TONI Episode 44 | Jomari Yllana and Abby Viduya Recall Being Each Other's First Love
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Pagkasama ko kayo, feeling ko nasa ira ako.
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Blast from the past.
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Feeling ko nasa 90s ira ako.
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Grabe din pala yung love story.
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Ano yan? 90s yun ha.
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Oh see, it's in the 90s.
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Ganda na set mo ha.
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Ganda na studio mo.
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Ganda na yung show mo.
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Sino nagtawag sa inyo ng Guapings?
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May binuo si Douglas na grupo.
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Sabi niya kay Goma,
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ano bang tatawag ko dito sa mga to?
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Sabi niya, sabi ni Goma, ano?
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Eh, mga gwapo eh.
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Sabi niya, Guapings, pwede na.
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Siya pala nagtawag sa inyo ng Guapings.
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And then, yun na yun.
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The first adventure.
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The first adventure.
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That's where we met.
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Yeah, that's where we met.
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Baka may nagkakilala doon sa set.
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On the set of Guapings.
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Alright, yan ang pag-uusapan natin.
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Masayang gabi, Pilipinas.
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Ika nga nila, love is sweeter the second time around.
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At patunay dyan ang ating bisitang celebrity couple ngayong gabi.
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Sino mag-aakala na sa hinaba-haba ng panahon,
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ay paglalapitin muli sila ng tadhana.
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Kaya naman makakasama natin to share their second chance at love.
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We have with us Jo Marie Ileana and Abby Viduya.
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Para sa mga batang 90s, kilala ka namin talaga as Priscilla Almeda.
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Abby Viduya kasi was what I first used during the time of Guapings.
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Noong nila-launch sila, they also got me for the movie.
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Guapings First Adventure.
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Yung first movie nila.
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Pero yung time na yun, mga 15.
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15 lang, 15 lang tayo nun diba?
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Love team kayo dun sa movie?
02:28.6
Ang ka-love team ko is Eric Fractoso.
02:31.6
Sino yung love team ni Jo Marie nun?
02:34.6
Wala ka love team nun sa first movie nyo?
02:36.6
Never kami naging love team.
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Actually, never kami nagpilikula together.
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Pero sa totoong buhay.
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Mula nung Guapings, kami talaga yung naging mag-ano.
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Naging mag-ano kayo kasi nga nung binabasa ko yung love story nyo,
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parang first nyo yung everything.
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First love, first kiss, lahat ng first experience.
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Kasi diba, iba-ibang love.
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Poppy love, first love, great love, true love.
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Sabi na, sa buhay mo daw dadaanan mo yung apat na yan.
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So nung nag-meet kayo dun sa Guapings na first movie,
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nasang kategory yun?
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Poppy love o first love?
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Parang biningo natin lahat eh.
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Parang biningo natin.
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Nag-check yung buong love kategory?
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It started off as poppy love, right?
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And then nung naging kami, first love.
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Dun naghiwalay, greatest love.
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Hindi, bali naging kayo sa set?
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Kasi syempre yung mga kabataan nun,
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alam nyo in the 90s,
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1992 yung Guapings, first movie,
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walang cellphone pa nun.
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Mahal. Merong pera mahal.
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Oo yung makapal, diba?
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Makapal, ang laki, tapos ang mahal ng bill.
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Pero nung 90s, nung early 90s, may pager na?
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Outgoing mo landline, incoming mo pager.
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Yes, parang sasabihin mo yung I love you sa operator.
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O, pasabi, babe, I miss you, I love you.
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Diba, ganyan yun?
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Tapos minsan, galit kayo, nag-aaway kayo.
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Ah, ma'am, bawal ko sabihin yung sinasabi niyo,
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hindi mo namin masasabihin.
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Oo, ma'am, alam ko.
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Hindi mo pwede yan, ma'am, bawal ko yan.
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Oo, kailangan pagkita natin sa mga beket,
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Yung lumalabas yung message.
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Tsaka yung beep beep,
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yung lagi nasa bewang yun eh,
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May vibrate pa siya.
