00:33.0
Hindi lang ako muna kong arte. Akala ko dati pagpagpogi ka lang, pwede gating artista.
00:40.0
I mean, showbiz is hard. It's not for everyone.
00:45.0
The reason actually kung bakit ako nag-artista, kasi hindi ako pinapayagan ng magula ko, lumabas ng bahay.
00:54.0
Ito ngayon, nararanasan mo itong kasikada na ito?
00:57.0
Aminin ko na nakakapagod talaga.
01:01.0
Never ko ito naisip kung buhay ko.
01:03.0
Kasi ngayon, bago mag-Mariacara ng emoji, gusto ko na mag-stop.
01:31.0
At kasama po natin ngayon ang tinaguriang pambansang ginoong.
01:37.0
Ang aking kaibigan at anak-anakan.
01:39.0
David Licapo. David!
01:42.0
Maraming salamat at pinagbigyan mo ko.
01:44.0
Dahil ilang beses na ako nag-DDM sa'yo.
01:50.0
Anong feeling, David?
01:51.0
Na sikat na-sikat na si David ngayon.
01:53.0
At meron ka pang taguri sa'yo, yung bansag sa'yo, pambansang ginoong.
01:57.0
Hindi pa rin ako makapaniwala na I'm in this position.
02:00.0
Parang feeling ko safe pa rin sa dati.
02:02.0
But of course, now na mas ayakilala na ako.
02:05.0
Tsaka mas marami na yung responsibilities ko.
02:08.0
So it's just, it's really blessed to be in this position.
02:10.0
Back in 2015, nag-workshop ka pa sa OGDS acting workshop, diba?
02:14.0
So from 2015, bago ka napunta sa Mariaclara,
02:19.0
anong ginaanan ni David?
02:21.0
Nagpakatrying hard ka ba nung araw para lang mapansin?
02:24.0
Nag-start po ako maging artista noong,
02:26.0
kapag yung sinubukan ko maging artista was 2014.
02:30.0
Noong nag-Mr. Chinatown ako sa Abilang Network.
02:34.0
And then after that, wala naman ako nakuha mga shows eh.
02:37.0
Parang tinanay ko maging commercial model, VTR, VTR ako.
02:41.0
Nagka-fashion shows ako.
02:43.0
So, saglit, yung mga nag-VTR, VTR ka for commercials, ano, nakukuha ka ba?
02:48.0
Actually, never ako nakuha sa commercials.
02:50.0
Alala ko pupunta pa ako sa Makati,
02:52.0
tapos magka-park ako ng malayo eh.
02:54.0
Siyempre, bata ka po, hindi mo pa alam saan magka-park eh.
02:56.0
Talagang lalakarin ko yung mga buildings sa Makati,
02:58.0
kasi VTR static ganoon, diba?
03:00.0
Punta ka sa mga agency.
03:02.0
Oo, magkakalapit lang yan.
03:05.0
Parang, siguro mga tatlong beses sa isang araw,
03:07.0
pinupuntahan ko mga VTRs.
03:10.0
Ni Isa, never ako na kukuha.
03:14.0
Ah, nakuha ako siguro mga dalawang beses.
03:16.0
Pero, hindi yung mga big brands talaga.
03:19.0
Never ako nakuha sa mga big brands.
03:21.0
Second, nag-audition ako sa Vensh,
03:23.0
sa mga Giordano, mga Venshop.
03:25.0
Kahit fashion show lang, never nila ako kukuha.
03:27.0
Kaya ngayon, nakakabawa na.
03:28.0
Oo, anong pakiramdam mo nun?
03:30.0
At that time, magka,
03:32.0
iki-question mo yung sarili mo,
03:33.0
kung para sa akin ba ito?
03:34.0
Baka, hindi naman para sa akin,
03:36.0
nagsasayangin ako ng oras.
03:37.0
Ayun, pero, I don't know, I just kept on trying.
03:40.0
Sinubukan ko lang talaga.
03:41.0
But never pa rin, until, yun nga,
03:43.0
2017, nag-start na ako,
03:45.0
mawakay yung career ko.
03:46.0
Kasi, talala ko si Sir Arnold Vigafria,
03:48.0
naging manager ko.
