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With his rise to fame and success, he's not exempted to the public's criticisms. What comment is Alden tired hearing about and what is his response to it.
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00:00.0
🎵
00:00.5
Di rin tumatanda si ano, no?
00:17.7
O diba? Parang stewardess yung outfit ko.
00:20.1
Kasi balita ko, gusto mo maging pilot.
00:22.5
Yes, yes.
00:23.7
Ah, dito na po.
00:24.4
Oo, as a steward.
00:25.2
Game na pala.
00:26.3
Yes.
00:27.0
Aksyon na pala yun.
00:30.0
🎵
00:56.0
Kasi ang gusto mo, diba, pilot?
00:57.6
Yes.
00:58.7
Tapos naging chef.
01:00.0
Iba-iba.
01:00.7
Kung ano-ano na, wala talagang pangarap sa buhay.
01:03.8
Ba't mo gusto maging pilot na gusto mo mag-travel?
01:07.0
Ewan ko, Miss Toni, kasi parang I have this thing of living out my parents' dreams.
01:13.0
Dream talaga ng tatay ko yun, eh.
01:14.8
Ah.
01:15.7
So ito, yung sa nanay ko.
01:17.5
Parang yung irony nga nun, na nabasa ko, when she passed away, doon nag-start.
01:23.0
Yes.
01:23.8
Yung career mo.
01:24.5
Even my first play in school, Joseph, the dreamer.
01:27.9
The dreamer.
01:27.9
That was my first play in school.
01:30.5
She was already bedridden during that time.
01:33.9
Hindi niya napanood.
01:34.6
No.
01:35.3
Kahit first commercial, or even nung the time na I joined the pageant sa amin, wala po.
01:41.6
In the physical, hindi niya napanood.
01:43.4
Yes.
01:44.4
But in spirit, I'm sure she's always with you sa buong karera mo.
01:48.6
Kasi siya yung inspiration bakit ka nag-showbiz, diba?
01:51.2
Sobra po.
01:52.0
Dream niya sa'yo, kasi mahilig pala siya sa mga Mexican.
01:55.0
Oo, telenovela sa GMA.
01:57.0
Miss Toni.
01:57.9
Ang lahat ng telenovela ni Talia.
02:01.2
So, Marie Mar, Rosalinda, ba yun?
02:03.2
Mariela del Barrio.
02:04.3
Yan yung mga ganyan.
02:04.8
Ang dream niya sa'yo maging si Serio?
02:06.2
Yan yung mga ganyan.
02:06.6
Pero nung bata ka, sinasabihan ka na na pang-artista yung itsura mo?
02:09.9
Kasi alam mo, habang nagsasalita ka, nakatitig ako sa'yo, no?
02:12.7
In person pala, ang dami mong kamukha.
02:15.1
Hindi sabi na sa'yo yun, no?
02:17.1
Habang nakaganong ka, minsan nakikita ko si John Lloyd.
02:20.0
Ngayon humarap ka, parang minsan may pagka-deather.
02:22.8
Sus, Marie Josep, karami.
02:24.1
Oo, pero madami na nagsabi sa'yo na marami kang kahawig na artista.
02:28.0
Yes, ang number one dyan si Idan.
02:31.0
Number two, Joshua Garcia.
02:34.7
Ah, kasi si Joshua lately na lang.
02:36.7
Pero yung mga nakakasama ko kasi dati sa ASAP,
02:39.8
minsan yung buong bukas, parang deather.
02:41.8
May Hero Angeles pa.
02:42.8
Yung mga biglang tingin.
02:43.9
Oo, yung mga biglang tingin.
02:44.7
So, uy!
02:45.2
Parang uy, tapos pag tumatagal na, nag...
02:47.1
Alden pala.
02:48.3
Si Alden pala.
02:49.3
Okay.
02:49.7
Umaangat si Alden.
02:51.2
So, nung nagsisimula, mahirap.
02:53.4
Kasi naalala ko,
02:54.1
struggles yan usually ng mga nagsisimula.
02:56.8
Pag may kamukha ka.
02:58.1
Yes.
02:58.7
Diba, ang hirap mag-stand out.
03:00.4
Yun ang sinasabi nila po,
03:01.6
na parang pag may kamukha daw,
03:03.8
hindi daw po mararating yung gustong puntahan.
03:06.1
Parang ganun.
03:06.7
Kasi laging sasabihin kamukha eh, diba?
03:09.2
Humiwalay ka na doon sa kamukha siya ni ganito
03:11.9
kasi gumawa ka na ng sarili mong...
03:14.2
Pax.
03:14.5
Ano, pa.
03:15.6
Hindi ko makakalimutan yun kasi...
03:18.4
Diba, 2014 yun, nung naalala ko.
03:20.5
Yun ang pinaka-vivid memory ko talaga sa'yo.
03:22.3
Naka-iron man ka.
03:23.3
Tapos may nagsabi sa akin.
03:24.4
Yes, Macdo. Ano yan?
03:25.8
Junior Manager...
03:26.8
Ano yun? Manager's Convention.
03:28.0
Convention, yes.
