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Hi, I'm B-POP idol, Jade.
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Hey yo, what's up? This is your B-POP idol, Swaggy.
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Okay, ano sa tingin ko yung meron ako na nakakaangat sa mga girls?
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Actually, hindi ko pa po talaga alam sa sarili ko
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kasi whenever I try to compare myself with the girls,
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merong someone na mas magaling magsayaw,
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I know that I'm not the only one.
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Whenever I try to compare myself with the girls,
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merong someone na mas magaling magsayaw,
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I know na sobrang galing sumayaw,
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and merong someone din na mas magaling kumanta.
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So, I don't know. I'm in the middle.
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Pero still, nilalaban ko pa din kung paano ako magperform on stage,
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like how I communicate with the people, with the audience,
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and how I charm. Stage presence ko talaga yun.
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Yun yung energy ko na kaya akong i-share sa mga audience while performing.
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Sa tingin ko po ang strength na nakakaangat po sa akin among my co-idols is,
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siguro po pag nagpe-perform po ako,
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siguro po nagshine yung moves na pineperform ko po
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or kahit po siguro yung karakter ko lumalabas po eh,
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siguro nagstand out din po yung hair ko, yung the way,
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kung paano ko po i-showcase.
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Tuwing lalabas po ako sa stage,
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siguro po nakikita po siguro nila yung presence ko.
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Yung strength ko po na nakakaangat sa ibang girls, I think,
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siguro kasi ano, parang sinasabi naman nila,
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ano, kaya ko naman daw gawin kahit ano, either singing, dancing,
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kahit rapping, kaya din.
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Pero kung isasama ko rin kasi yung weakness ko,
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hindi ako ganun paka-confident sa sarili ko.
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Ang strength ko po ay siguro yung character or yung stage presence ko po
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pag nagpa-perform na.
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Kasi talagang fini-feel ko kung ano ba yung pinaka-theme namin
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or ano ba yung pinaparating ng music.
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And also kapag naka-costume na, nag-iiba na rin talaga yung character.
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Siguro yung strength ko po is ang pagiging idol.
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I know it sounds weird pero yun po talaga ang alam kong specialty ko,
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ang pagiging idol.
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And doon ako confident sa pagiging idol po.
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Ano po eh, kasi syempre when you say idol,
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an idol can sing, dance, and act.
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But an idol is also a role model,
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someone you can look up to whether you're young or old,
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someone that can make you smile.
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Pag nakikita mo siya mag-perform on stage,
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ikaw mismo parang matutuwa ko or hahanga ka sa kanya
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every time you see her or him on stage.
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My strength po is really my determination.
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Minsan ako talaga yung hindi talaga yung nagsistand out all the time.
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Ako talaga yung laging napapagalita ng coach.
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Pero pagdating naman po,
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pag final performance na talagang binibigay ko lahat,
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kasi determined ako,
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nagpa-practice ako before the day of our performance,
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nagpa-practice talaga ako like buong gabi.
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Ah, yung traits ko siguro na angat ako sa iba,
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kahit hindi ako ma-facial expression,
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pero may mata ako na yun yung nag,
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ayun yung nagpapa-stage present sakin sa stage.
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I think yung strength ko na umangat din sa grupo,
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bukod sa dancing,
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is yung kung ano ako,
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hindi ako nagpapaka-plastic sa kanila.
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Ito ako, kung ano yung nakikita nila sakin,
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hindi ako nakikipag-plastican sa iba.
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What is my weakness?
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Siguro ito talaga yung pinaka-ayo ko sa lahat sabihin,
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pero I still have stage fright.
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Kahit na ang dami ko ng experience mag-perform on stage,
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I still get stage fright.
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Pero I try to overcome it na,
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and nakikita naman yun sa previous mission,
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and nakikita nilang lahat yun,
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I get compliments from Coach Dasarina,
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you're improving,
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and nakakataba ng puso,
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and nakaka-boost,
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and kaka-uplift ng self-confidence yun na,
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okay, you're improving,
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you're doing better and better,
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because they know that I have stage fright.
