First time Responding to Netizens’ HATE COMMENTS 😡 Patola ako! | Kris B, your ultimate SHE-zum! 🌻
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I remember I joined Starstruck. I was only 17 that time.
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So imagine, ang tanda ko na sa showbiz at ang tanda ko na talaga.
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Kaya here's a quick bump update.
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I'm on 26 weeks of my pregnancy.
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And so far, I'm loving it.
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Ang daming changes.
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Physically, mentally, and emotionally.
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But I'm just embracing all the changes in my life.
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And I'm so grateful because I have a supportive husband
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na talaga namang very to talk sa akin.
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So anyway, ayun, napahaba na naman yung intro natin.
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For today's vlog, since it's my birthday month,
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I wanted to do something new.
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Hindi naman new. Lumang-luma na tong vlog idea na to.
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Pero bagong-bago sa akin.
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It will be my first time to react to your hate comments.
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Or yung mga meanest, mga most nakakabad trip,
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nakakainit ng ulo comments.
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Alam nyo, saktong-sakto.
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Kasi ngayong pregnant ako, I become so moody.
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I easily get irritated.
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Mamaya, masaya ako.
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Mamaya, malungkot ako.
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Mamaya, iyak ako.
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Dahil siguro sa pregnancy hormones ko,
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only mothers will understand kung ano ang pinagdadaanan ng isang buntis.
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Pero yun nga, magandang mag-react ako ngayon
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kasi I'm at the highest peak of my emotions.
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So anyway, I know everyone is entitled to their freedom of speech and expression.
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Pero syempre may mga bagay na gusto ko lang din itama
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at gusto ko lang din mag-react.
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Kasi ako usually, kung napansin ninyo ah,
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hindi talaga ako nag-react sa hate comments.
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Hindi ako sumasagot.
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I block some people.
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I delete some comments.
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Because gusto ko good vibes lang lagi sa vlog ko.
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Pero hindi nyo talaga akong makikita mag-react.
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Or kung makikita nyo akong nag-react,
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it's just one time.
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Kumbaga dun sa one time comment na yun,
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sa one time reaction na yun,
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na-explain ko na kung ano yung most hate comment
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na nakuha ko from the post.
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So anyway, nag-decide na din ako to be in,
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you know, wearing a bikini.
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Kasi usually naman,
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when I post something sexy,
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or kaya kapag nag-workout ako,
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d'yan ako most nakakakuha ng hate comments
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na ang daming sinasabi ng netizens.
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And maybe because kaya hindi rin ako nag-react,
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kasi I know myself better
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And what's important to me is how God sees me.
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Kung paano ako nakikita ni Lord araw-araw,
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yun ang pinaka-importante sa akin.
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Despite hindi ako perfect,
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eh alam kong nagiging mabuting tao ako sa
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Ayan, shizam sa umupo na tayo
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para hindi ako mangawit,
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saka para happy si baby.
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Kasi nararamdaman ko sumisipa siya, yes.
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Alam nyo ba, ang sarap-sarap-sarap ng feeling
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kapag sumisipa si baby.
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Kahit antok na antok na ako sa gabi,
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dun siya pinaka makulit.
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Pero na-enjoy ko lang.
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Ibig sabihin, andun siya.
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So anyway, eto na ang mga hate comments natin.
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Actually, these hate comments were gathered
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Sila po ang naghanap niyo tong mga to.
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And first time ko lang siya babasahin,
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first time ko lang siya may kita.
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I didn't check it.
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Sabi ko, mas maganda, mas raw yung reaction.
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At saka para hindi tayo mukhang scripted.
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Hate comment number one.
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Chris Bernal should avoid no high heels,
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no exercise, no ampalaya,
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no soft drink, no stress, no coffee.
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God will protect you and the baby.
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So I guess this is about my pregnancy
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kasi nakikita niyo na nag-heels ako,
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na nag-exercise ako.