03:29.5
Sa SMX.
03:30.8
Yes.
03:31.7
Ako yung endorser ng Macdo noon.
03:33.3
Tapos ang galing, after a year,
03:34.7
ikaw naman yung endorser ng Macdo.
03:36.3
Diba, kayo ng Aldab.
03:37.8
Sabi ko, ay, ang galing naman kasi.
03:39.8
Nung time na yun, sabi nila sa akin,
03:41.5
ano siya, artista siya sa GMA.
03:44.2
Pero wala pang Aldab noon.
03:45.4
Wala pa.
03:46.1
Parang, ano ba yan?
03:47.4
2014.
03:48.2
2014.
03:48.9
Parang three years pa lang yata ako.
03:50.9
Yes.
03:51.5
Tapos 2015, yun na.
03:52.9
Yes.
03:53.3
Well, dalawa ang vivid memory ko kay Miss Toni.
03:56.3
Number one, yung nakita kami nila Direk Paul
04:00.1
kasama si Sevi sa lobby ng EDSA siyang.
04:03.3
And then the second,
04:04.6
hindi ko makakalimutan yun.
04:06.2
Bagong gising si Miss Toni,
04:07.5
naglalakad siya ng naka-white shirt.
04:09.2
Yakap niya yung una niya.
04:10.7
Lumalakad siya doon sa hallway
04:12.0
kung saan ginagawa yung audition ng PDB.
04:15.6
Hindi nga.
04:16.7
Yakap mo yung una mo.
04:17.7
Do you do that often?
04:19.2
Yakap yung una habang naglalakad in public?
04:21.2
2010?
04:22.0
Yes.
04:22.2
Ah, yan yung wala kang buhay.
04:23.5
Talagang trabaho lang ang buhay ko noon?
04:25.2
Hindi pa ako artista noon.
04:26.7
So, nangangarap pa lang.
04:28.6
Sa PBB pumunta ka?
04:29.4
PBB, yes.
04:30.2
Sa PBB house?
04:31.4
Yes.
04:32.9
Ang liit lang pala niya in person.
04:34.8
Kala ko ang laki.
04:36.3
Bulat ako noon.
04:37.6
Kala mo ang laki, no?
04:38.8
Yes, yes.
04:39.3
Yun nilagay yung reaction.
04:40.7
Kasi bukod sa PBB,
04:42.2
nag-try ka rin ang Starstruck?
04:43.3
Yes, yes po.
04:44.5
Wala rin tayong ano doon.
04:47.0
Hindi tayo pinalad.
04:48.3
Pero alam mo, ang galing talaga.
04:50.4
Kasi, yun yung sinasabi ko eh.
04:52.4
Maraming pinto na naghihintay sa hallway.
04:55.6
Maglakad ka lang at buksan mo ang lahat ng pinto.
04:58.6
May isang pinto para sa'yo.
05:00.4
Hindi yun yung PBB.
05:02.1
Hindi yun yung Starstruck.
05:03.9
Yun pala itbulaga.
05:05.1
Which is accidental pa.
05:06.9
Yes.
05:07.5
Everything just fell into place.
05:10.3
Yung tingin.
05:11.8
Yung kilig.
05:12.9
Diba?
05:13.1
Doon nagsimula yun yung pinikilig.
05:14.7
Nagsimula yun sa titig.
05:16.0
Yan o.
05:16.5
Yung skinilig.
05:17.1
Yan yun, diba?
05:18.2
Yan yun.
05:18.7
You know, going back sometimes before I sleep,
05:20.8
I still sinisilip.
05:22.4
Ako pa rin yung mga clips niyan, kalya-serye, na nakakatuwa na.
05:25.5
Phenomenal kasi yun.
05:27.1
Placing.
05:28.2
Tapos nung time na yun, hindi pa uso ang YouTube.
05:30.8
Yes, wala pa.
05:31.8
Nakaka-cable pa yun.
05:32.8
Cable, free TV.
05:34.0
Free TV.
05:34.8
Alam mo kung ano nangyari sa inyo?
05:36.4
Real life drama.
05:39.6
Yes, totoong buhay.
05:40.9
Na teleserye.
05:41.8
Na walang script.
05:42.8
On national TV na sinusunda ng tao.
05:45.7
Kayo yung phenomenal love team na out of nowhere minahal ng mga tao.
05:49.1
Grateful po kami na sobra.
05:50.4
Pag binabalikan mo yun, diba, ang ganda na nangyari.
05:53.2
It was so successful.
05:54.4
But at the same time, may mga advantage and disadvantage din yun.
05:59.2
Of course. Yes.
06:00.1
Ang sa PBB, naalala ko nun,
06:02.4
ang concern dati ng mga galing sa PBB
06:05.0
because they were voted by the public.
06:08.0
The public has this feeling, especially the fans,
06:11.2
that you owe everything to us dahil kami ang nagpapanalo sa'yo.
06:15.4
I have a feeling na ganoon din ang nangyari sa inyo.
06:18.7
Yes.
