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Madam...

Madam!

Madam Irva

Pam!

Hi guys, welcome back to my channel and welcome to a new episode of Ikahan!

But before anything else, I want to thank Wonderland Bed and Breakfast for inviting me to try their room.

So the room that they gave to us is Aranzelli.

So the good thing about this place is that if you're planning to go to Palawan, you can definitely book your room.

It's close to everything. It's very convenient.

So there, they gave us two beds. Sorry, it's a bit messy. I'm still using this.

So guys, like what you read in the title, again, this is not clickbait.

I want to say goodbye to the viewers who already unsubscribed.

Some of you already commented, like, I have to unsubscribe first, and so on.

With that, I want to say goodbye to all of you and at the same time, I want to say thank you because you have been a big part of my journey for the last few years, right?

So thank you for all the memories. Thank you to those who commented before, those who liked, and now, I have to say goodbye.

That's really life. There are people who will lose their lives, who will grow apart, and that's okay. That's normal. That's part of our life.

I'm doing this video because I read a comment in my last video that it's clickbait.

Well, technically, it's not clickbait. It's not that I was caught because I was really caught by the police.

That's why I was given a ticket.

Oh, is that your intent? The title? Maybe, yes.

Because that's the way to attract viewers.

For example, clickbait. I was caught.

What is it? You're the first person to eat, right?

It's a bit, yeah, it's a bit exaggerated in the title.

That's really how it is. As a writer myself, we were taught that a vlog title is like a headline.

You have to capture the interest of your reader or your, I think it's a vlog, viewer.

So, yeah. It's not wrong. It's not clickbait. I was really caught. In English, caught is caught.

Anyway, I also have a thing where I'm sabotaging my career.

There's no creativity, no content. It's a bit true.

Even before, way back before, guys.

If you've watched my vlogs, you know that I don't really like vlogging.

Most of the time, if it's not Marie Lloyd, it's Aiee who's the star of my vlogs.

I'm happy that I'm on camera. I'm happy that I'm part of their channel.

If they invite me, I'll be happy there.

Why is that? It's not that I don't like vlogging.

It's just that I'm not really good at it.

Personally, I'm good at it. But if there's a camera, that's not my talent.

Let's give it to Aiee and Marie Lloyd.

And for those who don't know, I'm not saying that I don't like vlogging.

I'm happy because there are a lot of opportunities that came to me, a lot of blessings that came to me when I first started vlogging.

However, just like most of us, when my friend disappeared, just like others,

I, to be honest, had a hard time vlogging again.

Especially when you're holding the camera or facing the camera.

It's like what you used to do when you were happy, now you're excited.

Now, you're still happy. However, it brings back a lot of memories that are now saddening to me.

There are more times where it's like, this is how it used to be.

It's hard. It's not that I'm in a hurry.

It's also not true that I don't value YouTube or the career that Marie Lloyd and I opened up.

I'm happy just that, in this time, I'm starting to lean back on my first love, which is writing.

Now, I'm in Palawan.

Most of the time, you'll see me at the beach.

Yes, I'm usually at the beach.

Or maybe it's not that I'm at the coffee shop.

Or sometimes, someone invites me to post about their hotel or their business.

I go there.

But I don't vlog.

Anyway, it's just posting on Facebook and Instagram.

Just to give you an idea of what I usually do in life.

For example, if I'm just sitting on my laptop.

I'm writing here.

I have a folder, actually.

I have a writer mode here.

So, all the content that I'm writing is here.

Actually, I got an offer from a production team.

They were asking for a material.

How can I say that it's not a creative process?

So, I'm a writer.

I'll just sit here.

I don't know if what I'm sharing with you is too much.

Because, to be honest, my life is not that active right now.

I'm not active vlogging.

But, I'm active off-cam.

I'm reading.

I'm vlogging.

I'm watching Netflix.

Right now, I'm at a point in my life where I want to take it slow.

Slowly.

For the past year, we've been active vlogging, right?

And now, I'm the only one here.

I have new friends.

But, you know what?

It's not like before.

I'm thankful to all the viewers.

When I'm updating, sometimes,

just to give you a hint,

life is not like before.

Right?

Yes.

It's really like that.

A lot of things are changing in life.

But, I'm thankful to them.

Gerald.

Aki.

Kuya.

Julio.

To all the people I talked to on Messenger, Instagram.

How are you?

Thank you so much.

I'm happy that all throughout the year,

I was able to build friendships with some of my followers.

And, I just want to say that

not because I don't update too much

or I don't share what's happening in my life,

doesn't mean that nothing will happen in my life.

I don't care if you compare me to other gay people.

Because, behind all the uploads,

our social media is accurate.

We only share the positive ones.

Because, the world is already sad.

Should we make it sadder?

But, for those who are willing to compare,

it's okay.

Go ahead.

You can compare as much as you want.

The problem is that

we all have differences depending on our self-love.

Sometimes, self-love is not about

the house, the car, or the business that you have.

Sometimes, self-love can mean

freedom, happiness, contentment,

and doing what you love the most.

And, right now, I really love writing.

So, that's what makes me happy.

I love walking.

You know, most of the time,

what I love about the place is that

I can walk there every afternoon.

As long as I have my earphones,

I can listen to music.

So, I just walk around Mendoza Park,

Rizal Avenue,

Baybay.

Because, they have a lot of parks here.

Or, if I haven't been to the beach,

Muni Muni.

Then, you'll say,

you know,

you're sitting there again.

That's how it is.

I'm just here at home.

I'm just writing.

That's what I'm doing right now.

I'm writing.

But, when Mama arrives,

okay, we'll vlog.

Because, Mama and Papa will be coming here.

And, some of my friends from Leyte.

So, we'll tour in El Nido.

Hopefully, we'll go to Port Barton too.

So, that's it.

Again, goodbye to all the

bumitaos.

That's okay.

I understand.

But, hopefully,

someday,

the first content I want to do

is a podcast

or give an advice.

I also want that

the videos that I don't have,

they're just texts.

And, there's just background music.

Because, I really want to air my stories.

So, that's it.

Those are my tricks in life.

Sometimes, I miss doing hauls.

So, sometimes,

I just do hauls again and again.

I don't know if you can see it in the video.

So, don't think that

I don't have much to do in my life.

I'm just lazy.

No, I'm not.

I just want a laid-back life.

Actually, I'm just lazy on Facebook.

I have a lot of updates on Facebook.

I have a lot of posts there.

So, thank you to everyone

who's promoting

or inviting.

Love, love, love.

I don't want to brag.

I don't want to because I'm happy.

I'm getting fat.

I don't wear shorts anymore.

I'm getting tanned.

I'm getting old.

But, all in all,

I love the life that I have right now.

And, that's what's important.

You're happy.

You're contented.

And, I don't expect anything.

That's it.

So, just wait for

the other updates in my life.

Again, thank you so much

for watching.

And, we'll see each other again

in the next vlog.

Bye-bye!

Hi! Thank you so much

for watching this video.

And, if you enjoyed it,

please don't forget

to like and share this video.

Also, subscribe

so you'll be blessed.

That's it.