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Pero kumakain ako paminsan-minsan ang ampalaya
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kasi syempre recommended naman sa mga pregnant na
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mag-gulay, more leafy greens,
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and soft drink, wala talaga.
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And then, no coffee also.
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But just to correct this one,
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hindi po ako laging naka-high heels.
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Most of the time, naka-flats ako.
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Nag-high heels lang ako kapag may
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guesting ako or event.
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And I already let go of my super-super
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high heels na 5 inches.
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Usually mga 3 to 4 inches lang yung
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mga sinusuot ko ngayon.
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And sometimes it's just for photo,
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for videos, ganun lang yung mga
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sinusuot ko ngayon.
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Actually, kung may gagawin ako na doubtful ako,
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like wearing high heels,
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lagi ako magkakonsult sa ubigay ni ko.
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Kung pwede akong magganito,
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pwede ba ako magsuot ng ganito,
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pwede ba ako mag-work out,
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pwede ba ako mag-high heels.
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And so far naman,
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pinapayagan ako ng ubigay ni ko.
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As long as hindi ako tatayo ng sobrang
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tagal in high heels,
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hindi sobrang taas yung high heels ko,
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and at the same time,
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magiging careful ako to avoid accidents.
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Kinakonsult ko at mas pinakikinggan ko
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ang ubigay ni ko because I appreciate
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and respect their profession.
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Regarding the exercise,
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magbuhat ng mabigat.
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Diba yung mga exercises ko before?
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Sanay na sanay ako mag-cardio,
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sanay na sanay ako mag-high intensity trainings.
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Ayon, iniwasan ko na lahat yun.
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Okay, next. Ingatan mo yung pagbubuntis mo,
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lalo na at may edad ka na,
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madaling makunan yung ganyang may edad ka na.
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Paano ka makakapag-breastfeed yan?
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Kailangan pa tanggal mo na yung silicone boobs mo.
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Diyos ko, issue na naman yung silicone boobs na to.
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Actually, sabi ko nga sa inyo,
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the reason why I delayed the pregnancy announcement,
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pinatapos ko muna ang first trimester,
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the first three months because that was the most
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crucial trimester.
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Marami pang pwede mangyari,
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pwede kapag na-stress ka lang ng onte,
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may mangyaring masama. So talagang,
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I was very, very careful.
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I did a lot of bed rest.
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And regarding naman the silicone,
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alam nyo, ang hirap nakausap, no?
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Kasi alam mo, minsan depende sa suot ko rin eh.
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Like eto, for example, etong suot ko ngayon,
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ang tagalan itong swimsuit na to sa akin,
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pero pinagkasha ko lang.
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Pero ipit na ipit yung boobs ko.
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So I'm sure yung isipin nyo,
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ay yan yung silicone niya, ay alaki na boobs niya,
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ay ganyan, ganyan. Pero pag hindi
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naman ganito yung suot ko, pag hindi ako
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nakapush up bra or something,
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walang magkakoment kasi ang likit lang
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talaga ng boobs ko. So yun lang siguro yung
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take ko na may mga photos,
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may mga angles, may mga outfits
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na talagang magbumuhang malaki yung boobs mo.
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And may mga photos din naman,
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may mga outfits and angles
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din naman na mukhang maliit ang boobs mo.
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So it doesn't mean na when it's big,
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when you see something na,
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uy, ang daki ng boobs ka, nagpagawa na siya agad,
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yun ang kasi agad yung sinasabi nyo,
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hindi eh, it could be the push bra,
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it could be the corset, it could be the outfit,
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that makes a lot of difference.
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Depende rin sa suot mo,
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but when I'm not wearing a bra,
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ganito lang yung boobs ko.
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Ito pa, Ati Kris, may pinagawar,
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pinaayos po ba kayo sa mukha nyo?
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Ask ko lang po, mas long na po kasi ang chin nyo,
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tapos medyo bumabagsak yung cheeks.