06:19.3
Because yung feeling,
06:20.4
ng buong Pilipinas,
06:21.6
kayo yung inintay,
06:23.7
kayo yung inabangan,
06:24.8
kayo yung minahal naming love team.
06:26.4
Exactly.
06:26.8
Parang in real life, gusto nila,
06:28.7
kayo din ang magkatuluyan.
06:31.0
I think meron talagang,
06:32.9
one way or another,
06:34.5
well right now with social media,
06:35.9
ang dali eh.
06:36.7
Ang dali ng cancel culture,
06:38.6
ang dali magbato ng hate comments,
06:41.8
and yeah, hurtful words.
06:43.8
And you know,
06:44.8
sometimes I've been seeing a lot of celebrities
06:48.7
that address,
06:49.7
and this is the issue about bashing.
06:52.3
But napagod na lang din ako siguro.
06:55.4
Dati ina-address mo?
06:56.6
I mean, on interviews po.
06:58.7
Yes, in interviews and some,
07:01.1
but I don't post about it.
07:02.7
Hindi ko sila sinasagot.
07:03.9
Wala akong sinagot na bashing.
07:06.1
If meron man, in my 13 years,
07:09.8
mabibilang sa kamay.
07:11.0
Hindi mo maiwasan na yung mga sinasabi nila
07:13.8
papasok sa ulo mo eh.
07:15.4
Tapos makokontrol ka na.
07:16.7
Pati yung pag-iisip mo,
07:18.0
naku bakit?
07:18.6
Tapos,
07:19.1
ang masakit pa doon, Ms. Toni,
07:20.5
that happens unconsciously.
07:22.3
Hindi mo na mamalala yan.
07:23.5
If you're not present,
07:25.3
I mean,
07:26.3
hindi mo siya nakikita in a bigger picture.
07:30.1
Yung pag-iisip mo para na sa kanila.
07:32.1
Exactly.
07:33.1
Nawawala na yung totoong decision mo.
07:35.1
Wala ka ng identity.
07:36.1
Yes, ang decision mo na matutuwa ba sila dito?
07:39.1
Gusto ba ng tao to?
07:40.1
Popost ko tong picture na to.
07:42.1
Ano kayang gusto ng tao?
07:43.1
Yung parang...
07:44.1
Hindi na yung gusto mo.
07:45.1
Hindi na siya eh.
07:46.1
I have to admit it.
07:47.1
I'm a pleaser.
07:49.1
Sobra.
07:50.1
By all means.
07:51.1
Sa work,
07:52.1
how I handle my people.
07:54.1
Kaya minsan,
07:55.1
pag may mga events or public gatherings,
07:57.1
minsan yung sincerity and authenticity ko
07:59.1
naki-question na parang ang plastico daw.
08:02.1
Na-burnout ka ba?
08:03.1
Yes.
08:04.1
Kailan dumating yung burnout?
08:06.1
First time in my career,
08:08.1
during 2016 to 2017,
08:10.1
nang medyo tumi-2018.
08:12.1
In three months straight,
08:15.1
tumutuhog po ako ng commercials.
08:18.0
Yes, you're grateful.
08:20.0
Pero I'm sure to everyone who's watching us
08:23.0
and also you, Miss Toni,
08:24.0
I'm sure you have that feeling sometimes na
08:27.0
is this the price I have to pay?
08:31.0
Papatayin ko ba yung sarili ko?
08:33.0
May price.
08:34.0
Lahat may price you have to pay.
08:36.0
Exactly.
08:37.0
Success is always rented
08:39.0
and the due is every day.
08:41.0
You pay for it every single day.
08:44.0
Ganda na na.
08:45.0
Hinihiram lang daw ang success.
08:46.9
Totoo po yan.
08:47.9
Ako, I have to believe.
08:48.9
Hindi yan sa atin permanently.
08:50.9
There are peaks and valleys in our industry.
08:53.9
It seems like everyone can be a celebrity.
08:56.9
Sa panahon ngayon.
08:57.9
Sa panahon ngayon.
08:58.9
Sa dami ng available platforms.
09:00.9
Post ka lang ng ganito, mag-viral,
09:03.9
ginagusto ng tao,
09:04.9
nag-post ka ulit ng same content,
09:05.9
tapos nagustuhan,
09:06.9
then it follows and it follows.
09:08.9
I have to give that to Mr. Toguera.
09:10.9
Sabi ni Mr. T,
09:12.9
parang ang labanan sa industriya natin
09:15.8
ay hindi paramihan kundi patagalan.
09:19.8
Yan ang pinakamahirap.
09:20.8
Madaling sumikat, mahirap, mamaintain.
09:23.8
Actually, yan ang I have to validate that statement
09:26.8
kasi that happened to me.
09:28.8
Kailan nangyari yan?
09:29.8
Well, during the Aldab era,
09:31.8
siyempre after Philippine Arena,
09:32.8
and all the endorsements,
09:34.8
the fame,
09:35.8
the screaming fans,
09:37.8
and of course,
09:38.8
it's not gonna be always like that.
09:40.8
I already knew.
09:41.8
Darating at darating yung point na
09:43.8
hindi na ako magiging ganun ka-relationship.
