Kung paanong gumaling si Baron Geisler…. | Ogie Diaz
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00:00.0
Ibinabalita kita sa OGDS Showbiz Update.
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Ikaw pa minsan ang headline.
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Ano nagiging reaction mo?
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Mama OG, naman oh.
00:08.0
May damage control na nga eh.
00:14.6
Kasi kinag-usap ko silang lahat eh.
00:16.4
Sina Blythe, lahat.
00:20.1
Ang sabi niya yung Blythe,
00:20.8
Ba't ako nasasangkot sa mga chismes?
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So doon pa lang medyo
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sumakit lang yung damdamin ko na parang
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bakit may dinagdag na
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inaaway ako sa set.
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Nak-call out ako.
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don't mess up my script.
00:35.7
The next time you come in
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smelling like alcohol
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with your drunken stupor.
00:44.4
Tagus sa buto at laman.
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Napahiya ako, pare.
00:52.6
Tumawag sa'yo yung wife ko noon eh,
00:54.1
na nag-aaway kami.
00:55.1
Kasi pinost mo yung video.
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Pumost yung live.
00:58.8
Maniculate, paniculate,
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Maniculate, tamar!
01:02.4
Mga bongbo, anong magpapunin mo?
01:04.0
Matapang ang mga bisayang babae.
01:05.8
Oo, matapang yun.
01:07.1
May kasama akong chics doon sa hotel.
01:12.9
apat na bros kong lalaki dadalhin ako.
01:15.0
Hindi na, takot ako.
01:15.8
Baka patayin ako eh.
01:35.4
At kasama po natin ngayon
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ang kontrobersyal,
01:39.0
yes, pero napakahusay na aktor.
01:41.6
Ako lagi ko yung sinasabi,
01:44.1
Sino pa nga ba ang ating tinutukoy?
01:48.7
Ba't parang ano ka,
01:49.8
malamig ang kamay mo?
01:50.8
Nakakabado ako eh.
01:54.5
It's good to see you, man.
01:55.6
It's been a while.
01:56.4
Sa mga hindi nakakaalam,
01:57.4
nagkasama kami ni Baron.
02:03.6
Mga lumang tao sa industriya.
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Habang tumatanda,
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lalo tayo nagka-fresh.
02:09.9
Lalo tayong sumasariwa.
02:12.3
At sariwain nga natin ito.
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Hahaha, yan tayo.
02:17.1
anong initial reaction mo
02:18.8
nung alam mo na maghaharap tayo?
02:21.5
Kabado, sa totoo lang.
02:23.1
Kasi alam kong hindi ka plastic na tao eh.
02:26.6
And you're there for the truth.
02:30.0
I'm always for the truth as well.
02:31.9
Hindi ko alam kung ano yung mangyayari
02:34.0
sa usapan natin ngayon.
02:35.7
But I know naman,
02:37.0
we've been friends for the longest time.
02:38.7
So ayan na, mga pahiwating ni Baron.
02:40.9
We've been friends.
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Na dapat nice ako sa kanya.
02:43.6
And then, the good thing,
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the thing that I like and love about you, Mama,
02:48.4
is you speak the truth with love.
02:50.8
Kasi, pag may mga nagagawa ako,
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Kinukall out kita.
02:54.1
Kinukall out mo ako.
02:55.1
And ako naman, ang kagandahan doon,
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hindi ako na-arrest.
02:58.4
So sa tuwing ibinabalita kita sa OJ Diaz Showbiz Update,
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ikaw pa minsan ng headline na,
03:04.4
Ako, may ginawa na naman si Baron sa Senior High.
03:06.9
So ano nagiging reaction mo?
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Si Mama OJ naman.
03:10.9
Hindi, nag-message ako sa'yo.
03:12.6
Mama OJ naman oh.
03:14.4
May damage control na nga eh.
03:16.3
Bakit makailangan?
03:17.9
Kasi nung ginagawa ko yung Senior High,
03:20.6
I wasn't prepared to face all the obstacles in Manila.
03:23.6
Kasi six years akong nakatira sa Cebu.
03:26.4
So everything was new to me again.
03:28.2
So nanibago ako sa sistema sa Manila.
03:31.6
And being far away from my family,
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na nakatira ako sa isang kahon lang,
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feeling ko parang may OFW feels.
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Nagtatrabaho ako sa malayo,
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kahit malapit, wala akong kasama.
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Dahil ang family mo nasa Cebu,
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ikaw nasa Manila?