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Alam nyo kasi ganito yung shizam,
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sa artista, napansin ko ah,
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kaming mga artista, very very conscious kami,
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sa hugis ng face namin.
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Parang sa showbiz, paliitan kami ng paliitan ng mukha.
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So I guess yun yung, ah,
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favorite treatment ko sa dermaclinic ko,
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Avignon Clinic, na obsessed ako sa
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pagpapalit ng mukha ko, gusto ko malit na malit yung mukha ko,
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para pagdating sa TV, gamunggo na lang.
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I know, I used to be chubby,
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especially nung Starstruck days ko, talagang
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plato yung mukha ko,
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pero kinarear po kasi talaga, talagang nag-RF ako,
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I do some, ah, Thermage,
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Ulthera, fat burning,
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fat melting machines,
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ayan, trinay ko yung mga yan.
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So siguro, in time, ayan, lumiit na talaga yung
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mukha ko, tapos ganyan yun, na-maintain ko na.
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It also comes with exercise,
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dahil mahilig din ako mag-exercise,
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nag-reburn, na siyempre, sasama din yung
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pagkapayat sa mukha ko.
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So yun siguro yung comment ko don,
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kung bakit lumiit yung mukha ko.
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Thanks to those machines by
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Ito naman dun sa pregnancy announcement ko
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to my family. Yung work, nandyan yan.
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Kaya, kaya mong balikan,
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lalo naman po at artista ka, pero yung
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pagkakaroon ng baby, biggest blessing talaga siya,
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especially sa age mo, kasi pag 30s ka na,
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medyo mahirap na, lalo na pag day 30s na.
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Di lahat ng couple na bibigyan niya ng
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napakagandang blessing niyan. Makabalik ka naman sa
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pagiging artista, after mo manganak, madami naman po
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na artista, na ganyan. I'll be honest
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that we didn't plan the pregnancy.
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Sabi ko nga, we weren't really trying.
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Hindi namin susubukan. And then, what?
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What happened? So siguro, I was more
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shocked lang. And at the same time, I was
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scared and anxious because
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I didn't know what to do. Paano ba to?
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This is something new to me.
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As in, bagong bago.
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Sabi ko nga, mentally, physically,
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emotionally, ang daming nagbabago.
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I'm so thankful. God
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knows how thankful I am for
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this gift, how thankful I am
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for this miracle of life, and how
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thankful I am. My body is capable
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of creating a life,
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protecting a life,
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and growing a baby. Grabe,
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alam nyo, hanggang ngayon, naa-amaze
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ako sa katawan ng babae.
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How powerful it is,
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how strong a woman's body is,
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and mas na-appreciate ko rin
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ang mga mommies, mas na-appreciate ko
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ang mom ko. Akala ko yung sacrifices
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ng isang ina, nagsisimula lang yan.
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Pag nararamdaman mo, nakikita mo,
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nandiyan yung mommy mo lagi, very supportive
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sa'yo. Pero, ang sacrifice
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ng isang ina, nagsisimula pala
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from the pregnancy, or from trying
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to conceive palang. Ang dami ng
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sacrifices ng isang ina. Nararanas
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ako ngayon, nai-experience ko ngayon yan.
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And, sobrang thankful ako, sobrang
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blessing ito sa akin. So,
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yes, um, kung tatanungin nyo ako,
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gusto ko pang bumalik sa showbiz. Kasi,
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kailangan ko kumita ng pesos.
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Alam nyo naman ako, very independent
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and very workaholic. Of course,
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mag-focus ako as a mom.
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Kung kailangan ng oras,
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buong oras ko, kailangan ng baby,
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mag-focus ako dyan. But, when the time
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comes na pwede na ulit ako magtrabaho,
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magkatrabaho pa rin ako.
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Ayan, hindi naman sa pagiging nega ha, concern lang.