03:49.0
So, nung time na yun,
03:50.0
na hindi ka nakukuha,
03:51.0
tinanong mo ba sarili mo,
03:52.0
kung ano ba depresya sa akin?
03:54.0
At that time, naisip ko kung
03:56.0
enough ba yung itsura ko.
03:57.0
Kasi, before, naisip ko lang,
03:58.0
pag maganda yung katawan mo,
04:00.0
Oo, so magandang katawan mo that time?
04:02.0
Maganda yung katawan mo that time.
04:04.0
Siguro naisip ko that time,
04:05.0
hindi ako gano'n kagwapo.
04:07.0
Hindi rin ako gano'n confident.
04:09.0
Kasi, I came from a place
04:13.0
from Chinese high school
04:14.0
na very conservative.
04:16.0
Wala kaming mga prom,
04:17.0
wala kaming field trips.
04:18.0
So, yung confidence ko,
04:20.0
nababa, nahihain ako.
04:22.0
I didn't know how to present myself.
04:24.0
So, siguro yun yung insecurity ko
04:26.0
na parang mahihain.
04:27.0
Kaya rin, siguro,
04:28.0
hindi ako nakukuha sa mga
04:29.0
fashion shows before.
04:30.0
And I feel like, right now,
04:32.0
syempre, ang hanap ng mga brands
04:33.0
is yung confident.
04:35.0
So, that's what I lacked that time.
04:38.0
Nung nanalo ka, Mr. China,
04:40.0
to, feeling mo yun yung
04:44.0
kung baga, at that time,
04:45.0
kung nanalo ko ng Mr. China to,
04:46.0
makapag-guesting ka sa mga
04:49.0
So, at that time,
04:50.0
I was happy na with those guestings.
04:52.0
Pero, I never got a show
04:54.0
because hindi naman ako passionate
04:57.0
Hindi rin ako murunong kumarte.
05:00.0
pwede ka pinag-artista.
05:02.0
ang saya-saya mag-artista.
05:03.0
Pero, sa totoo lang,
05:04.0
hanggang mga alas 4,
05:05.0
medyo kayo may atapos.
05:08.0
I mean, showbiz is hard.
05:09.0
It's not for everyone.
05:11.0
nasaan yung mga parents mo?
05:13.0
Paano kanila sinuporta?
05:15.0
The reason, actually,
05:16.0
kung bakit ako nag-artista,
05:18.0
kasi hindi ako pinapayagan
05:20.0
lumabas ang bahay.
05:22.0
Straight kasi sila.
05:24.0
O, yun yung nakakatawa dun.
05:26.0
Kasi, basketball player ako
05:29.0
Nakaksidente kasi kami
05:31.0
ng mga kaibigan ko.
05:34.0
Tumama kami sa gas truck.
05:37.0
So, na-insure ako.
05:38.0
My best friend died.
05:41.0
Kaya, yun yung turning point
05:43.0
kung bakit din ako
05:44.0
nag-stop mag-basketball.
05:47.0
Yun na yung trauma
05:49.0
kaya hindi ka masyado
05:50.0
pinapayagan lumabas?
05:53.0
strict talaga yung mommy ko.
05:54.0
Kahit hindi pa nangyari
05:56.0
Pero masiging strict lang
05:57.0
siguro siya nung nangyari.
05:58.0
Hindi niya ako pinapayagan.
05:59.0
So, yung excuse ko,
06:00.0
Ma, meron akong PTR.
06:02.0
Meron akong fashion show.
06:05.0
Meron akong photoshoot.
06:06.0
Pero wala naman talaga.
06:09.0
Dun talaga yung reason
06:10.0
kung bakit ako naging artista ngayon.
06:11.0
Strict kasi yung mommy ko.
06:14.0
Noong time nung aksidente kayo,
06:15.0
ano lang ang naging tama?
06:17.0
Like, ilan kayo na aksidente?
06:20.0
We came from Tagaytay.
06:22.0
We were 18 years old
06:23.0
lang that time, 2013.
06:25.0
ayun, nakatulog yung driver.
06:28.0
we hit a gas truck.