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So, sino ang nagpakita ng unang, like,
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affection sa isa't isa, crush mo na siya no
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nung na-meet mo siya sa set ng Guapings?
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I think pareho, yes.
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Ang leading lady ng Guapings, isya eh.
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Taka yung leading lady nila.
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Kahit pati ni Mark?
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The three of them?
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Ako lang yung nag-e-ask sa mobile.
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Tapos tatlo kami.
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So, lagi kami magkasama,
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Abibiduya ka doon.
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Mga dance na numbers,
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guesting sa mga noontime show,
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Lagi kami magkasama.
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Mall tour, puro ganyan.
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Pero kami, meron talagang ano,
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Parang hindi naman namin pinaliwanag sa isa't isa.
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Meron talagang attraction.
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Nachismiss na noon?
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Kami yung hindi nachismiss.
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Ang nachismiss yung parang gagawa silang pelikula ni Eric,
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o di ba nag-uusapan.
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Pero never kayo nachismiss.
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Kasi diba, alam nyo naman mga reporter noon,
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Nachismiss tayo nung hiwalay na tayo?
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Eh kasi parang wala namang tayong inamin.
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Hindi naman namin binroadcast.
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Usually ganyan naman sa showbiz.
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Pagkatin, ano, hindi ina-
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hindi pinag-uusapan.
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Hindi pinag-uusapan.
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O, at saka sa showbiz,
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kapag ka naghiwalay na,
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tsaka lang malalaman,
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naging sali pala.
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Naging sila pala.
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So ang love story nyo laging sa,
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Naging kami sa work.
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So naging hit yung, ano,
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naging hit yung pelikula.
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mga reporter naka-badge namin,
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Yung buong production ng,
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ng Gopings, the movie.
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And then yun yun.
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Lagi tayo tumatakas.
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Sa Hong Kong kami.
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Sa Hong Kong kami.
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O kayo nagde-date?
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Mas lalong na-develop?
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Naging kami na-date.
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O ano yung feeling na may boyfriend at 15?
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I was so in love.
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we were so happy.
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wala na yung distractions
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very, very private lang kami.
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Saan nagde-date noon,
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Saan ba tayo na-date?
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Kay mga mall na ba?
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Tapos kami shooting time,
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Doon kayo nagde-date.
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I was in the cinema at the time na yun.
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E bano mag nagkita kayo ng tao,
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Jo Marie, tsaka si,
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ano, cinema dito?
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yung malapit sa bahay ko,
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Ang tawag namin ang Galile.
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wala masyadong tanggung.
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Galile tayo, ganun.
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Doon kayo nagde-date.
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Tas yung Louis cinema,
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Louis cinema ba yun,
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Doon kayo yung mga nagde-date.
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Laging walang tao.
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Paano niyo ina-handle yung relationship at a very young age?
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Mayroon ba rin yung selosan, awayan?
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Kaming dalawa natin.
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Wala kaming ganun.
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We, ano, hindi kami, hindi kami nagsasalos.
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Ang gusto lang namin, to spend time with each other.
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Kasi pagod kami sa trabaho.
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Tapos, it's either lumalabas kami doon sa sine
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Pero pinakamadalas kami doon sa bahay niya,
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sa townhouse niya in Pasig.
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Paano nangyari ang breakup?
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Over the phone? In person?
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I remember she was wearing, like,
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a super nice dress na
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basta makulay eh.
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So, kami naman yung nag-uusap na na
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manhirap naman ito.
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Parang, ako sabi ko,
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I think we should like, you know,
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Kasi anong gagawin natin?
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Kung kailangan natin magtrabaho,
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sahing naman yung mga kariyer natin.
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So, I was driving around Metro Manila
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and then, hinintuko yung car.
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Puro talahib pa noon yung area na yan eh.
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Naglakad lang ako?
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Naglakad, papunta doon sa talahib.
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Sabi ko, baka ano na, papalamig.
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So, mamaya-maya, bumabalik na, tumatakbo.
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Hinahabol siya ng mga karpintero.
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Bakit kayo hinahabol? Papapicture sa'yo?