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Hindi ko lang bet yung pakikipag-usap ni Chris
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sa Viena na parang walang galang. Pero,
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baka ganun talaga sila mag-usap. Chinese
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kasi, medyo hindi uso sa kanilang opo
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at po. Some families.
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So, kinaperi, si Perry
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hindi nag-opo at po sa parents ko.
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Hindi siya sanay. Pero,
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nag-adjust siya. Pero,
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nasanay ko na sa mami ko, sa daddy ko na
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before kat hindi siya nag-opo at po,
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hindi niya kayo ginagalang. It's just that,
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hindi sila ganun pinalaki.
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So, nasanay na rin ako na,
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every time I talk to my mother-in-law
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or sa family, sa elders,
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sa family ni Perry,
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lagi nila akong kinokorek na,
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no need to po, no need to opo, ganyan.
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So, siguro dahil ang tagal na rin namin ni Perry,
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the relationship, six years,
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siguro nasanay na rin ako na,
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hindi na akong nag-popo at opo nitong huli.
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Nasanay na nga ako na, huwag ka na mag-popo
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at opo, ganun-ganun. So, sabi ko,
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baka na-offend sila.
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So, yun na, natanggal ko na siya.
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No, hindi pa rin 100% natanggal.
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Minsan, nakapag-popo at opo pa rin ako.
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Chris is too concerned about people's reactions
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being captured that she no longer
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enjoy the moments. It came across as
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too forced. She sometimes seemed
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so annoyed because the reaction isn't
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vlog-worthy. The difference of celeb
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vlogs versus common folks
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vlog. Celebs are so
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inauthentic. Congrats anyways.
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I was not too concerned about the people's
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reactions dun sa pregnancy
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announcement to my family. Siguro
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dahil hindi ako sanay
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maging emotional in front of
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my family. I'll be honest,
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hindi kami yung family na parang
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comfortable kami umiyak
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or comfortable kami maging
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emotionally open.
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Hindi kami ganun family.
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Hindi ko sinasabing hindi kami close. Close kami
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pero siguro pagdating sa mga dramas
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in life sa pamilya,
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hindi kami, wala kami masyadong
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drama sa pamilya. And um,
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siguro every time
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nagiging dramatic ng lahat, alam namin
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kung paano bawiin or binabawi namin
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agad or change topic
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namin agad. Something like that.
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Hindi lang sa akin, my sisters are also like that
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and my mommy is like that also.
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Siguro ganun lang talaga kami na
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kapag naging, ako, malapit na ako maging
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emotional nun time na yun eh. Pero,
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iniimasan ko, nahihiya ako parang ganun.
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Hindi kami rin kasing nanonood so
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nahihiya talaga ako. Eto naman,
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when friends' reactions are better than
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family's reactions. Hindi na kasi first
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apo, hindi lang sila kasing energetic
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ng Dubek's friends. Um, eto,
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ang comment ko dyan, eto kasing
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two friends ko na ang laki-laki ng reaction
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sa pregnancy announcement ko,
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ang tagal kong hindi nagpapakita sa kanila.
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One to two months na hindi ako nagpakita
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so hindi kami naguusap
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lagi. So siguro, nung biglang
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nag-surprise ako, biglang ako nagpakita,
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yung laki-laki ng reaction nila.
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Unlike sa family ko,
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naikita ko sila weekly, almost
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kasi pinupuntahan ko sila.
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So, naikita nila ako,
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napansin siguro nila na nakakaroon
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ako ng chan, napansin nila na
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may food aversion ako. Pag kumakain
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kami, mas naiging mapili ako sa food.
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So siguro, parang feel ko may kutob na sila
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kaya yung reaction nila wasn't that
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bakit Chris Bernal pa rin pangalan mo? Change it
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to Chris Bernal Choi na. Diba happily married
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ka na? Dapat si Alger yung asawa mo.
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Ano daw? Hindi naman,
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hindi nagbago yung apelido ko sa
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social media, hindi ako happily married.
