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So there, they gave us two beds. Sorry, it's a bit messy. I'm still using this.
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So guys, like what you read in the title, again, this is not clickbait.
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I want to say goodbye to the viewers who already unsubscribed.
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Some of you already commented, like, I have to unsubscribe first, and so on.
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With that, I want to say goodbye to all of you and at the same time, I want to say thank you because you have been a big part of my journey for the last few years, right?
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So thank you for all the memories. Thank you to those who commented before, those who liked, and now, I have to say goodbye.
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That's really life. There are people who will lose their lives, who will grow apart, and that's okay. That's normal. That's part of our life.
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I'm doing this video because I read a comment in my last video that it's clickbait.
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Well, technically, it's not clickbait. It's not that I was caught because I was really caught by the police.
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That's why I was given a ticket.
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Oh, is that your intent? The title? Maybe, yes.
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Because that's the way to attract viewers.
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For example, clickbait. I was caught.
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What is it? You're the first person to eat, right?
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It's a bit, yeah, it's a bit exaggerated in the title.
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That's really how it is. As a writer myself, we were taught that a vlog title is like a headline.
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You have to capture the interest of your reader or your, I think it's a vlog, viewer.
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So, yeah. It's not wrong. It's not clickbait. I was really caught. In English, caught is caught.
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Anyway, I also have a thing where I'm sabotaging my career.
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There's no creativity, no content. It's a bit true.
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Even before, way back before, guys.
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If you've watched my vlogs, you know that I don't really like vlogging.
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Most of the time, if it's not Marie Lloyd, it's Aiee who's the star of my vlogs.
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I'm happy that I'm on camera. I'm happy that I'm part of their channel.
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If they invite me, I'll be happy there.
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Why is that? It's not that I don't like vlogging.
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It's just that I'm not really good at it.
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Personally, I'm good at it. But if there's a camera, that's not my talent.
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Let's give it to Aiee and Marie Lloyd.
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And for those who don't know, I'm not saying that I don't like vlogging.
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I'm happy because there are a lot of opportunities that came to me, a lot of blessings that came to me when I first started vlogging.
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However, just like most of us, when my friend disappeared, just like others,
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I, to be honest, had a hard time vlogging again.
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Especially when you're holding the camera or facing the camera.
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It's like what you used to do when you were happy, now you're excited.
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Now, you're still happy. However, it brings back a lot of memories that are now saddening to me.
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There are more times where it's like, this is how it used to be.
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It's hard. It's not that I'm in a hurry.
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It's also not true that I don't value YouTube or the career that Marie Lloyd and I opened up.
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I'm happy just that, in this time, I'm starting to lean back on my first love, which is writing.
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Now, I'm in Palawan.
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Most of the time, you'll see me at the beach.
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Yes, I'm usually at the beach.
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Or maybe it's not that I'm at the coffee shop.
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Or sometimes, someone invites me to post about their hotel or their business.
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But I don't vlog.
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Anyway, it's just posting on Facebook and Instagram.
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Just to give you an idea of what I usually do in life.
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For example, if I'm just sitting on my laptop.
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I'm writing here.
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I have a folder, actually.
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I have a writer mode here.
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So, all the content that I'm writing is here.
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Actually, I got an offer from a production team.
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They were asking for a material.
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How can I say that it's not a creative process?
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So, I'm a writer.
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I'll just sit here.
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I don't know if what I'm sharing with you is too much.
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Because, to be honest, my life is not that active right now.
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I'm not active vlogging.
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But, I'm active off-cam.
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I'm watching Netflix.
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Right now, I'm at a point in my life where I want to take it slow.
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For the past year, we've been active vlogging, right?
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And now, I'm the only one here.
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I have new friends.
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But, you know what?
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It's not like before.
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I'm thankful to all the viewers.
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When I'm updating, sometimes,
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just to give you a hint,
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life is not like before.
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It's really like that.
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A lot of things are changing in life.
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But, I'm thankful to them.
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To all the people I talked to on Messenger, Instagram.
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Thank you so much.
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I'm happy that all throughout the year,
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I was able to build friendships with some of my followers.
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And, I just want to say that
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not because I don't update too much
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or I don't share what's happening in my life,
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doesn't mean that nothing will happen in my life.
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I don't care if you compare me to other gay people.
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Because, behind all the uploads,
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our social media is accurate.
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We only share the positive ones.
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Because, the world is already sad.
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Should we make it sadder?
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But, for those who are willing to compare,
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You can compare as much as you want.
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The problem is that
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we all have differences depending on our self-love.
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Sometimes, self-love is not about
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the house, the car, or the business that you have.
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Sometimes, self-love can mean
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freedom, happiness, contentment,
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and doing what you love the most.
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And, right now, I really love writing.
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So, that's what makes me happy.
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You know, most of the time,
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what I love about the place is that
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I can walk there every afternoon.
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As long as I have my earphones,
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I can listen to music.
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So, I just walk around Mendoza Park,
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Because, they have a lot of parks here.
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Or, if I haven't been to the beach,
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Then, you'll say,
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you're sitting there again.
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That's how it is.
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I'm just here at home.
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I'm just writing.
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That's what I'm doing right now.
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But, when Mama arrives,
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okay, we'll vlog.
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Because, Mama and Papa will be coming here.
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And, some of my friends from Leyte.
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So, we'll tour in El Nido.
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Hopefully, we'll go to Port Barton too.
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Again, goodbye to all the
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the first content I want to do
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or give an advice.
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the videos that I don't have,
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they're just texts.
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And, there's just background music.
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Because, I really want to air my stories.
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Those are my tricks in life.
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Sometimes, I miss doing hauls.
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I just do hauls again and again.
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I don't know if you can see it in the video.
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So, don't think that
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I don't have much to do in my life.
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I just want a laid-back life.
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Actually, I'm just lazy on Facebook.
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I have a lot of updates on Facebook.
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I have a lot of posts there.
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So, thank you to everyone
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Love, love, love.
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I don't want to brag.
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I don't want to because I'm happy.
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I don't wear shorts anymore.
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I'm getting tanned.
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I love the life that I have right now.
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And, that's what's important.
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You're contented.
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And, I don't expect anything.
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So, just wait for
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the other updates in my life.
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Again, thank you so much
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And, we'll see each other again
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in the next vlog.
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Hi! Thank you so much
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for watching this video.
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And, if you enjoyed it,
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please don't forget
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to like and share this video.
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so you'll be blessed.