06:30.0
nawalan ako ng malay nun eh.
06:31.0
Nagkaroon ako seatbelt injury.
06:33.0
As in, yung buong dashboard
06:37.0
Yung photoshoot that time
06:38.0
was land cruiser.
06:40.0
Tapos, basag-basag lahat.
06:41.0
Everyone was crying.
06:43.0
Tapos, ang init na sa loob.
06:45.0
Ah, hindi pa kayo makaalis.
06:47.0
Hindi ako makaalis
06:48.0
kasi hindi ako makagalaw eh.
06:49.0
So, nagsave pa sa akin
06:50.0
yung nag-pass away na friend ko.
06:55.0
Internal beating.
06:56.0
Siya na yung nagsagip sa'yo.
06:57.0
So, you consider that's your second life?
07:01.0
It's my second life.
07:02.0
Gano'ng kahaba yung mga panahon
07:04.0
na inisip mo siya
07:07.0
piniptip mo yung nangyari.
07:10.0
Siguro mga three months.
07:12.0
Tsaka, I was better din for mga two, three weeks eh.
07:15.0
So, syempre at that point,
07:17.0
hindi mo na bisita yung best friend mo
07:19.0
na kasama mo sa aksidente.
07:21.0
That was really tragic for me.
07:22.0
Super best friend mo siya.
07:24.0
Kasi neighbors kasi kami.
07:27.0
Bakit ka nabigyan ng second life?
07:30.0
So, ito pala yun?
07:33.0
Ganyan yung artista.
07:34.0
I'm sure kahit yung kaibigan mo,
07:36.0
gusto ka niyang sumikap yung namatay.
07:39.0
He would be so happy siguro if nandito siya.
07:41.0
Kasi bago rin siya eh.
07:43.0
Ito ngayon, nararanasan mo itong kasikada na ito.
07:46.0
Anong difference ito sa nung araw lang,
07:48.0
ganito ako at tapos ngayon,
07:50.0
A lot of things change.
07:53.0
hindi naka na-miss ko yung privacy.
07:55.0
Kasi, I feel like,
07:56.0
for example, akong mainframe,
07:57.0
there's a price na kailangang bayaran.
08:00.0
Which is yung privacy mga wala sa'yo.
08:03.0
I could just walk around the mall
08:05.0
na parang hindi ako makikilala.
08:07.0
Ngayon, parang you can't really go out
08:09.0
na hindi ka makikilala.
08:10.0
So, there's a big difference.
08:12.0
Kapag not everyone is given the chance,
08:14.0
kung nag-usap nga tayo,
08:15.0
na hindi naman lahat ng tao na may bigyan ng itong picture.
08:19.0
And you just have to see the good in everything.
08:21.0
Kasi, aminin ko na nakapagod talaga.
08:24.0
Nakapagod talaga.
08:25.0
And kapag pagod ka, may magbapicture sa'yo,
08:27.0
sometimes you get,
08:28.0
parang hindi mo ipigilan sa'yo na parang,
08:31.0
Kapag yan yung pakasok sa isip mo.
08:32.0
But then, it's like a constant battle with yourself.
08:35.0
With your brain na parang,
08:36.0
just, okay, David, stop.
08:38.0
Don't think about it.
08:39.0
Isipin mo lang na nakakapagpasaya ka ng tao.
08:41.0
Like, pinasok ko ito eh.
08:43.0
Ito yung trabaho ko na
08:44.0
to give entertainment to people,
08:46.0
to make people happy,
08:47.0
to be an inspiration to your fans.
08:49.0
So, yun yung pagpambaga,
08:50.0
constant na battle everyday kapag pagod ako.
08:53.0
Parang feel good.
08:54.0
It's all about awareness.
08:56.0
hindi mo iisipin yung mga bagay na negative.
08:58.0
For example, yung mga questions ko sa sarili ko.
09:00.0
Bakit nangyari ito sa akin?
09:01.0
Bakit ganito? Bakit ganyan?
09:03.0
I would just think na,
09:04.0
ano kaya yung pwede kong may pulot na lesson from this?
09:08.0
Parang gano'n lang.
09:09.0
I just try my best to see the good in everything.