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So, yun talaga yung weakness ko.
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So far, weakness ko po siguro,
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kapag may nai-eliminate po,
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emotional lang po.
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Pero hindi ko po kasi lahat tinitake na emotional kapag may nangyari.
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nare-remind naman po kami kung anong mga mangyayari.
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Yung weakness ko,
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hindi siya about sa skill eh.
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Ang weakness ko kasi talaga right now is about my health.
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Kaya ako na-drag down sa ranking is because
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I was caring too much about the others,
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na yung other girls.
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I was guiding them,
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I didn't want them to mapag-iwanan,
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or kapag may napapansin ako na,
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hey baby, ano, pwede ka pa mag-improve dito,
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maybe you can try this one,
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na I forgot na take care of myself,
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na pwede namang asikasuhin ko muna yung sarili ko,
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kasi nga competition to.
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Minsan nagiging selfless na ako,
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or minsan mimisunderstand ako ng ibang girls,
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kasi medyo tough love ako magpakita ng love,
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na parang pinupush ko pa sila dito sa mga iba-ibang bagay,
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na kailangan mas pagtuunan ko yung sarili ko ng pansin.
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Ang weakness ko po siguro yung pagkanta,
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since wala pa po akong masyadong experience doon,
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pero kahit weakness ko po to,
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sobrang ready po ako matuto mag-improve sa pagkanta,
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and ayun, excited akong kumanta every training,
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kasi parang palaging may gusto akong matutunan
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and ma-experience,
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kasi hindi pa talaga ako kumakanta in front of many people na may mic,
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so yun yung siguro kung kailangan i-work out.
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Ako for me, kahit weakness,
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madami akong ina-acknowledge na weakness sa sarili ko personally,
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I also find strength in that,
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kasi isa sa mga malalaking weakness,
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kung hindi mo alam yung weakness mo,
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eh since aware ako, parang lalo ko siyang na-focusan,
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pwede akong magtanong,
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saan pa ba ako mag-i-improve,
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saan ba ako awkward,
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hindi ko naman talaga naging weakness ang dancing,
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given na competition to,
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and madaming magagaling na dancers,
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I guess, isa ko sa mahihina na sumayaw,
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but it's not a weakness in my opinion,
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kasi kayo ko naman, I can keep up,
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it just so happens na hindi ko siya specialty.
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Yes, yun, mahina ako sa sumayaw right now.
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Feeling ko po ang weakness ko talaga is,
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hilaw talaga ako in this kind of industry,
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wala kong background,
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wala kong experience,
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compared sa iba kong mga kasama na
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nagpo-perform na,
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naging backup dancer na,
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may mga previous groups na,
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pero kahit na yun po yung weakness ko,
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wala kong experience,
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my strength naman po is,
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I'm willing to improve,
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and I'm really determined
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because I really want this po.
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Yung feeling ko na weakness ko na,
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feeling ko magpapababa sa akin,
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siguro yung personality ko kapag
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minsan kasi nasasabi ko siya yun na
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hindi naman i-bad way,
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parang ano, parang feeling nila
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lagi akong galit,
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pero ano naman siya,
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parang gusto ko lang silang i-tulungan,
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Siguro yung weakness ko,
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feeling ko sa ano,
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communication skills,
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hindi ako masyadong masalita,
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hindi ako sanay magsalita sa camera talaga,
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and ayun yung feeling ko
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kailangan ko i-improve.
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I know that I have this strength,
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na kahit na alam kong
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merong mas magaling sa akin magsayaw,
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merong mas magaling sa akin magkumanta,
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there is also difference
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when you know how to balance everything
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and you know how to perform on stage
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like you can blend in,
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pero you can go in the middle,
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na nakakaambag sa grupo,
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which is isang aset
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when it comes to girl groups,
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na you have your own charm,
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na makakapag-attract ng maraming tao,
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so I think yun yung isa sa talagang
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mapaglalaban ko dito sa competition na to,
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and I think I deserve one spot,
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because I have that charm
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to attract people
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and to inspire people.