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Pero natakot ako, so,
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tumakbo lang ako back to the car.
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Sabi niya, nung bumalik ka sa kotse?
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Sabi siguro, sabi siguro yung mga karpintero,
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uy, diwata to, diwata.
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Hindi ba, puti-puti nito.
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Parang nag-iwalay kami mga 16 na kami.
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Tama, 16 na kami.
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Tapos, ano lang, kariyer-karyer na lang.
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So, paano mo inaandali yun?
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Yung nag-iwalay kayo?
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Kasi first boyfriend mo siya eh.
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I left the country.
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I, after that, parang
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ginawa ko, long hair kasi ako nun,
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super long hair and straight na.
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Sabi ko, cut it all off.
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Just cut it all off.
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Pinaputol mo yung buhok mo.
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O, di ba ganyan yung mga breakup?
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May ganyan ka ba dati?
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Oo, pag mga breakup.
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Just cut it all off.
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Kailan ka ni-launch as Priscilla Almeda?
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What age were you?
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After I turned 18.
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Ito na yung ibang mga films.
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Nung ni-launch siya as Priscilla Almeda,
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Oo, laglag ako sa upuan.
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Panahon ng ano yun, Tony?
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Cecilating Films.
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Ito, ano, Top Grocer.
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Center page siya nung tabloid.
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What made you say yes to mature roles
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nung time na yun?
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It was the trend.
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It was the trend during that time
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I wanted to try it out.
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As an actor kasi,
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you know, here in the Philippines,
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they think na if you do this, ganyan-ganyan,
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parang, ah, ganun, right?
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Sa akin naman, as an actor,
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I wanted to tackle something different,
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So, nag-graduate ka nung
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from teeny bopper love films
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to serious mature roles
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that requires you to be sexy on camera.
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To be very sexy and
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to bear parts of your body,
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I had to psych myself
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to be comfortable with,
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which I became comfortable naman.
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Um, during that time,
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I was okay with it.
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Ilang years ka as Priscilla Almeda
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when you did all those mature films?
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18 to 22 years old.
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pag nagpopromote ka ng movies?
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Like sa mga shows?
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Maliit lang naman.
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Nakikita-kita kayo sa mga,
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Yes! Awards night!
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Tapos, makikita kayo sa mga guestings.
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May mga moments na gano'n.
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You know, this is the funny thing, eh.
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iniiwas kami magkita.
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The whole time na pinopromote mo
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yung mga movies mo?
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As Priscilla Almeda?
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Hindi kayo nakikita?
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We don't cross paths talaga.
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I can say once or twice lang.
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Meron pa na nga, sabi niya,
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meron kaming guesting ng MMK
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na hindi kami nagkita.
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Oo. As in, wala kaming eksena together.
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Pero nandun kayo sa episode na yun?
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Tapos, many years have passed.
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As in, parang kung isipin mo,
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nag-move on na kayong dalawa sa buhay ninyo.
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Tapos, after so many years,
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nag-reconnect kayo.
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Paano ang nangyari doon?
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Doon lang nagstart.
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Digital. Digital naman eh.
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From landline to internet.
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So, naalala mo pa yung sinabi mo?
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Yeah, kinumusta ko lang siya.
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Kinumusta ko lang.
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Call, right away.
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To make sure it was really him.
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Paano ka tumawag?
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Sa Facebook o number you?
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Nasa Canada ka nun?
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Nasa Canada akong time na yan.
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Sabi ko, hi, this is you.
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Doon kami nag-connect.
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naging constant na yung communication.
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We became very good friends.
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When you say very good friends,
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pag may problema ang isa't isa,
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pinag-uusapan niyo?
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Steady lang kami.
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Like when you're going through something,
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sa kanya mong pinakuwento.
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Steady lang kami sa mga buhay namin.
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Tapos, kumustahan lang.
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na parang meron siyang pinagdadaanan.
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So, ang kwentuhan,
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medyo mas ano na,
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pareho na kaming single.
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Pareho kaming single,
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may dating yun eh.
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nag-message sa'yo yung first love mo.