09:45.8
And hindi na kami magiging ganun ka-relevant namin.
09:48.8
Alam mo, ang pinaka-ano sa Pilipinas,
09:51.8
ang dream ng mga fans,
09:54.8
and at the same time,
09:55.8
it breaks their hearts.
09:57.8
Kapag hindi nagkakatuloyan yung love team,
10:00.8
they were rooting for.
10:02.8
Nakita natin yan sa Jadine,
10:04.8
tapos ngayon yung Latest, diba?
10:06.8
Tapos kayo, ang Aldab.
10:08.8
Bakit hindi naging sila?
10:10.8
Magpapakamatay na kami sa kilig dito.
10:13.8
In real life,
10:14.7
bakit hindi?
10:16.7
Ang hirap kasi...
10:17.7
Diba yan ang tanong nila?
10:18.7
Bakit hindi naging kayo?
10:20.7
Ngayong pan-married na si Mayne.
10:22.7
Ano ba po yun eh?
10:24.7
Quite honestly,
10:26.7
Mayne and I had a conversation,
10:28.7
like a heart-to-heart conversation,
10:30.7
recently lang before she got married.
10:32.7
And then I told her everything.
10:35.7
And at the end of the day,
10:37.7
it's your differences that will determine
10:40.7
whether you will make it or not.
10:42.7
And your priorities in life.
10:44.7
Going back to what Mr. Tuviera said,
10:46.7
hindi pa sikatan, pahabaan.
10:48.7
So, hindi pa ramihan ng trabaho,
10:51.7
kundi hanggang kailan ka nandyan.
10:53.7
Dati, akala ko, it's the quantity.
10:56.7
Padamihan ng show, padamihan ng ginagawa.
10:58.7
Now, it's about the quality of what you're doing.
11:00.7
Yes, yes, yes.
11:01.7
Totoo po yan.
11:02.7
Diba?
11:03.7
Dadating ka sa point na mamimili ka na ng quality ng trabaho
11:05.7
na gagawin mo.
11:06.7
Totoo yan.
11:07.7
Diyan ako na-burnout ng sobra,
11:08.7
na yes ng yes sa lahat.
11:10.7
Tapos yung puro ka-no sa sarili mo.
11:12.7
Puro ka na-no.
11:14.5
I neglected myself.
11:16.5
Kaya magkakaroon ng resentment.
11:18.5
Sobra.
11:19.5
And then, there are times na this never came out.
11:23.5
I had a burnout episode during one of my shoots, tapings.
11:29.5
Sometimes, you know, people tend to abuse kindness.
11:33.5
Ano bang sign mo?
11:34.5
Capricorn.
11:35.5
Ay, pareha kayo. Capricorn ako.
11:37.5
Ayan.
11:38.5
Ano ka ba? January?
11:39.5
2.
11:40.5
January 2 ka?
11:41.5
Oh my gosh. January 20 ako.
11:43.5
Hahaha.
11:44.5
Awww.
11:45.5
Nagdagdagan lang na zero.
11:47.5
Capricorn.
11:48.5
Capricorn.
11:49.5
So, parang tayo, ano tayo, mapagbigay.
11:52.5
Matiisin ang Capricorn hanggang kaya mong tiisin.
11:55.5
Pero pag sumabog na.
11:57.5
So, how do you deal with rumors?
11:59.5
Sa 13 years mo, ang dami mo nung na-encounter.
12:02.5
Yes.
12:03.5
Noong, during Aldab.
12:05.5
Ang daming crazy rumors sa inyo.
12:07.5
Sobrang dami crazy rumors.
12:08.5
At saka yung iba naniniwala ang totoo yung rumors ha.
12:11.5
Exactly.
12:12.5
Alam mo yung number one, may anak kayo.
12:13.4
At kasal po kami.
12:14.4
At kasal kayo.
12:15.4
Grabe yun.
12:17.4
Hahaha.
12:18.4
Ang tagal naglinger nun.
12:20.4
Ina-address nyo ba yun na may anak kayo?
12:22.4
May narrative talaga.
12:24.4
Ina-address silang sarili nilang storytelling.
12:27.4
Nagulat ka nung lumabas yun?
12:28.4
Yes.
12:29.4
And all along, nakala ko by the time na of course Maine and Arjo became public.
12:35.4
Oo.
12:36.4
And then they got married eventually.
12:38.4
Kala mo mawala na yun?
12:39.4
Yes.
12:40.4
Hindi nawala?
12:41.3
Hindi nawala.
12:42.3
I already said my piece about this.
12:44.3
It's not true.
12:45.3
Wala pong katotohanan lahat.
12:47.3
Wala po kaming anak.
12:48.3
We never got married.
12:50.3
We don't have...
12:52.3
Love child.
12:53.3
Love child.
12:54.3
And...
12:55.3
But right now po, I'm at that point na masaya po sila dun eh.
13:02.3
Tapanggaling ko pa ba?
13:04.3
Irarab ko pa ba sa mga buhay nila na wala nga, huwag kayong makulit.
13:08.3
I'm not that kind of person.