09:11.0
So, anong lesson na kita mo?
09:14.0
Siguro, ang pinakamalaking lesson is yung patience.
09:17.0
Kailangan meron ka.
09:19.0
Yeah, kailangan meron ka.
09:20.0
This is a big responsibility.
09:22.0
People look up to you.
09:24.0
na parang minsan yung mga fans,
09:26.0
sasabihin nila sa'yo na,
09:27.0
dahil sa'yo, David, na wala yung anxiety ko.
09:31.0
Yun yung magpapa-energize sa'yo.
09:33.0
Meron akong nagagawang,
09:35.0
Magkaganyan lang ako.
09:36.0
Sobrang sa'yo na ng tao.
09:37.0
Di ba nakakatuwa yun?
09:38.0
You're making people happy.
09:40.0
Kaya gano'n na lang kalaki yung utang na love mo
09:45.0
Dahil doon ka na.
09:46.0
Dahil doon ako nakilala.
09:47.0
Pero mga nakaraan naman,
09:49.0
tumaganap ka naman bilang leading man talaga.
09:52.0
Dito ka lang masyadong,
09:53.0
nasa pulmo yung tao.
09:58.0
pilit na pinagtatagpo,
10:00.0
pilit na pinag-iisa ng mga tao.
10:03.0
Si David ba, hindi nahihiya?
10:05.0
Dahil si Jack Roberto,
10:06.0
boyfriend ni Barbie yun.
10:08.0
Pero kayo yung gusto ng mga fans.
10:12.0
naiintindihan naman ni Jack yung situation.
10:14.0
Kasi artista rin siya.
10:15.0
Siguro kapag hindi siya artista,
10:17.0
I'm pretty sure mag-i-selo siya sa ganun.
10:19.0
Kasi hindi niya alam,
10:20.0
yung situation sa industry.
10:22.0
But then I believe na,
10:23.0
magbayad si Jack ang dami.
10:26.0
he is secure naman with himself.
10:28.0
So I don't think that's an issue.
10:30.0
I mean, at least for me.
10:33.0
mayroon silang ganun klaseng issue.
10:34.0
But I don't think so.
10:35.0
Wala namang selosan,
10:42.0
Siyempre hindi mo alam talaga.
10:46.0
So, ito nga yung mga nangyayari sa buhay mo,
10:48.0
ang dami mo ng racket,
10:50.0
mga out-of-town shows ka.
10:52.0
Anong ginagawa ni David,
10:54.0
sa kanyang mga nalilikom sa racket?
10:56.0
Ako, nilaan ko talaga yung mga kinita ko sa showbiz.
11:00.0
Sa negosyo muna talaga.
11:02.0
First ever business ko was Sobra.
11:04.0
Nag-start kami sa online.
11:07.0
Sobra comfort food.
11:08.0
Nag-start lang po kami sa online.
11:10.0
Kasi diba nakuha siya yung mga sushi bake before?
11:13.0
Parang nag-aanal kasi ako ng pandemic,
11:16.0
yung parang mentor ko,
11:17.0
he asked me kung meron na akong business idea.
11:20.0
Saka sabi ko sa kanya wala.
11:21.0
Then sabi niya sa akin,
11:22.0
pwede ko ba makita yung Instagram usage rate mo?
11:24.0
At that time, siyempre,
11:27.0
Sabi, okay, makes sense.
11:28.0
That's why I don't have any business ideas.
11:30.0
Kasi you are always on your phone.
11:32.0
So parang napaisip ako.
11:33.0
And I stopped using my phone.
11:34.0
That's the time na I became creative.
11:37.0
Kasi diba kapag bored ka,
11:38.0
doon po papasok yung mga ideas eh.
11:40.0
Like, I'm sure ka rin din sa...
11:41.0
Correct, correct.
11:42.0
...sa pag-vlog mo or anything.
11:43.0
Ayun, from there,
11:44.0
siging open-minded lang ako.
11:46.0
Tapos dahil doon,
11:47.0
nakagawa ko ng negosyo,
11:48.0
which is yung sobra comfort food online.
11:52.0
Wala siyang pwesto talaga.