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Tapos kung may mga issues ako,
03:50.2
wala akong makausap dahil lahat ng mga real friends ko
03:54.1
I fell off the wagon.
03:55.5
But the good thing is,
03:56.3
I bounced back forward kagad.
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yung pag-alis ko sa show,
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The film, Dearly Beloved.
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Hindi ako inalis.
04:05.5
Kasi bumalik ka ulit?
04:07.5
So pwede kang tanggalin that time?
04:09.3
Kung nag-attitude ka?
04:10.7
Hindi naman ako kasi nag-attitude.
04:12.6
Ang naging issue lang nila is,
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nalapitan ko naman yung director,
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You smell like alcohol.
04:18.8
Yes, direct, kanina.
04:19.8
And then gumawa na lang siya ako.
04:20.9
Ang dami ng pagkakataong pinatawad ka
04:23.7
at hinangaan kang muli ng mga tagahanga.
04:26.2
Siguro isa na rito, ang dahilan,
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eh napakahusay mo akto.
04:29.5
Kaya hindi ka nila maitapon.
04:31.2
Kahit gusto ako yung tapon.
04:32.9
Kaya diba, kahit nakakabalita sila na
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nakainom na naman si Baron,
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or meron na namang naka-encuentro sa set,
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or may napagalit, ganyan.
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Wala naman ako naka-encuentro sa set.
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Yan, gusto kong linangin.
04:44.5
Wala akong naka-encuentro sa set.
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So hindi ko alam kung
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yung source mo, to be honest.
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Kasi kinag-usap ko silang lahat eh.
04:51.6
Sina-blight lahat.
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Sabi ko, may reklamo daw kayo sa akin.
04:55.0
May lumalabas na balita.
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We got you, you know?
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What are they talking about?
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I was just with Blythe,
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Kasi lagi ko siyang kaisena.
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ba't ako nasasangkot sa mga cheese-mister?
05:08.1
Alam mo yung voice ni Blythe, diba?
05:09.6
So doon pa lang, medyo
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sumakit lang yung damdamin ko na parang
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bakit may dinagdag na inaway ako sa set?
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Kung may improvement man sa akin,
05:19.9
And napagsabihan na rin ako ng boss
05:23.0
Hindi ako nagsinungaling.
05:24.0
But hindi ko lang maintindihan yung
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meron akong inaway
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or meron akong binastos.
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sige, my wife knows this.
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Pag may ginawa akong kasalanan,
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talaga inaamin ko yan.
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Pero pag may dinagdag,
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doon medyo na-off-balance ako.
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pag nakakainom ka,
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hindi mo naaalala kung anong nangyari,
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kung ano yung nagawa mo?
05:43.0
Hindi naman ako nagba-blackout lately eh.
05:46.0
simula nung nag-rehab ako,
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hindi ako maabot sa blackouts
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If ganun akong uminom,
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malamang may mga videos na tayo nakikita
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kasi everything is out.
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Ang daling i-cancel out si Baron.
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Yeah, but siyempre may NDA tayo
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pag nasa production
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No, what I'm trying to say is,
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if Baron relapsed or uminom,
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ang daling i-video yan ng mga tao.
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Lalo na medyo mainit yung name ko ngayon,
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Di ba? Aminin natin.
06:13.0
So, may nakita ba silang videos na?
06:15.8
Kaya grateful ako.
06:16.8
Thankful ako kay God na parang,
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Lord, thank you hindi ako umabot.
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Kaya nga, binigyan ng preno
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gaya ng sinabi mo kanina.
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Nabigyan ka agad ng preno.
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Bago pa umabot sa
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ikasisira talaga ng pamilya ko.
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So, you know, yung recovery is,
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Especially kung wala akong foundation here
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or a fellowship group.
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But now that I know
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na it could be very hard,
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Bago pa man ako sumabok ulit nitong January,
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nagkaroon ako ng fellowship.
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kahit may ibang mga agenda,
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I make it a point na
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Thursday is fellowship,
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Sunday is church.
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And because of that,
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everything is just
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So, ang pinagdadasal ko lang eh,
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naging consistent.
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Yan lang naman eh.
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Sana tuloy-tuloy.
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So, consistent naman so far?
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When you say consistent,
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ano na yung mga hindi mo na ginagawa?
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Hindi na ako pumunta sa mga convenience store.
07:10.0
Para bumili ng alak?
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Kung bibili ako na yung pagkain or whatever,
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puro delivery service na lang.
07:15.6
So, when was the last time you drank?