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Nung uno siya nag-message sa'yo,
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anong naramdaman mo?
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Like, kinilig ka ba?
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Actually, may spark.
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Nung nag-message siya?
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Nung nag-message siya,
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but we were both in our relationships
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during that time.
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May spark, pero parang...
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what I'm feeling is,
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oh, I just hope that he's happy with his life.
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Yun ang lagi ko winu-wish nung time niyan.
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hindi mo maiwasan.
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May spark, may kilig.
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first love mo eh.
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Nag-reminisce nung mga nakaraan.
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May flashback talaga.
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And then the feeling,
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yung love naman that I've always felt for John
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was always there.
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It's just there, Adam.
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Ang dami naming kwento,
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it's more yung...
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Lahat ng sekreto niya,
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nakakwento niya sa akin.
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Lahat ng sekreto ko,
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nakakwento ko sa kanya,
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yung gano'n siya ka-light,
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gano'n ka gaandalhin,
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pwede namin sabihin.
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Parang best friend in a way.
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Kasi yung mga deepest, darkest secrets mo,
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sasabihin mo lang yun sa best friend mo eh.
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Hindi mo nga sinasabi yun sa kapatid mo eh.
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Sa kanya nasasabi mo?
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Tawanan lang kami ng tawanan
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sa lalalim ng mga...
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Tuwing nag-uusap kayo, gano'n lagi?
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Hindi lagi may adjustment sa time,
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kasi iba oras ng Canada,
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Kailan nagka-feelings
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in the middle of the conversation?
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Kailan nagkaroon ng feelings?
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hello, ganito nangyari.
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Kailan nagka-I love you-han?
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Yung na-realize n'yo na parang
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this is more than friends na
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ang mga pangyayari.
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Ah, ito na yung ano,
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I think this was 2019 na
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parang wala kaming hiwalay.
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Video call lang kami, no?
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Gusto nito minsan,
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nakikita ko nung tutulog eh.
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Gusto nyo naka-on lang yun.
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Uy, parang kayong baguets talaga.
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Naka-on lang yun.
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Kaya yun yung mga baguets kaya.
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Naka-on lang yun.
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Naka-on lang tapos nag-uusap hanggang
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Ang nakakatawa sa amin, Tony,
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merong kaming mga 28 to 30 years worth
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Hindi kami nauubusan ng pag-uusapan,
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yung year na ganito,
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nangyari nung ganito.
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Sabi nga yung gano'n.
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yung time na kakansawang kami,
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kinakansawang ko siya na, no?
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Ah, ano ba sinagot ko sa'yo noon?
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Hindi, tinanong mo ako,
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bakit hindi mo alam?
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Sabi ko, bakit hindi mo pa ba alam?
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Pinagtatawa natin ito.
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So, hindi mo mga baguets yung mga story niyo?
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So, ibig sabihin noon,
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all along, there was feelings na
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habang nag-uusap kayo.
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Tapos ano pa sinabi mo?
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Siguro dahil ano yun.
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Ito yung nakakatawa, sabi niya,
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eh, love mo ko, love kita,
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Baguets nga kayo talaga.
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Pabaguets nga kayo talaga.
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Eh, parang pabaguets yung love story nyo.
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Diba ganyan yung mga baguets?
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Mahal mo ko, mahal kita.
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Paano nyo inaandal yung relationship na online?
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Siguro mga five, six months.
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So, ano nangyari?
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Ba't siya na pa uwi?
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Ibabahay mo na ako?
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I think this was a joke,
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sabi niya, umuwi ka na dito,
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Pero umuwi ka nga.
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Hindi, umuwi talaga ako.
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Ano nagpauwi sa'yo?
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Ano yung deciding factor?
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Sabi niya, you come home,
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we'll give it a try.
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If it doesn't work out,
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no hard feelings.
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love ko kasi si Jom, eh.
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if you don't take a chance,
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I don't want to go back
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Siyempre hindi ako naniniwala.
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Hindi talaga naniniwala.
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Hindi ako naniniwala.
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Pero hindi ako naniniwala.
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Kailan mo na pinaniwalaan na totoo na to?