11:55.0
start ako ng tipong,
11:56.0
ako yung nagbubuk na.
11:58.0
Ano, nasa kondo lang kami eh.
12:00.0
Tumaba ako sa rider.
12:02.0
Ako nagbubuk sa Instagram.
12:03.0
Ako nagge-reply sa IG.
12:05.0
Ako nagkawakan ko sa mga suppliers.
12:07.0
At dati, mga suppliers,
12:08.0
di ba ako pinapansin.
12:11.0
First ever time to tumawag sa supplier.
12:13.0
Tawag kong gano'n sa supplier.
12:15.0
Kasi hindi ko talaga alam
12:16.0
ang pinagsasabi ko.
12:19.0
dinecline niya ako.
12:20.0
Because of that failure,
12:22.0
Doon ako nag-aaral.
12:23.0
Mas nag-aaral ako.
12:24.0
Kasi nag-hurt ako eh.
12:25.0
May nasayang nag-aaral ka.
12:26.0
Nag-aaral ka sa online school.
12:28.0
Talagang mas inayos ko.
12:30.0
Ipag nag-research ako
12:31.0
para kong usap sa supplier.
12:33.0
Tapos until sa inayos ko yung brand ko,
12:36.0
yung Instagram namin,
12:37.0
dumami na yung mga followers namin,
12:39.0
siya na yung lumapit sa akin.
12:40.0
Siya na yung lumapit sa akin.
12:43.0
Kapasok ko ulit yung mga products ko.
12:45.0
After Sobra Comfort Food,
12:46.0
ginawa na namin siyang Sobra Cafe
12:48.0
sa Molito, Alabang.
12:49.0
Ang concept noon is parang
12:50.0
medyo mga comfort food,
12:53.0
Baka sinisip ng mga tao na parang
12:55.0
everything is given to me.
12:57.0
naghirapan ko talaga yun.
13:01.0
ito sa UP Town Center.
13:03.0
Ito naman Kuya Korea.
13:04.0
Nagsimula lang ito sa...
13:06.0
Kasi super fan ako ng meditation.
13:09.0
living in the moment.
13:11.0
kwento ko lang kung paano nagsimula itong
13:13.0
So, at that time,
13:14.0
hindi talaga ako masyadong nagpo-phone.
13:15.0
Kasi pinatrya ko yung,
13:17.0
to live in the moment.
13:18.0
Kasi yun yung sinabi sa akin
13:20.0
So, at that time,
13:21.0
nagpunta ako ng Action Carry
13:22.0
bumili ako ng supplements.
13:23.0
May nakita ako isang stall na
13:25.0
Sanggyut in a Bowl.
13:27.0
What if nagpo-phone ako?
13:28.0
Oh, nagpo-phone ako.
13:30.0
gano'n naman tayo naglalakad eh,
13:31.0
phone, phone, call.
13:32.0
Hindi ko nakita yun.
13:34.0
Parang yun lang na,
13:35.0
kumbaga yun lang yung lesson for me na,
13:39.0
don't use your phone
13:40.0
para magkano ka ng mga ideas.
13:43.0
don't use your phone,
13:44.0
ano dapat ang ginagawa?
13:45.0
It's not to say na parang,
13:47.0
never use your phone.
13:48.0
Kasi yung phone naman,
13:49.0
meron naman good use to it.
13:51.0
kasi I believe na
13:52.0
how you start your day
13:54.0
the rest of your day.
13:55.0
So, like in the morning,
13:56.0
I don't use my phone
13:59.0
magkakaroon siya ng mga dopamine.
14:01.0
Tapos kapag gano'n,
14:02.0
hindi ka magiging focus
14:05.0
I only start using my phone
14:06.0
after I do my morning routine.
14:08.0
nandun na ako sa zen mode.
14:10.0
to get to that zen mode,
14:11.0
parami akong ginagawa.
14:15.0
and try to read a book.
14:17.0
kapag nagawa ko na yun,
14:18.0
then I can start using my phone.
14:21.0
dapat may time lang eh.
14:22.0
Hindi yung parang,
14:23.0
all the time nasa phone ka.