07:17.9
The last time I drank was
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before Christmas.
07:21.2
Anong effect sa'yo pag hindi ka na umiinom?
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Okay yung mga decisions ko.
07:25.8
Mas masarap mabuhay talaga eh.
07:28.6
Mas okay kami ni wife eh.
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Hindi na ako binabato ng sinigang.
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Tumawag sa'yo yung wife ko noon eh.
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Nang nag-aaway kami.
07:38.8
Ano, nabash din kasi siya.
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Kasi pinost mo yung video.
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Pumost yung live.
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Hindi, natakot ako baka patayin ako eh.
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Nasa hotel ako noon.
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Wala naman akong kasama babae.
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May mga babaeng insecure.
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Pogi ka naman talaga.
08:03.9
So, inisip niya siguro na
08:05.9
may kasama akong chicks doon sa hotel.
08:08.9
Sinurprise ka niya?
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Sinurprise niya ako to check kung may babae.
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kinatapos ko lang kumain ng sinigang noon.
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Akala ng mga tao yelo o tubig yung tinapon siya.
08:31.4
Ah, sinigang pala.
08:32.5
But ang kagandahan ngayon,
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niya and my wife just came from a marriage retreat.
08:36.4
We renewed our vows ng CCF sa Cebu.
08:40.3
things are smooth.
08:41.4
Mas may communication.
08:42.7
Kasi 5 years na kaming married eh.
08:44.7
This coming September.
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This is my longest relationship.
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I'm just very grateful.
08:48.5
Na yung mga issues namin before,
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na-forgive niya na.
08:52.3
wala siyang respeto ang kausapin ako eh.
08:54.1
Siyempre, may mga pagkakamali akong nagawa before.
08:56.0
Kaya hindi ka nilirespeto.
08:57.6
Mga promises na napapako,
08:59.8
nadala niya yun for the longest time.
09:02.3
naka-ilang counseling kami pero hindi nag-work eh.
09:04.8
Ang nakatulong talaga sa amin is fellowship
09:08.0
and yung mga friends namin sa Cebu
09:13.4
CCF Katipunan sa Penwell Home.
09:15.8
Si Pastor Tony de la Paz.
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Parang gano'n na kami.
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Parang kayong mga bata.
09:21.3
Mahal mo ba si Baron?
09:22.4
Gano'n si Pastor Tony de la Paz.
09:25.5
Mahal mo ba si Jamie?
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O yun naman pala eh.
09:28.8
You have to help each other.
09:30.6
hindi naman ganun kabilis.
09:32.6
yung wife ko sa kakaatendami ng fellowship,
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naiintindihan niya that a man needs respect.
09:38.3
We deserve that eh.
09:39.3
The way kaming kausapin.
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Kasi bisaya wife ko eh.
09:43.7
Matapang ang mga bisayang babae.
09:49.0
Dati ako yung nagkocontrol,
09:50.8
nagmamanipulate ng relationship.
09:52.9
My wife, I can't.
09:53.9
I'm afraid of my wife.
09:56.7
Bakit ka natatakot sa wife mo?
09:58.5
First, I have great respect sa kanya.
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And may anak kami.
10:02.4
And may vows kaming sinumpaan.
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So, ayokong magkasala sa Diyos din.
10:07.8
Kaya ako lumapit kay Pastor Tony
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para ayusin kami.
10:11.0
And finally, nag-submit siya.
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Because a wife needs to submit to her husband.
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palpak yung asawa.
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Kailangan respetuhin ang asawa.
10:20.6
Submit in a way na hindi sa ala ka.
10:23.5
Sabihin na natin, ito yung desisyon natin ha.
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Dapat itong gawin natin.
10:28.0
She has to submit.
10:29.0
Kahit natingin niyang palpak ako.
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Guess mo, kasi matalino wife ko eh.
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Psychologist yan.
10:34.3
So, siguro, for a time,
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I felt na binibaby niya.
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Para siyang nanay, hindi asawa.
10:39.9
Para you do this, you do that.
10:41.8
And nakakabasag ng ego yun for a man.
10:44.6
Na parang, hey, let me take the lead.
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Ako yung mag-lead ang pamilya na.
10:48.3
And eventually, she's trying her best na pahabae yung patience sa akin.
10:53.0
Kasi kung totoosin,
10:54.3
nung ano pa lang eh,
10:55.4
kakatubo lang ng utak ko eh.
10:57.6
Kasi dati, puro ako rock and roll eh.
10:59.3
Alak, babae, gimmick.
