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Pero, this video is all about another topic, of course.
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So, nilulubos ko lang yung pag-shoot.
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Ang tagal kong hindi nag-vlog, na-miss ko.
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Na-miss ko grabe yung pagsasalita in front of camera.
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Because there is something that I want to say
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bilang pambungad ng taon.
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I know February na at isang buong January ako
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missing in action almost.
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Updates ko sa Wattpad and sa vlogs.
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Pasensya naman kasi ako yung naging abala
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to nourish my spiritual life.
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So, yun nga, etong i-share ko sa inyo,
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actually, medyo ano to,
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it'll be kind of intriga.
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Pero hindi ko intention na gumawa ng tea
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na para pag-usapan ng lahat.
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Kasi, I just want to share to everybody
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that I finally decided kung saan home church ako magsistay.
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So, I just wanted to shout out, you know,
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my sisters in Christ.
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Yung sa church sila, Pastor Jude, Pastor Janet.
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Thank you, thank you po.
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And sa leader ko, si Ate Jem Jem.
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I mean, yeah, we're just really happy, you know.
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And kita naman, di ba?
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Gusto ko lang yung part na nung nag-decide ako
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na, you know, to stay with them.
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Yung magpahandel sa isang leader.
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Gusto ko yung part na meron silang disclaimer to me
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kapag naging bahagi ka na ng church.
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Meron number one disclaimer
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that I will disappoint you, they told me.
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May sabihin, we're not perfect.
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Nandito ka sa church full of imperfect people
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serving the perfect Lord or God.
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So, anong kinilama nun sa gusto kong sabihin sa inyo,
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yung parating, as you can see sa title,
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gusto ko siyang i-relate sa pagiging manunulat.
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Kasi meron akong nabalitaan nung nakaraan
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na meron parang nagpapalaganap ng epidemya
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na kung saan ay may mga grupo
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ng mga, I don't know, anonymous na tao
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na para ligwaken yung mga manunulat
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na hindi pasok sa standards.
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You know, cancel culture.
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Naisip ko, yung disclaimer na yun eh.
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I think everybody should wear that disclaimer
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na parang may nakapaskill dito sa noon natin
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na disclaimer, I will disappoint you
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to people, to everyone that we meet.
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Especially yung mga tao na merong
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online platforms or influence.
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Kasi we're not perfect, you know?
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And yun lang din yung medyo hindi maganda
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sa society ngayon.
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When somebody trips off
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or yung may natisod lang na
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parang lahat ng tao nakisugod, ganyan.
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Without knowing na malamang
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tao lang tayo nagkakabali, diba?
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Pero wala akong tinutukoy dito na
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specific kung sino.
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Pero gusto kong i-share yun nga.
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Writers, we're not perfect.
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Huwag kayong matakot
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or i-express yung sarili nyo
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dahil may mga nakaabang.
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Oo, totoo, maraming mga nakaabang dyan.
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Especially, syempre, yung mga haters
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or yung mga tao na,
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may mga tao kasing ganun eh.
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We should pity those kind of people
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na parang aaligid-aligid
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na nakaabang lang
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at asa aatake sila.
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Kasi yung mga ganun tao,
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parang sobrang pangit
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ng worldview nila.
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So dapat, kaawaan natin sila
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kasi nga, yun nga,
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ganyan lang yung nila sa life.
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Parang taga ano lang,
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this video is for writers out there
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na i-express yung sarili.
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Lalo na sa mga baguhan
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dahil nakikita nila
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na ganto'y ginagawa ng mga readers
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hinahanapan nila ng butas.
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hindi lang as a Christian.
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Kasi yung mga Christiano nga,
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inaami nila na hindi sila perfect.
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Paano po kaya yung mga mere writers,
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na hindi talaga tayo perfect.
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at some point sa pagsusulat natin,
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meron tayong nasulat
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na nakaka-offend.
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Meron tayong masusulat na
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hindi naman natin intention
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Pero makaka-offend
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at makaka-offend tayo
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Ang problema kasi ngayon
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hindi lang to sa mga writers,
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it's for everybody,
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lalo na yung mga influencers.
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Ang ginagawa kasi ng mga tao is,
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nilalagi nila sa pedestal
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yung hinahangaan nila.
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medyo nanatakal ko na to
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sa iba kong vlog,
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pero hindi ko siya hinighlight
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as a whole video.
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When we say idolatry,
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hindi lang siya yung
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nababasa natin to sa Bible eh.
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Nasa 10 Commandments yan,
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na do not make idols,
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And hindi lang pasok sa idolatry
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yung mga ribulto,
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o ibang Diyos-Diyosan.
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Pag sinabing idolatry,
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yun yung ina-idolize natin
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o mas binibigyan natin
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yung mga ibang bagay
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higit sa creator natin,
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Even your talent in writing
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pwede maging idolatry.
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nung hindi pa ako naging Christian,
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when I was still practicing the occult,
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sobrang naging idol ko
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Yung skills ko sa pagsusulat,
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yung talent ko sa pagsusulat.
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walang maibang mahalaga sakin,
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kundi writing lang.
