,
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palipat-lipat lang ako ng trabaho,
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one after the other.
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And then, ipunta.
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You grow your business.
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yung oras naman niya sa trabaho.
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Because you devote more time
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unfair naman kung
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priority mo pa rin trabaho.
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kahit sa pisabihin mo,
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ang dami ko rin naman
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ng mga tinutulungan mo.
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Eh, kasama naman yun.
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nakala mo sa religion mo.
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pag may mga ganyan talaga,
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kailangan i-share mo
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yung blessings mo
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nabi-bless ka pa rin
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You always pray for that.
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Ikaw yung ginagamit.
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Hindi naman as if
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nagkukulang sa iyong Diyos
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Bakit may maintain?
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Positive thinking.
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you know, self-love,
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self-appreciation,
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the usual things.
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Matulog ka na maaga.
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Bumising ka na maaga.
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Huwag ka mang away.
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Mahalin mo yung paligid mo.
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Mahalin mo yung trabaho mo.
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Maging magpagkumbaba ka.
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rumespeto sa tao.
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mind your own business.
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At least, all these things,
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pag pinagdikit-dikit mo,
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magaan yung pakiramdam.
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you get to appreciate
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every day that you wake up
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to be a better person.
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nagdamandaan na rin tayo
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sa industriya natin.
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kung wala ka pinagkatandaan.