13:10.2
I don't support happiness of people.
13:13.2
But what are you tired hearing about?
13:15.2
Sa gender issue.
13:18.2
Ganoon din.
13:19.2
Tingin niyo ganoon, fine.
13:21.2
Tingin niyo bading, fine.
13:23.2
Ang iniisip ko pa minsan pag may ganong mga rumors, wala na ba iba?
13:27.2
Diba lahat sa showbiz, pag lalaki tapos walang girlfriend.
13:32.2
Kasi ganito siya.
13:34.2
Yan.
13:35.2
Yung judgment call sa gender ng mga kalalaki.
13:40.1
Ito ang mga kapagayahan sa industriya natin.
13:42.1
Ang dali.
13:43.1
Just because of that fact.
13:45.1
But ako po, parang pupunta ba ako sa route na yun dahil gusto ko na naman mag-please?
13:50.1
I have my life right now.
13:53.1
I'm happy.
13:54.1
Perfectly happy with what I have.
13:56.1
What I'm able to do at the moment.
13:58.1
I seize every opportunity.
14:00.1
Sayang.
14:01.1
There's time for that.
14:03.1
To the people who know me, like really know me, my friends.
14:08.1
And right now,
14:10.0
especially yan si Julia.
14:11.7
Julia Montes.
14:13.0
Direct Irene.
14:13.5
May karoon kayo ng special friendship.
14:16.1
And si Coco.
14:16.7
Nagulat ako with just one project,
14:19.0
we instantly clicked
14:20.0
to the point na
14:21.7
they became part of my life
14:23.6
and I became part of their lives.
14:26.0
Ang sarap lang sa pakiramdam na
14:27.7
you get to meet
14:28.4
authentic people pa rin pala.
14:31.0
And those people,
14:32.5
I tend to treasure.
14:33.6
Pero naalala mo,
14:34.5
when was the last time
14:35.4
your heart was broken?
14:37.1
Ah, nito lang.
14:38.4
Starting off
14:39.3
2023.
14:41.4
First three months of it.
14:43.6
Broken hearted
14:44.8
in a lot of aspects.
14:46.5
I was depressed for three months.
14:48.2
Well,
14:48.7
this is how I defined
14:49.8
that phase in my life
14:51.6
na down ako.
14:54.0
I was ungrateful.
14:56.5
I was very ungrateful.
14:58.4
I think
14:58.8
pumasok yung element na
15:01.3
bakit kaya si ganun ganito?
15:03.5
I compared myself to other people.
15:06.2
Comparison is a joy stealer.
15:08.0
Yan.
15:08.2
So,
15:10.2
parang kinain ko yung sinabi ko na
15:12.0
hindi ko kinukumpara yung sarili ko sa iba.
15:14.5
I tend to focus on myself.
15:15.9
Pero what happened?
15:17.3
I was,
15:18.6
yun yung parang,
15:19.8
yeah,
15:20.2
suppressed anger.
15:22.7
Yung pag
15:23.4
kaya mo na sa sarili,
15:25.4
okay ka naman eh.
15:26.4
Kaya mo na yan.
15:27.1
Tutulog mo lang yan.
15:27.9
Okay ka na.
15:29.7
Magpapamasahe ka lang.
15:30.4
Okay na yan.
15:31.1
Tsaka alam mo kung
15:31.9
ano pang nangyayari sa atin
15:33.6
kahit na sobrang,
15:34.8
let's say,
15:35.4
you're a big star.
15:37.0
Pumapasok kang insecurity.
15:38.2
Pa rin kahit papaano.
15:40.7
Totoo po yan.
15:41.2
Kahit sobrang sikat ng isang tao,
15:43.2
kahit sobrang ganda ng isang tao,
15:45.3
lahat ng tao may insecurity pa rin.
15:47.5
We always have this feeling
15:49.0
we're not good enough.
15:49.6
We're not good enough.
15:50.7
Someone...
15:51.2
It's not enough.
15:52.3
Laging it's not enough.
15:53.6
And with people,
15:55.2
you know,
15:56.0
that's why
15:56.6
change is constant.
16:00.3
So feeling ko na huli ako doon.
16:02.0
Hindi ako naka-evolve.
16:03.3
And I was too late.
16:04.7
Yun nga, puhasok na.
16:06.2
31 na ako.
16:07.1
Wala pa akong asawa.
16:08.2
Kata mo pa, 31.
16:09.7
Sabi ko,
16:10.4
parang,
16:11.2
very Filipino way of,
16:13.8
ilang taon ka na nga.
16:15.7
Dapat mag-asawa ka na.
16:16.8
Yung mga ganon.
16:18.2
So,
16:18.9
yan yung pinagsasantabi ko
16:20.5
all the time
16:21.5
na nung naabutan na ako,
16:25.0
baka nga medyo nauhuli na ako.
16:26.5
Baka masyado na ako
16:27.3
na po-focus.
16:28.0
Hindi, kasi yan ang sinasabi sa'yo.
16:29.9
Pero in your heart,
16:30.7
do you feel like
16:31.4
you're ready to settle down
16:32.6
at this point?