14:24.0
Nag-a-a lot lang ako ng time
14:25.0
na mag-phone ako,
14:26.0
na mag-social media ako.
14:29.0
itong Kuya Korea,
14:34.0
Yeah, marami na kami increase.
14:37.0
ng per-franchise.
14:40.0
mag-start na kami
14:42.0
Sabi nga sa akin ni David,
14:43.0
hindi ako makapaniwanan
14:44.0
na nararating ko to.
14:46.0
hindi ko talaga naiisip.
14:47.0
Never ko to niisip
14:50.0
bago mag-Mariacara mo,
14:51.0
gusto ko na mag-stop.
14:53.0
Kasi I wanted to focus
14:54.0
on my business ka.
14:56.0
na-overtake na yung love ko
15:00.0
in-accept ko itong Mariaclara.
15:02.0
wala na akong pera.
15:05.0
Kasi lahat in-invest ko dito.
15:07.0
doon mating mag-Mariaclara
15:09.0
mag-stop ka sa showbiz
15:11.0
mag-concentrate ka sa
15:19.0
mga kinikita sa showbiz?
15:20.0
Lahat nang meron akong
15:21.0
interest sa showbiz,
15:25.0
Habili ako ng watch.
15:26.0
Habili ako ng car.
15:27.0
Habili ko na ng condo.
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Everything I have right now,
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is yung showbiz talaga.
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pasalamat ko dito
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dahil kung wala yung showbiz,
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kung nasan ako ngayon.
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dahil last money mo na pala yun.
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Kaya ka nag-Mariaclara.
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ito ako nang sinabi.
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tinan mo naman kung
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nasan ka na ngayon,
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yung career mo ngayon,
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change your life.
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Yung isa doong ngayon
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Yung life pa rin na
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sa bago yung Mariaclara.
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there are limitations na.
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nasa age ako na parang
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I can't really do that anymore.
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So, parang I feel like
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it's also hard to date.
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Hindi siguro muna.
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kung nakita mo yung right one,
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sana ready sya sa life ko.
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Alam naman natin yung,
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especially kung non-showbiz
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yung girlfriend mo.
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At isang gauge nga
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madalas nabaviral
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ang ginagawa mo eh.
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tapos pinu-post nila.
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tinatry ko na lang
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I mean, this is my life na eh.
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So, parang I don't wanna
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ito na yung price
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from being famous.
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live in the moment na lang.
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Parang di ako ma-conscious
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hindi ka na magta-topless
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kasi ang dami mong fans
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I mean, mag-iba naman yun.
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yung mga fans ko.
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photoshoots, you know.
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Pero like, sa teleserye
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sabi na management,
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Kasi medyo naging
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Hindi ka naka-topless.
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Naka-see-through ka lang.
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I think, alam na nila
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gusto kong puntahan ng
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Kaya, hindi na rin nila
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kung pwede ba ako
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So, madali ka rin
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magpatulo ng luha.
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Pero, nung workshop,
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hindi ko nakita yan
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Talaga, super-concentrate siya.
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kasanan niyo ako.
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Hindi naman sa macro.
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Ano yun naman ako?
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Parang walang problema,
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pero ganyan naman ako.
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Eh, walang naman talaga.
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parang ako tayusin
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hindi lahat ng problema
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hindi mo gusto malamang
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kung ano yung problema ko.
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Hindi ako marunong
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ang basic patulo ng luha.
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Emotional kasi ako na
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Iniisip kasi, siguro,
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ng mga taong parang
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nag-chit-boy ako eh.
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iyakin talaga ako.
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Mabilis ako maiyak
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nanood lang ako ng
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nung brother and sister ko.
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Parang nung nakita ko sila doon,
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mga five seconds na ako doon,
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lumabas ako ng arena.
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Sobrang iyak talaga ako.
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And some soft spot
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towards my siblings talaga.
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tsaka yung sister.
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Grabe ka sa family.
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Anong sinasabi ngayon
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ng mommy, daddy mo,
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sa sinasapit mo ngayon
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Never kasi nila to
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Kasi like nung bata ako,
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hindi naman ako masyadong
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Hindi pong ano lang ako eh.
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Nagbubuli sa school.