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deserve ko po talaga tong spot na to,
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kasi alam ko po na pinaghihirapan ko,
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for sure po nakikita po ng tao,
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tsaka kung paano po ako makitungo,
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hindi lang po sa mga kasamahan ko,
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pati po sa ibang tao,
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pinapakita ko po na talagang gusto ko to,
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at siguro po yung character ko po,
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ang magpapapunta sakin dun sa spot na top 6.
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Deserve ko yung spot,
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kasi alam ko sa sarili ko,
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na ginawa ko yung best ko,
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and nakabawi ako.
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Deserve ko yung spot,
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I've been working too hard,
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na napu-push ko na nga yung limits ko eh,
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and alam ko na kahit ganon,
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hindi man na-appreciate ng iba,
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o hindi pa naikita ng iba,
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hindi na-fulfill ng iba,
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na yun na yung kaya kong gawin,
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alam ko na madi-discover ko pa yun,
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yung mga in-expect sakin ng mga tao,
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and yung in-expect ko sa sarili ko,
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and supportahan ako ng mga tao,
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para masecure yung spot na yun,
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dito sa B-POP Idol Search.
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Deserve ko po yung spot,
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dahil alam ko po sa sarili ko,
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yung kaya ko pong ipakita,
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and makontribute sa grupo.
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maibibigay ko po yung best,
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and ginagawa ko palagi yung best ko,
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nakikita naman po yun
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sa lahat ng performances.
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These past few weeks,
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napapanghinaan ako ng loob,
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nawawalan po ako ng gana,
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po yung sabi ko last time,
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yung certain people,
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it's starting to get to me,
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yung mga tao na nagpaparamdam sa akin
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na ayaw ako nandito.
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lalaban pa rin ako,
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kahit napapanghinaan ako ng loob.
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Kasi alam ko naman na I work hard for this,
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and I do my best.
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Kaya alam ko sa sarili ko na
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kahit nawawalan ako ng self-esteem,
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and in the first place,
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wala akong gano'ng ka-confidence.
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kung dati yung confidence ko mga 2,
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ngayon 0 point something na lang po siya.
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I'm still fighting,
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kaya nasasabi ko,
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kasi gusto ko to,
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Hanggat nandito ako,
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Kaya yun din kung masasabi nang deserve ko.
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I think deserve ko naman kung maligtas.
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Dahil simula nung
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rehearsal namin ng burlesque,
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every night kada tapos mag-shoot,
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kada tapos mag-practice,
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pinapakinggan ko yung music,
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tinitingnan ko yung sayaw.
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Lagi kong sinasaulo,
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kahit na sinasabi nilang,
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one count ahead ako,
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siguro dahil sa pressure na
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Talagang nasa isip ko agad yung next na move
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kasi ayaw kong magkamali,
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ayaw kong makalimutan.
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Deserve ko siya dahil
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nag-work hard ako.
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wala kong experience.
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Kahit na ako yung pinaka hindi magaling,
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deserve ko siya dahil
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out of all girls,
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ako yung may pinaka strong will
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Siguro deserve kong matira,
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ginagawa yung best ko.
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alam ko sa sarili ko
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lagi kong ginagawa eh.
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Hindi ako tumitigil matuto,
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hindi ako tumitigil sa kung ano lang ako.
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Gusto ko pang i-improve
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lagi yung sarili ko.
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kakatapos lang ng second elimination
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and isa ko ulit sa na-save
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deserve ko naman na
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Kasi ginawa ko naman yung best ko,
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talagang nag-practice
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Napaalala ko na sa kanila before eh,
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na every time na maririnig niyo yung song
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na tumutugtog na,
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ang dami nating takes.
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naririnig niyo yung kanta,
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nakikipagchikahan pa,
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ang dami pang sinasabi.