11:01.6
During the time na kayo naniano?
11:03.7
Ay, hindi, hindi.
11:05.0
Hindi ka nang babae?
11:06.0
Simula nung nagpunta ko ng Cebu.
11:07.6
Slowly, slowly ako nagkaroon ng wisdom.
11:09.8
Kasi yung mga taong sinamahan ko
11:11.6
ay mabubuting tao,
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malapit sa Diyos.
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nagkaroon ako ng better understanding sa buhay.
11:21.7
Love of the Father, love of people.
11:23.6
May it be your enemies.
11:24.8
May it be your friends.
11:26.1
Pero, love the unlovable.
11:27.7
Kaya ba mas naiintindihan mo na
11:29.5
kaya nangyayari itong pag-inom mo,
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yung womanizing mo?
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May rason kung bakit siya nangyayari.
11:35.9
The solution is love.
11:37.0
Noon, hindi ko maintindihan yung pag-ibig o yung pagmamahal.
11:40.6
Pagmamahal ng nanay ko sa akin.
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Nire-reject ko ang pagpapaalala
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ng mga tao sa industriya na,
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That's love pala.
11:47.9
And I was rejecting love.
11:49.4
And I was doing things my way.
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Kasi immature ako eh.
11:53.2
Hindi ko naintindihan na may certain path na kailangan.
11:57.5
I think it's self-respect.
11:59.0
Tinatakbuhan ko yung problema ko.
12:00.8
Gusto na iusin ko.
12:01.7
So, nag-file up lahat ng mga problema.
12:04.5
Dahil sa hindi ko na siya madala.
12:05.9
Natingin ko, makabaliw na ako.
12:07.9
So, nung nag-rehab ako sa Cebu,
12:10.0
nag-six months ako doon.
12:11.2
Nine months sober.
12:12.5
And then, nag-lapse ako.
12:13.8
I take a one once.
12:14.9
Dinala ako ni Jamie.
12:16.0
Sa Davao, I stayed for one month.
12:18.0
And then, may usapan kami.
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sa diretsya niya,
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one month or three months.
12:23.2
Kaya ako takot sa wife ko.
12:25.2
Dahil ayaw mong dalhin ka niya?
12:26.4
Dahil hindi talaga siya mangingimi?
12:28.3
Hindi siya magdadalong?
12:29.3
Hindi siya magdadala.
12:30.3
Talagang may biglang kumpita sa bahay.
12:31.8
Apat na bruskong lalaki dadalin ako.
12:33.8
Pero, I think everything happens for a reason.
12:35.9
Kasi habang pumunta ako doon sa rehab,
12:38.9
mas marami akong nalalaman tungkol sa sarili ko.
12:42.0
May marami akong na-accept ng mga bagay.
12:48.2
yung mga disgusting things na mga nagawa ko before,
12:52.0
in denial ako ng mga bagay na
12:55.0
Yung ugly parts of me.
12:57.0
And also the good parts.
12:58.5
And then, doon slowly-slowly,
13:00.2
nirespeto ko na sarili ko.
13:03.2
ah, kaya pala kumihinom din ko.
13:05.2
Tapos may mga flashbacks of the people I hurt.
13:08.0
And then, yung mga resentments ko sa buhay,
13:11.0
sa lahat ng bagay,
13:12.0
sa lahat ng mga tao,
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And that's a healing process.
13:17.0
Recovery, in general,
13:18.7
from alcoholism, addiction,
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is a lifelong process.
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I'm just grateful that,
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yeah, if people see me fail,
13:25.2
may naririnig sila,
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I'm grateful that I'm still here.
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Because I forgive myself.
13:31.4
yung industriya na forgive ako.
13:33.7
forgive ako ni God.
13:34.6
Pero yung pinaka-importante
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to forgive myself
13:38.2
from the guilt and shame
13:39.5
that I've caused many.
13:42.8
Wala na masyadong friction.
13:45.7
Kasi every time iinom ka,
13:47.6
alam mong problema ang sasalubin sa'yo.
13:49.4
And the good thing naman,
13:50.7
with me, I don't,
13:51.5
I mean, it's still a bad thing but,
13:54.0
I'm alone in Manila,
13:55.1
wala naman sigurong makakaalam.
13:58.1
wala akong taping the next day,
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I feel that guilt and shame.
14:02.6
So anong mangyayari?
14:06.8
Kasi hindi ko ma-face yung guilt and shame.
14:08.7
Wala akong makausap doon.
14:10.0
Wala akong fellowship.