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Alam mo yung mga typical
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laging tulog sa class.
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Yung lagi na pupunta sa
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guidance counselor.
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never na inexpect na
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parang maging artista.
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from high school,
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never na inexpect
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So nagburat na talaga
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sila ngayon na parang
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yan akong picture sa akin.
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I'm sure naman na
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they're very proud of me.
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At masaya naman sila
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Feeling mo tatagal ka?
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Feeling mo tatagal ka?
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Ganito yung naranasan mo?
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Before kasi yung sabi ko
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Parang gusto ko na ikasal
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before Maria Clara
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But then right now,
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because of the fans
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kung gano'n nila ako
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because of Maria Clara nga.
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And I super appreciate
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their love talaga.
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bakit nila ako mahal?
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sobrang na-appreciate yung love na yun
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na I wanna stay longer.
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So siguro I'll give it
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like five more years?
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let's see what happens.
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So gusto mo naman
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magkaroon ng pamilya?
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gusto ko na magka-pamilya.
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Siguro when I'm mga
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I'm gonna get married
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I'm sure it pinatagal yung iba.
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Paano mo nakahati
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at sa iyong showbiz career?
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Paano mo binabalansi
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It's hard na mo Audrey
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if you love something
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which like my business
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I really love my business.
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I also love showbiz.
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kuna na may anak ka diba?
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Kaya kung mayroon akong girlfriend
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kahit na sobrang busy mo
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gagawa ka ng paraan
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para mabigyan sila ng oras.
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Ano na-realize mo sa showbiz?
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nice to everybody
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it's a people industry.
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Kailangan mo talaga maging
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mabait sa lahat ng tao
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from the production
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Although I feel like
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in every industry naman
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kailangan mo maging
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mabait talaga sa lahat ng tao.
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At showbiz siguro
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Like I said kanina parang
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I don't really believe
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and being persistent
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So sa lahat ng mga
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like you just can't wait
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for your perfect break.
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It's really up to you
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kung gano'ng kasipag.
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If you put in the work
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if you keep on learning
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every single day.
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your own destiny.
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ang masasabi ko na lang din
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like I'm pretty sure
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na maraming tao ngayon
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ay nakaka-experience
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One thing I would say
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you just have to be
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like negative thought
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pinagtuloy-tuloy mo
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pa yung negative thoughts
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na mapunta ka na dun sa state
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na parang sobrang
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depressed ka na yung anxiety.
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may negative thought
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like stop mo na yun.
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Meditation really helps.
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Kasi when you meditate po kasi
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you stay in the present moment.
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I'm sure ginagawa yan
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sa acting workshop, di ba?
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kasi I do it every single day
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parang mas maging
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in the moment ako.
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nag-lessen yung overthinking ko.
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like yung sinasabi
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like really kills.
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Kumusta naman ng mental health?
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hindi naman ako like
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parang constant naman
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parang you have a battle
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with your mental health.
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Di ba like yung mga thoughts mo.
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experience ko yun
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like not think about
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the negative thoughts.
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Tapos imisip ko na lang
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yung mga good thoughts.
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constant battle yun
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every single day.
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Ano naman ang masasabi mo
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doon sa mga batang
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at doon sa mga nangartista
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na matagal nangartista
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hindi pa rin sila
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I think it's all about
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about what they're
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siguro kung ano yung pulang
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kailangan mag-workshop
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parang magaling na sila
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but kailangan mo nang
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talaga mag-workshop pa
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ma-improve mo yung craft mo.
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I feel like sa pag-artista
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and your confidence
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na-reach mo na yung dream mo
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like whether it's in showbiz
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dapat alagaan mo siya
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mas paging masipag ka pa
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maging grateful ka
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sa mga taong tumulong sa'yo
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from the very start.
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I'm here right now
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because of the people
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who believed in me
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I just wanna do my best
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and like everything
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I'm paying the dividends
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kasi nagtiwala sila
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ang gusto ko na siguro
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na maging artista
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keep chasing their dreams
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like if they really
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they have to be persistent
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and they have to do
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for them to reach
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maging negosyante
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you really have to be persistent
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and you also have to
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for you to get there.
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mas malaki yung chance na