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May konting glimpse
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may kumakatok sa pintuan ng
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ng parang balikbayang bako.
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Nag-umpisa yung parang mga dalawa lang.
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Nag-umpisa yung parang mga dalawa.
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Tapos yung laki ng pangalan niya.
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Tapos magigising ako ng ganyan.
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Sabi niya yung pangalan niya
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galing doon sa address niya sa kanila.
18:22.6
Mamaya may kakatok na naman.
18:24.6
Pinapadala mo na talaga yung mga gano'n?
18:29.6
Basta yung mga ganito ko.
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Hindi pa rin akong naniniwala.
18:38.6
Ayun, ano mo yun?
18:39.6
Until, ano, naniniwala lang ako
18:41.6
nung sinundu ko siya sa airport.
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pinakadesiding factor
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na sige, I will give this a try.
18:48.6
I will leave Canada.
18:51.6
Kasi ang laking, ano yun,
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leap of faith for you.
18:54.6
It was my children actually
18:59.6
Go see Tito John.
19:02.6
kasi my kids knew him eh.
19:04.6
Every time we talk,
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Oh, you guys say hi.
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ang ano ng kids goes,
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Mommy, you deserve to be happy.
19:13.6
Ilang years bago mo siya makikita uli?
19:15.6
How many years was it?
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Hindi lang ko, twenty-eight.
19:19.6
Twenty-eight years.
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Now we haven't seen each other.
19:21.6
Twenty-eight years uli.
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Tapos magkikita kayo sa airport.
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Siyempre, hindi mo naalaman anong nangyayitura niya
19:33.6
ano nangyayitura ng isa't isa.
19:34.6
Hindi, nangganda to eh.
19:36.6
Pinaghandaan ako nito.
19:38.6
Yung pagkikita niyo?
19:39.6
Pinaghandaan ako nito.
19:40.6
Bakit? Ano ang arrival niya?
19:41.6
Atataguan niya ata.
19:43.6
Laman ng gym yan.
19:46.6
Laman ng gym yan.
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Nagpapayat talaga ako.
19:52.6
Iko, tigilin mo na nga yan.
19:53.6
I went down to ano,
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yeah, 310 pounds.
20:00.6
my bewang ko was 25.
20:03.6
Yeah, I was like,
20:08.6
So, nung nakita niyo ang isa't isa,
20:10.6
kasi siya nanginginig eh,
20:12.6
ano yung feeling for you
20:14.6
nung nakita mo siya?
20:15.6
Kinahanap niya ako eh,
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or hindi niya alam kung saan siya pupunta.
20:21.6
nakikita ko na siya eh.
20:22.6
Alam mo yung ano,
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yung unang beses ko siyang na-meet
20:27.6
at saka yung nakilala ko siya,
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parang yun lang din yung itsura niya.
20:33.6
kasi puti yung mga pader niyo dito.
20:35.6
Hindi, parang nakita mo uli yung
20:37.6
15 years old na abe niya.
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hindi ako kumawai,
20:42.6
pinagmamasdan ko lang gumalaw,
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tapos hindi pa rin niya ako nakikita,
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tapos hindi niya alam yung gagawin niya.
20:49.6
Naginginig ka talaga?
20:51.6
Nakita kong nanginginig siya
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nung nilapitan ko na.
21:00.6
Hindi, hindi naman ako umiyak.
21:01.6
Yung lips niya at saka yung baba niya
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nanginginig talaga.
21:04.6
Kasi, ano yung feeling?
21:08.6
Kinakabahan siya.
21:11.6
It's like, siguro,
21:13.6
so long na, ano na,
21:15.6
nag-prep ko na uwi ako,
21:16.6
papakita ko sa kanya.
21:17.6
And then this is it, right?
21:19.6
So, pagkakita ko sa kanya,
21:21.6
kaganyan lang ako ng, hi!
21:24.6
O, kasi parang nakita mo uli yung first love mo.
21:28.6
And then I think the realization all just sank in
21:32.6
when I got off the plane na,
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oh my God, I'm here.