16:32.8
No, I'm not.
16:33.5
Di ba?
16:34.0
No.
16:34.6
When you say settle down,
16:36.9
ang,
16:37.1
ang,
16:37.4
parang ang gaan na word eh.
16:39.2
Settle down.
16:39.9
But ano yung
16:40.6
kaakibat ng settling down?
16:42.4
Big responsibility.
16:43.6
Ay,
16:43.8
Diyos ko, Lord.
16:44.9
Parang,
16:45.4
ano mo sila eh.
16:46.3
Sila na yung buhay mo eh.
16:47.3
Priority.
16:48.2
Priorities.
16:49.4
So,
16:50.5
right now,
16:51.6
you know,
16:51.8
my company just started
16:53.0
September of 2022.
16:55.2
And,
16:55.9
I'm very much excited
16:57.2
with the people
16:58.4
who are very much interested
16:59.7
to partner with us.
17:01.8
Na,
17:02.5
sayang naman.
17:03.6
Actually,
17:04.3
for guys,
17:04.9
I don't know why
17:05.5
pinapressure nila
17:06.5
ang mga guys.
17:07.0
Wala naman kayong
17:07.7
biological clock eh.
17:09.7
Actually,
17:10.2
Not unlike women.
17:11.3
Di ba?
17:11.8
Ang lalaki nga,
17:12.9
parang silang fine wine eh.
17:13.9
Fine wine.
17:14.4
Rage like wine.
17:15.2
Yun yung sabi ng mga kaibigan ko.
17:16.9
Oo.
17:17.3
Pagdari,
17:17.9
feeling ko,
17:18.6
ang peak ng lalaki
17:19.7
is 40 and above.
17:21.3
Of course,
17:21.8
by the time na mag-settle down,
17:24.0
ta,
17:24.5
ako,
17:25.9
hindi na ako ganto ka.
17:27.2
Ganyan ang Capricorn.
17:28.7
Hindi na ako ganto ka.
17:29.1
Kasi gano'n tayo,
17:29.9
gigil tayo sa
17:30.4
ratyadahin mo lahat.
17:32.8
Goal-oriented.
17:33.7
So,
17:34.3
we know our priorities.
17:35.9
hindi tayo
17:37.2
kukuha ng isang bagay
17:38.6
na hindi natin tatapusin.
17:40.4
Oo.
17:40.7
Tsaka,
17:41.1
pag nilagay mo yung,
17:42.6
ang Capricorn gano'n,
17:43.5
pag nilagay mo yung
17:44.4
attention mo
17:45.3
at focus mo sa isang bagay,
17:46.8
ibubuhus mo lahat muna dito.
17:48.2
Yes, lahat.
17:49.3
So, ngayon nandun ka
17:50.3
sa binubuhus mo.
17:51.5
Dito.
17:52.1
Dun sa baby mo.
17:53.4
Itong bagong baby mo.
17:54.5
And then,
17:54.7
yung company.
17:55.6
Yung company mo.
17:56.7
Sabi mo kanina,
17:57.6
2023.
18:00.4
Dumating ka sa point
18:01.3
in your life
18:02.1
na naging ungrateful ka.
18:03.5
Yes.
18:04.0
Tapos na ang 2023.
18:06.6
What are you most grateful for?
18:08.5
I'm very grateful
18:09.6
for the people
18:10.3
who have been
18:11.1
there for me
18:13.3
even at my lowest of lows.
18:15.3
Even though I'm pushing them away.
18:18.2
Yeah, I think
18:19.1
gano'n kasi.
18:21.5
Parang sometimes
18:22.3
when you're not in a good place,
18:24.3
you push people away.
18:25.3
You want to be alone.
18:27.7
Na
18:27.9
you don't understand
18:30.3
me.
18:31.5
You don't know
18:32.3
what I'm going through.
18:34.2
And
18:34.7
nakakalungkot lang na
18:36.8
I hurt these people.
18:39.8
These people
18:40.4
who love me unconditionally.
18:42.7
I'm very sorry about
18:44.1
yung
18:45.2
the way I treated them.
18:47.6
But still,
18:49.1
they tend to forgive me
18:50.3
for that.
18:51.1
dun ako grateful.
18:53.2
Wala na ako sa kalendaryo.
18:54.4
Nasa bingo na.
18:55.8
Oo nga.
18:56.5
So,
18:57.2
but I'm very much grateful
18:58.5
and I'm not ashamed
18:59.5
of my age.
19:00.3
Knowing na
19:01.4
in my 31 years
19:03.2
of existence,
19:04.5
looking back,
19:05.9
looking at things
19:07.0
from afar,
19:09.7
na I was able to
19:10.6
conquer all the challenges
19:11.8
and I was able to
19:13.1
yung mga nagawa ko
19:15.7
for myself
19:16.3
and for my family.
19:18.6
And also right now,
19:20.5
before my company started,
19:22.4
I also
19:22.9
started a foundation
19:24.7
for scholars.
19:26.8
Na I'm being able
19:28.3
to send them to school
19:29.2
kasi I'm
19:29.8
I haven't finished
19:31.0
my
19:31.7
school.