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I'm so, so, so, so, so
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happily married and
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wala akong regrets at all
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choosing Perry as my husband.
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Especially now that when I got pregnant,
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mas nakita ko how responsible
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he is and I know he'll be
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a good dad. Mas nagiging
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workaholic siya ngayon because he's
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not just thinking about me anymore pero iniisip
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niya na rin yung future ng baby.
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Sobrang alaga ako ng asawa ko.
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Saan ka si Alger? Ba't kasama si Alger? Si Alger,
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balumang luma na, may asawa na
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Charot! Okay, ito. Yung lips
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niya edited, ganito pa talaga lips and chin
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niya, parang enhanced.
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Ito rin, ilang beses ko na ata to sinagot.
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I overline my lips. As in
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todo, clown, clown effect. Gusto ko yung
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ganong lips. Tinotodo ko yung lipstick.
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Hindi maganda yung pagkakashape ko
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ng lips ko o paglagay ko ng liner.
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Kaya mukhang kabingi
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may mali sa pagka-apply ko ng lipstick.
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Pero ito, ito wala akong lipstick.
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Lip tint lang. So hindi ako naglagay ng any liner.
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So ito talaga yung lips ko. I guess yung
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mga tao talaga na judge sila
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sa recent photo or video na naikita nila.
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Alam mo yun? Parang you don't judge
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someone or something
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based on the recent photo
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or video na pinose nila. Kasi sometimes
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ang bilis lang magbago
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sa makeup, ang bilis mag
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change ng look. Yung mga gano'n.
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Okay, ito. Tungkol naman ito
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dun sa nagshare ako ng Europe Boodles ko.
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Very materialistic. Anything
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you can share with substance and value that you can
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buy with money. May ma-share
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din ba siya na hindi nabibuli ng money?
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Yes, of course. I guess that's
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with my husband. Na sabi ko
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hindi ako spoiled ng asawa ko.
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Pero yung acts of service
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na the way he shows
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his love for me is
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my happiness. Seeing my husband
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is my happiness. Being with
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him is my happiness. Feeling the
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kicks of my baby is my happiness.
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That money can't buy.
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Nag-post lang ako ng mga bags na binili ko.
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Materialistic na ako agad. Share ko lang.
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Ito, naka-plastic yung Chanel
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at Goyard. LOLOLOLS.
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Sabi nila fake daw yung bags kasi
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naka-plastic yung ibang bags.
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Chanel, Goyard. Ay, hindi ko na maalala ko ano pa yung
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mga naka-plastic. Pero kaya siya naka-plastic
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Shizam's kasi hindi ko naman inuwi
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lahat ng bags na yun. Nang nasa
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box pa. Alam mo yung Shizam's?
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Mas mabigat pa yung box ng bag
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kesa dun sa bag mismo. Kaya yung inuwi ko
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lang yung mga bags. Kasi pag inuwi ko
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pati yung boxes, pag sinama ko ba
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eto, nag-uwi ako ng mga malalaking balikbayan
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box. Mahal-mahal nun. And then, nung
16:11.7
pinakita ko sa vlog, hindi ko na pinasok sa
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dustbag kasi hassle pa yung bubuksan mo yung
16:15.7
dustbag, ganyan. Babalik mo ulit.
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So yung iba, hindi na from the dustbag
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or from the box galing. Ati Chris,
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ginaya ata ni Love Marie yung look nyo. Paano ba?
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Bitayin na natin. Dami na yung gusasabi.
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Pag ganyan, pag may pinu-post ako something
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luxurious or something na
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parang nage-emote-emote ng
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outfit, nage-emote ng bag, nage-emote
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ng something, nage-inarte,
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nage-reel, ganyan, feeling pretty. Ang sinasabi
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na agad ginagaya ko si Heart,
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di ba pwedeng maging gano'n din kami na
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may sarili din kaming reel? Na gusto
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rin namin ipakita yung outfit namin.