21:35.6
It's like, I'm really here.
21:38.6
okay, I can do this, I can do this.
21:41.6
But, you know, John was so sweet.
21:43.6
Nung niyakap ka niya?
21:44.6
Niyakap niya ako,
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and then I felt better.
21:48.6
diniretsya niya ako sa Baklaran Church.
21:51.6
Sabi niya, halika,
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pabless tayo, paano tayo.
21:55.6
Let's pray for our relationship.
22:02.6
I became so calm na.
22:04.6
Kamusta yung difference nung relationship nung 15 kayo
22:07.6
tsaka yung relationship nyo ngayon?
22:09.6
Totally different.
22:10.6
Totally different.
22:12.6
Nung bata kami, like,
22:14.6
puppy love, first love.
22:17.6
Nung kami na, after 28 years,
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ito, companion to.
22:24.6
Yung lahat kaya kong sabihin,
22:26.6
yung pag hinubarang ko yung sarili ko,
22:29.6
na lahat ng sekreto ko,
22:32.6
yung walang panguhusga,
22:38.6
yung hindi isang,
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hindi side ko lang,
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or hindi lang side niya.
22:42.6
Ang dami rin niyang pinagdaanan.
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patas lang kami, pantay lang.
22:48.6
Why is this love worth fighting for?
22:51.6
Why is this love worth fighting for?
22:53.6
Because, as he said,
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tanggap namin ang isa't isa.
22:58.6
Whatever bad side or good side
23:00.6
that we have in us,
23:02.6
we accept each other, no judgment.
23:05.6
Ang dami namin pinagdaanan.
23:10.6
pinagdadaanan pa,
23:12.6
together we handle everything
23:15.6
so well, and together.
23:16.6
Like, we make decisions together
23:19.6
sa mga important stuff in our life,
23:21.6
and it's being with someone
23:24.6
that can just be there
23:27.6
to hold your hand
23:28.6
through the good or the bad,
23:30.6
it's something worth fighting for.
23:32.6
You know, someone who'll just be there.
23:34.6
You know that they'll be there for you
23:38.6
Di ba, Tony, yung sa lalaki,
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yung may face talaga ng pagkabinata,
23:44.6
pagtawid ng isang lalaki,
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na iyong iiwanan niya niya
23:51.6
yung pagkabinata niya.
23:55.6
Yung iiwan ko na yan,
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kaya tapos na siya.
24:01.6
Magtutuloy na ako sa isang relasyon
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na yung magiging ano na ako,
24:08.6
magiging husband na ako.
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And yun talaga yung pakiramdam,
24:13.6
and yun yung feeling
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na buo na yung pagkatao ko,
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ang dami ko nang nagawa,
24:19.6
ang dami ko nang na-achieve.
24:21.6
Ang dami pang gusto nung gawin, yes,
24:23.6
pero yung pagsabi mo yung
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yung ibibigay ko na ng buong buo,
24:28.6
yung pagiging husband ko,
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iiwan ko yung pagkabinata,
24:32.6
iba sa lalaki yun,
24:34.6
at saka kahit anong pilit nung magulang
24:38.6
yung parang hindi na pipilit yun eh,
24:40.6
galing yun dun sa taon mismo.
24:44.6
parang boundary na ako.
24:47.6
And yung pag-uwi niya dito,
24:51.6
at nagsama kami agad,
24:54.6
at yung relasyon namin
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was the right fit.
25:02.6
Pagka may pinagdadaanan akong pagsubok sa buhay,
25:07.6
mas nagiging malakas pa yung
25:14.6
At light moment na o-overshadow yung
25:19.6
dilim ng pinagdadaanan mong negative.
25:22.6
Pag siya yung kasama.
25:24.6
Pag siya. And ganun din siya sa akin.
25:27.6
Talagang breath of fresh air.
25:34.6
I think he's always been the one.
25:36.6
He's the one because.
25:37.6
That's what my heart's telling me eh.
25:39.6
Yun ang nararamdaman ko and
25:42.6
my heart and my mind, yun talaga.
25:47.6
He's the one that makes me feel complete.