19:34.0
Anong year ka nag-stop?
19:35.4
Parang first year college
19:36.7
nga lang, Miss Toni.
19:37.5
Hindi nga siya.
19:38.2
Kahit dalawang sem
19:39.1
yung pinasukan ko sa lasal.
19:40.9
And I was self-supporting
19:42.2
myself during that time.
19:43.3
Yung mga kinikita ko
19:43.9
sa commercial,
19:45.5
pinapasok ko sa skwela.
19:46.6
And that's why
19:47.5
I'm very emotional
19:48.5
about whenever
19:49.0
I talk about
19:50.2
education.
19:52.2
Kasi
19:52.5
ang sakit na
19:55.3
diba sometimes
19:56.0
they say na
19:57.3
hindi had lang
19:57.9
ang kahirapan.
19:58.5
Sorry po.
20:01.9
Had lang po
20:02.3
ang kahirapan
20:03.0
sa pag-aaral.
20:04.8
No matter how hard
20:05.8
you try,
20:06.5
if you don't have
20:07.3
the finances,
20:09.2
kanin-kanino ka lalapit
20:10.3
para tulungan ka.
20:11.3
And you have what it takes.
20:12.3
You know to your heart
20:13.0
and to yourself
20:13.9
that you know
20:14.5
I wanted to finish school
20:15.9
because I want to
20:16.6
change my life.
20:18.5
That's why
20:18.8
my foundation is here.
20:20.6
That's my vision.
20:22.1
So right now,
20:22.7
we have 25 scholars.
20:24.4
Five of them
20:25.0
already college graduates na.
20:27.0
So may
20:27.3
dalawang in-school students.
20:28.5
May engineer.
20:29.4
May accountant.
20:30.7
May isang
20:31.3
nagki-criminology
20:32.8
ongoing.
20:33.7
And then
20:34.0
CPA din pala.
20:35.8
So yun mga
20:36.5
yun po yung mga
20:37.8
tinutulungan natin
20:38.8
at the moment.
20:39.7
So also
20:40.4
yung mga gustong-gustong
20:41.3
tinutulungan is yung
20:42.5
one year na lang
20:43.9
titigil pa
20:44.9
dahil because of
20:45.7
financial
20:46.1
you know
20:47.3
struggles.
20:48.5
Ang galing kasi
20:49.2
yung dream mo
20:49.8
na hindi mo natupad
20:50.9
hinutupad mo sa iba.
20:53.3
Parang may ganun ako
20:54.2
Miss Toni.
20:54.9
Nagkaroon ng purpose.
20:56.0
Yes.
20:56.5
The purpose.
20:57.0
Yung journey mo.
20:58.5
Na gamit mo siya
20:59.8
for good.
21:00.7
Yun yung way mo
21:01.4
ng giving back.
21:02.7
Yes.
21:03.4
So ano naman
21:04.0
ang gusto mo maramdaman
21:04.9
ng mga tao
21:05.5
paglabas nila
21:06.2
ng sinihan sa pelikula mo?
21:07.8
Well,
21:08.7
family of two.
21:10.2
Mother and Son story
21:11.5
is
21:11.8
unofficial entry
21:13.5
sa Metro Manila
21:14.3
Film Festival.
21:15.8
First project ko po
21:16.7
ito with Miss
21:17.4
Sharon Cuneta
21:18.3
the mega star.
21:19.6
The story is
21:20.2
very close to me
21:21.0
because it's a
21:22.0
mother story.
21:23.6
Shocks.
21:24.0
May paghugutan mo.
21:24.9
Yes.
21:25.2
Parang wala nga
21:25.9
mahirap na eksena dito eh.
21:27.8
But you know
21:28.5
being able to work
21:29.3
with the mega star
21:30.4
opened
21:31.7
a lot of
21:33.1
discoveries.
21:34.7
Well, ito.
21:35.1
Ito yung magandang message
21:36.2
about the film
21:37.1
na sometimes
21:38.2
growing up
21:39.2
we tend to
21:40.3
take for granted
21:41.2
the love that we get
21:42.4
from our parents.
21:43.6
Most especially
21:44.1
our moms
21:44.5
since this is a
21:45.9
mother and son story.
21:48.1
So,
21:48.8
when you tend to
21:49.5
neglect that
21:50.3
relationship
21:53.0
that you have
21:53.7
with your mom
21:54.2
and then when
21:55.7
the time comes
21:56.5
that you'll realize na
21:57.6
gusto mo nang
21:58.4
bumawi
21:58.9
what if it's too late?
22:00.6
Take it from me,
22:01.4
I lost my mom.
22:03.3
I lost my mom
22:04.4
and then by the time na
22:05.6
gusto ko nang bumawi
22:07.1
I never got the chance.
22:12.3
That's
22:12.8
well, the sad reality
22:15.0
of things but
22:15.8
Worst feeling yun.
22:16.8
That's the worst feeling
22:17.8
na ready na ako.
22:20.4
Mama ko na lang
22:21.3
yung kulang.