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Mas mahal ko ang writing
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kasa sa pagmamahal ko sa Diyos,
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kasi hindi pa ako nakakilala that time.
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people in the community,
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ang nagiging effect niya sa writer
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nagkakaroon ng pride yung writer.
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nagkakaroon ng pride
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nakatingin silang lahat sakin,
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natatakot na mag-express
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I have so many fans,
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both are extremes,
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which is negative.
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huwag nyong masyadong ilagay
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yung mga idols nyong writer.
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ang galing yung masinusunod.
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Hindi masama yun, guys.
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masyado natin silang,
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masyado silang tilitingala
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hindi na sila pwedeng
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pag nagkamali lang
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yung iniidolo nyo
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or to the point na
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meron lang ibang opinion
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yung iniidolo nyo
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na hindi sa tingin nyo
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eh ililigwakin nyo na.
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I'm kind of speaking
06:50.0
from a personal experience.
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sabi ko sa kanya,
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cancel culture is,
06:54.0
I will not wish it
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to my fellow writers
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na hindi ko naman kilala
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na istolay na kita.
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kalimutan nyo lang,
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huwag nyong sambahin,
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huwag nyong gawing diyos
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kasi nagkamali lang
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kaming mga writers.
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Hindi kami perfect.
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we're not perfect
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and we will disappoint you.
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Yun yung maganda disclaimer,
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I will disappoint you
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iba-iba tayo ng paniniwala,
07:32.0
iba-iba tayo ng upbringing
07:34.0
ang irony lang kasi,
07:36.0
we live in a democratic country
07:43.0
when we see someone
07:45.0
sa standards natin
07:48.0
dinidiktahan natin
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ano yung dapat ganyan.
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dahil meron silang
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pagkakamaling ginawa.
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Pero kung i-appreciate
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pero kung i-apply natin
08:05.0
yung pagiging Christian,
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I'm a Christian now.
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paano ba magre-react
08:17.0
si Jesus sa gano'n.
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huwag na natin iitan.
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Medyo malalim na yun.
08:23.0
Pero ang gusto ko lang
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huwag nyo masyado
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Naging ano ko yan,
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an image for myself
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na hindi ako mahina,
08:37.0
that I'm a source of
08:38.0
inspiration for everybody
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Sasabi ko sa inyo,
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there will be always
08:51.0
yung ganong reputation.
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So, we have to be
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honest to ourselves
08:55.0
that I'm not perfect,
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that I will disappoint.
09:03.0
laging ma-please lang
09:05.0
Gusto mong mag-i-sunod-sunuran
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Just for the sake
09:09.0
to maintain your status,
09:11.0
Because you feel like
09:13.0
nakasalalay sa kanila
09:20.0
I just want to say na,
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we're not perfect,
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magkakamali tayo.
09:27.0
mabubuhay lang tayo
09:29.0
may restrictions,
09:30.0
na mau-offend natin
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walang mangyayari
09:38.0
gusto mong ma-express.
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So, we will disappoint
09:41.0
We will disappoint
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ang pamantayan ko
09:47.0
Bilang Kristyano,
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mas pipiliin ko bang
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mag-ma-disappoint
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binabahagi ko sa inyo ngayon,
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huwag lang magalit
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So, parang ganun lang din
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in expressing now.
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nung hindi pa ako
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wala kong ganun parameters
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parang ako nakakulong.
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hinahinay lang, guys.
10:32.0
Tao lang tayong lahat.
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We're not perfect.
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And we have to learn,
10:36.0
how to tolerate others,
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nasa social media tayo
10:40.0
na nakakapagtago tayo
10:41.0
sa anonymous name,
10:49.0
you're not entitled
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just because you're hiding
11:02.0
anonymous account.
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hindi sa tinatakot kayo,
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that's how it is.
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or cancel culture,
11:33.0
marami tumitingila
11:40.0
the more na binababa
11:42.0
yung sarili natin.
11:49.0
pride before the fall.
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na mas mataas ka,
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iparating sa inyo.
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to love each other.
12:07.0
marami na nag-advocate
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i-apply yung love
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that's the greatest
12:23.0
na yung sinasabi ko.
12:25.0
our imperfections.
12:27.0
our vulnerabilities
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We're not everybody's
12:39.0
Hindi tayo magugustuhan.
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Hindi tayo pwede magustuhan
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And it's much better
12:49.0
the greatest protector
12:53.0
ng morality natin
12:57.0
parang wala na eh.
12:58.0
Wala ng boundaries
12:59.0
ang moral codes natin
13:04.0
kahit ano na lang eh.
13:06.0
kung ikaw wala kang depensa,
13:07.0
take ka lang ng take
13:09.0
sinasabi ng iba't tao
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We're not perfect.
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not to be perfect.
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Yan lang naman ano na lahat.
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And sa mga readers,
13:26.0
We appreciate you.
13:27.0
Sobrang thankful namin
13:33.0
lagay sa pedestal
13:34.0
because we're humans too
13:36.0
we're all different.
13:38.0
Hindi tayo pare-parehas.
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And ngayon pa lang,
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I will disappoint you.
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We will disappoint you.