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Na gusto rin namin ipakita na minsan maganda kami,
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minsan polished kami,
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na meron din kaming ganitong mga
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gamit, nakaka-afford din kami.
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Di ba namin pwede gawing post din yun?
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Pag ganong post ba, parang
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gaya na agad si Heart, pero hindi ko naman kasi
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ginagaya talaga si Heart Shizams. Ang point ko
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lang, may right naman rin siguro ako
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mag-post ng OOTD ko, di ba?
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May right naman siguro ako mag-share ng bago
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kong bag, may right naman siguro
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ako magmaganda, mga gano'n.
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Pag nakabingit nga naman ng mayaman
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na asawa, swerte ni Chris Bernal mayaman
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ng husband, spoiled siya, the perks of
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having a business millionaire husband.
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Hindi ko nga alam kung millionaire talaga
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yung asawa ko e. Siguro naman
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yung asawa ko kasi magpapagawa kami ng bahay
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so meron naman siguro siyang
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pagpagawa ng bahay.
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Pero hindi ako swerte in a way na
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as in spoiled ako. Like pag may
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tinuro ako, gusto ko ng Bulgari necklace
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na 8 million pesos.
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Dai! Hindi! Gusto ko ng
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bag na 800,000 na
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So hindi ako spoiled ng asawa ko.
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At lahat ng sinashopping ko, FYI.
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It's my own money and hard work.
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lang post to about sa pregnancy niya.
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Like masyadong conscious sa sarili
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dapat laging maganda. Alam niyo ba,
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Shizams, the reason why
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I'm vlogging about this whole
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pregnancy thing, kasi
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baka makalimutan ko siya. At kapag
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malaki na yung anak ko at gusto kong balikan yung
18:09.7
journey ko, yung pinagdaanan ko,
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gusto kong mabalikan yung mga
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memories na yun. Yung saya,
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yung lungkot, yung hirap,
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kaya binavlog ko. This isn't
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just about making money in the YouTube channel.
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In all honesty, abono pa ako, Shizams.
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Wala akong ginigita sa YouTube na to. Gusto ko lang mag-share
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sa inyo. And the reason also
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why I'm sharing my pregnancy is because
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I wanna relate to the pregnant women out there.
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Gusto ko, isa tayo.
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Gusto ko, nagtutulungan tayo.
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Gusto ko, magkakampi tayo.
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So kung ano yung pinagdadaanan, yung pinagdadaanan ko din.
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hirap din ako. Kung maganda kayo,
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minsan maganda din ako. Pero when you
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see me na posting na laging maganda,
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it's because most of the time,
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I don't feel good.
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Kasi pregnancy is really hard.
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When I say it's hard, it doesn't mean that
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I'm not grateful. It just means
18:57.7
that I'm human and my feelings are
18:59.7
valid. Diba normal lang naman
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na mahirap ang buhay minsan, na malungkot,
19:03.7
na masaya. Alam mo yun? And
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sinishare ko lang din to yung journey ko. Kasi
19:07.7
gusto ko matuto sa mga iba kong Shizam,
19:09.7
sa mga little moms, sa mga buntis din.
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Kung ano yung pinagdadaanan nyo. Kung
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paano kayo nagsusurvive.
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How you live your life everyday
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as pregnant. Kaya gusto kong ishare
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sa inyo. And gusto ko ring malaman nyo na
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hindi kayo nag-iisa. Alam nyo kung bakit
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nagsishare ako ng mga difficulties
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in pregnancy. Yung sinasabi ko. Nagbago yung
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katawan ko. Suka ako ng suka.
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Ang daming pagbabago. Alam nyo kung bakit ko yung sinishare
19:35.7
sa inyo. Kasi ang daming nagko-comment
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sa akin na, buti ka pa, Chris.
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Ang smooth lang ng pregnancy mo. Buti ka pa,
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glowing ka. Buti ka pa, lagi kang maganda.