22:23.2
So,
22:23.6
never ever
22:25.9
give that
22:26.9
opportunity
22:28.4
a chance
22:29.9
in your life.
22:31.1
In the physical
22:31.7
hindi man natin
22:32.7
or hindi man niya makita
22:34.8
but in spirit
22:36.5
she's always there with you
22:37.9
every step of the way.
22:38.4
Lagi ko yung kinakausap
22:39.6
there.
22:40.9
Ma,
22:41.3
pita mo may award ako.
22:42.8
Ma,
22:43.2
katrabaho ko na si Megastar.
22:45.7
I said that
22:46.5
in one of the workshops.
22:48.0
Sabi ni Direk Noel
22:49.3
when doing a workshop
22:50.2
you talk to your mom
22:51.5
pero
22:52.7
eto siya
22:54.8
si
22:55.5
Miss Sharon siya
22:56.6
si Mega siya.
22:57.6
Ay, naka.
22:58.3
Napakaiyak naman yun.
23:00.1
Hindi lang siya nakunan
23:01.6
pero yun.
23:03.1
Sabi ko,
23:03.5
Ma,
23:04.0
matrabaho ko na si Miss Sharon
23:05.5
and I was breaking down.
23:09.6
There are a lot of things unsaid
23:11.0
but I think she knows it already.
23:13.0
Baka siguro pati iniisip mo
23:14.5
alam niya.
23:15.0
Lahat.
23:15.5
Lahat.
23:16.0
So,
23:16.5
yun.
23:17.0
Everything that I do
23:19.0
alin sinasabi ko yan kay
23:20.0
in all the interviews.
23:22.0
This is for my mom.
23:23.0
Up to today.
23:24.8
It's not about me.
23:25.8
It's about her.
23:28.3
So, from here, Laguna?
23:30.3
O uuwi ka dito sa manila?
23:32.3
Magkapit-bahay kami ni Alex.
23:34.3
Alam kaya ni Alex
23:35.3
nakapit-bahay ka niya?
23:36.3
Parang hindi.
23:37.3
Hindi nga.
23:38.3
Ang nakakwento-kwento.
23:39.3
Siyempre ako,
23:40.3
chismoso ako eh.
23:41.3
Tatanungin ko yung mga guard.
23:42.3
Chismosa si Alex.
23:43.3
Yun ang dapat number one
23:44.3
yung nai-chismes sa'kin.
23:45.3
Nakapit-bahay ka.
23:46.3
Hindi niya.
23:47.3
Ako mag-chismes ako.
23:48.3
Siyempre ako,
23:49.3
chismoso ako eh.
23:50.3
Tatanungin ko yung mga guard.
23:51.3
Chismosa si Alex.
23:52.3
Yun ang dapat number one
23:53.3
yung nai-chismes sa'kin.
23:54.3
Nakapit-bahay ka.
23:55.3
Hindi niya.
23:56.3
Ako mag-chismes sa kanya ngayon.
23:57.3
Alam mo bang kapit-bahay mo si Alden?
23:58.3
O, dito tayo.
23:59.3
Ay, ay, sis.
24:00.3
Parang pwede sa movie.
24:01.3
May OCD ka na, Miss Toni.
24:02.3
Pareho tayo.
24:03.3
Malinis.
24:04.3
Sa kondo.
24:05.3
Hindi ako aalis
24:06.3
hanggit hindi pantay-pantay
24:07.3
yung pagpasok ng upuan sa dining table.
24:08.3
My gosh.
24:09.3
Good luck sa asawa mo din.
24:10.3
Ako?
24:11.3
Dapat?
24:12.3
Oo.
24:13.3
Ako?
24:14.3
Ako?
24:15.3
Ako?
24:16.3
Ako?
24:17.3
Ako?
24:18.3
Ako?
24:19.3
Ako?
24:20.3
Ako?
24:21.3
Ako?
24:22.3
Ako?
24:23.3
Ako?
24:24.3
Ako?
24:25.3
Ako?
24:26.3
Ako?
24:27.3
Ako?
24:28.3
Ako?
24:29.3
Oo.
24:30.3
Ganyan din si Paul.
24:31.3
Mas malinis nga closet niya sa'kin.
24:32.3
Ako?
24:33.3
Kulay, black lang naman lahat.
24:34.3
O, ito si Mama T.
24:35.3
Natrain na lang sa'kin yan na …
24:36.3
Malinis yung closet mo din.
24:37.3
Oo.
24:38.3
Parang silip ko.
24:39.3
Color-coded, good.
24:40.3
Yeh.
24:41.3
Wala, ano naman yung akin.
24:42.3
Black lang lahat.
24:44.3
Umimili pa.
24:45.3
Nahirap.
24:46.3
Parang black shirt.
24:47.3
Nakakitim ako.
24:48.3
Nakaganyan pa yan.
24:49.3
Minsan sa umaga.
24:50.3
Nakaganon pa.
24:51.3
Ito medyo luma na yung texture nito.
24:53.7
Ito naman.
24:54.5
Kailangan namin talaga makita ni Direk Paul.