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Buti ka pa, wala kang problema.
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Buti ka pa, walang complications. Buti ka pa,
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hindi ka pagod. Buti ka pa, hindi ka bedrest.
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Ang dami kong naukuha na ganyang
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comments. At ayokong maramdaman
19:53.7
nyo yun, schisms. Katulad nyo lang rin
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ako na kahit sinong buntis diyan,
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nararanasan ko din yung feel ko
19:59.7
ang pangit ko minsan. Feel ko ang bloated ko
20:01.7
minsan. Nagkakaroon din ako ng mga
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stretch marks. Ang itim din
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ang kilikili ko, schisms.
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Basta lahat ng pinagdadaanan, nagsusuka
20:09.7
din ako. Dumaan din ako sa bedrest.
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But I'm so thankful that
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so far it has been smooth and
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walang complications. Yun yung
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pinakathankful ako. Kaya
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siguro intindihin nyo na lang din
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yung pinagdadaanan ng mga
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babae, ng mga buntis. Kasi talagang
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is different. Actually, it's just
20:29.7
a real na I came across on
20:31.7
Instagram na sabi ko nga, try ko
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nga for my bump update. So sabi ko
20:35.7
mag-isip na ako ng funny na bump update.
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So yun yung, yun yung nagaanan ko.
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Sabi ko, try ko nga to. Tapos ang dami nang
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masama. Parang iba-iba
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ang statement sa mga interviews mo regarding
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your pregnancy. Before pregnancy, you were enjoying
20:47.7
to have a child, lalo na nung nag-Europe kayo.
20:49.7
Tapos nabuntis ka na, sabi mo, unplan ng pregnancy mo.
20:51.7
Less talk ka na lang sana, lalo na
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if inconsistent ka naman. Nung bago
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mag-gender reveal, sabi mo, gusto mo girl, nakamukha
20:57.7
ng husband mo. Tapos nung mismong gender reveal,
20:59.7
sabi mo, gusto mo boy. Kalurki ka te,
21:01.7
di na malaman sa'yo ano pa ba ang totoo, ano pa
21:03.7
kaya ang susunod, kaya ka pinagpipestahan
21:05.7
sa fashion police. Alam nyo,
21:07.7
schisms, wag kayong mag-judge
21:09.7
kung ano lang yung napapanood o nakikita nyo
21:11.7
sa internet, nababasa nyo. Kasi,
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not all the time naman, eh,
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yun lang ang laman ng buhay namin.
21:17.7
May mga tinatago din kami sa sarili namin na hindi
21:19.7
namin pinapost. So, if you're saying
21:21.7
na, before pregnancy, I was eyeing
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to have a child, it's true.
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Gusto nyo namin magkaanak, pero, pwedeng gusto
21:27.7
na namin, pero hindi pa namin sinusubukan, di ba?
21:29.7
Okay lang sa amin kahit wala pa.
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So, nandun kami sa status na yun na hindi pa namin
21:33.7
tinatry. Pero gusto na namin.
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Pero, I guess it's not yet the time
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and we trust God's timing, kumbaga.
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Tapos nung nabuntis ako, sabi ko
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unplanned ang pregnancy. That's true!
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It's unplanned. Talagang kung dumating, datating.
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Kaya, I was surprised when it happened
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na, shucks! Ganun pala na ito
21:49.7
nabuntis na ako. Nung bago mag-gender reveal,
21:51.7
sabi mo, gusto ko girl. Yeah!
21:53.7
Gusto ko girl kasi gusto ko ng female
21:55.7
version ni Peri. But I was
21:57.7
experiencing symptoms of a baby
21:59.7
boy. Kaya sabi ko, I think it's a
22:01.7
boy. And kung ito yung symptoms ko,
22:03.7
kung boy ang sinasabi sa akin
22:05.7
ng symptoms ko, gusto ko boy.
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And ayoko maging biased na
22:09.7
ayoko makita ng anak ko na
22:11.7
parang, boy? Boy pala gusto mo
22:13.7
maging anak eh. Bakit winish mo pa?
22:15.7
Ayoko magkaroon ng gano'n. Yung parang
22:17.7
oh, gusto mo pala girl eh. Alam mo yun,
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yung makikita yun ng anak ko, no. Either
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girl or boy, I'll
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accept it. Okay, I guess
22:25.7
yun lang muna, no? Oo, ang dami na.
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Huwag kayo basta-basta maniniwala sa
22:29.7
internet, sa nababasa nyo, sa naikita
22:31.7
nyo. And shizums,
22:33.7
basta-basa din kayo. I mean, minsan kasi
22:35.7
ginadjudge nyo lang ako by the photo
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pero hindi nyo nabasa kung ano yung message
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behind the photo or the video.
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Kaya ang bilis majudge. At saka,
22:43.7
alam naman ako, before I can say na
22:45.7
I easily get affected by hate
22:47.7
comments, dinadamdam ko.
22:49.7
And I understand that some comments
22:51.7
are hindi naman hate. May ibang comments
22:53.7
na concern lang. Concern lang kami
22:55.7
sa'yo. I understand na may mga gano'n
22:59.7
yun, talagang, inaano ko naman din.
23:01.7
Talagang, ginagrasp ko din.
23:03.7
Iniintindi ko din yung mga gusto nyong sabihin sa akin.
23:05.7
But what's important kasi
23:07.7
is how God, sabi ko nga
23:09.7
sa intro ko, how God sees me.
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How I am in the eyes
23:13.7
of God. As long as you know you're cute
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sa sarili mo, hindi ka maapektuhan
23:17.7
sa mga comments ng ibang tao.
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And what matters most talaga is
23:21.7
my relationship with the Lord.
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My relationship with the people close
23:25.7
to me, with the people around me na
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mas kilala ako kung sino ako.
23:29.7
So I guess that's it, Shizams. Gusto ko lang
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din ipaalam sa inyo na tao lang
23:33.7
din ako. May pakiramdam, nasasaktan,
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nahihirapan, hindi
23:37.7
laging masaya ang buhay, may mga
23:39.7
pinagdadaanan. Kahit artista,
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hindi ibig sabihin maraming pera,
23:43.7
hindi kailangan magtrabaho,
23:45.7
masarap ang buhay, lahat po yung
23:47.7
pinaghihirapan namin. Katulad nyo lang din ako,
23:49.7
Shizams, yun ang gusto ko sabihin sa inyo.
23:51.7
Minsan, iba yung tingin
23:53.7
nyo sa akin, or para, basta eh,
23:55.7
ano na lang ako kung hindi kayo masaya sa akin.
23:57.7
Ito talaga ako, Shizams, no more.
23:59.7
Ayoko na na mag-pretend-pretend kasi
24:01.7
nakakapagod. Nakakapagod
24:03.7
magkaroon ng pretentious life. Maging totoo
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na lang tayo at kung sino yung mga nagbamahal
24:07.7
sa atin, ng kung sino tayo.
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Yun ang mga totoong tao sa atin
24:11.7
at yun ang mga taong
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para sa atin, para sa buhay
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natin. So that's it, Shizams.
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Sana may natutunan kayo dito sa vlog na to.
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Again, thank you for all the warm wishes.
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Thank you for all the blessings
24:23.7
about this pregnancy. Pagdasal nyo
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lang po ako. Patuloy nyo lang po yung pagdasal
24:27.7
na sana healthy, healthy, healthy lang ako
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at saka si baby. And
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that's it, Shizams. Just keep on commenting.
24:33.7
Gusto nyo pa maglagay ng hate comments
24:35.7
nyo. Baka magkaroon tayo ng part 2.
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And don't forget to
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like, share, and subscribe. Love you,