14:11.0
So now that I have fellowship,
14:13.0
bago pa man umabot doon sa,
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parang ang sarap uminom ngayon,
14:15.9
punta na lang ako sa bahay ng kaibigan ko.
14:17.9
Buksan natin Bible.
14:19.7
Let's process what you're feeling.
14:21.2
And I'm grateful.
14:22.0
Kasi bago nag-New Year,
14:23.8
I was so depressed
14:25.0
because of all the mistakes that I've done
14:27.3
in Manila last year.
14:28.7
Hindi ko matanggap sa sarili ko na,
14:30.3
akala ko okay na ako eh.
14:31.7
It's not even like pleasing the people
14:33.7
or proving to the people na I'm okay.
14:35.5
But ako mismo and my relationship with God,
14:37.6
akala ko okay na.
14:38.8
Naging kampante ako and then,
14:41.3
And then natakot ako,
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ang dami mong binibigay sa akin na,
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I know there will be consequences eventually
14:47.4
in the future na I'll have to face.
14:49.4
But thank you for saving me.
14:50.6
Thank you na hindi sumobra.
14:53.5
Nagkaroon ng preno.
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So I prayed to Him fervently
14:58.2
Lord, please send your angels
15:00.3
to guide me in Manila
15:01.5
because ang dami ko pong work,
15:02.9
hindi ko po kakayanin.
15:04.2
Biglang pagdating ng January 1,
15:06.4
nasa Cebu ako nito.
15:07.3
May tumawag sa akin na,
15:08.5
Pastor, ibigay ko.
15:09.7
Bro, gawin sa workout tayo.
15:11.3
Hanggang sa araw-araw niya ako,
15:15.4
Mayroon silang church at saka school.
15:17.0
Everyday parang pinupuntahan niya ako.
15:19.0
Kasi nawala yung sanib
15:21.8
kasi my faith was broken.
15:23.4
So na-restore ako.
15:25.8
And then pagdating ko sa Manila,
15:29.1
Nagkaroon ako ng grupo.
15:31.4
Constantly going to church.
15:33.0
Thursdays in the morning,
15:34.4
I meet with Pastor Joseph,
15:36.2
Zandro and his wife.
15:37.3
Couples therapy group session.
15:39.5
Paggabi, fellowship naman
15:41.0
with mixed na yan,
15:42.2
men and women of Christ.
15:43.4
And I'm like, wow.
15:44.9
Ito, answered prayer to.
15:46.1
The best gift that you could give me
15:47.9
this year, you know,
15:48.7
before starting all of these projects.
15:50.9
So, Baron, na-revening ka,
15:54.2
At, syempre, yung kanilang summary
15:56.5
or yung realization nila.
15:58.1
Oo, nagbago na nga si Baron.
15:59.8
Mamarkahan nila yan.
16:01.8
hindi na nila dapat mabalitaan next time na
16:04.5
si Baron ay nakainom.
16:06.3
Yan ba yung promise mo sa kanila?
16:07.9
I don't wanna promise anything.
16:10.1
I think the best gift talaga
16:14.0
keep, you know, stumbling forward,
16:16.8
and just do what I'm doing,
16:18.3
being consistent.
16:19.3
Kasi if you promise to people,
16:21.2
it's so superficial and fake
16:23.0
because I would rather make that covenant
16:25.5
to myself and to my Creator,
16:27.8
Yan yung talagang key people in my life.
16:30.3
Hindi sa hindi ko binibigyan ng importansya
16:32.9
yung mga supporters natin.
16:34.3
But as they can see naman
16:36.3
sa mga nangyayari sa buhay ko ngayon,
16:38.0
I see a lot of encouraging messages
16:40.0
because matatalino yung viewers natin.
16:42.0
Matatalino viewers mo.
16:45.8
because one way or another,
16:47.0
meron silang kapatid na katulad ko,
16:48.7
anak na katulad ko,
16:49.8
asawa na katulad ko.
16:51.1
Maiintindihan nila, makikita nila,
16:52.7
at least Baron is making an effort.
16:54.9
Andito tayo para lumaban sa mga addicts,
16:57.3
sa mga alcoholics na nag-recover.
17:00.1
Hindi tayo perfecto.
17:01.0
Being the best version of ourselves.
17:03.3
And that's what I want to happen.
17:05.0
I want to, like, God is so great,
17:07.1
I get to do this movie,
17:09.8
which is my first, I would say, major role.
17:13.4
And it's commercial movie siya.
17:15.7
And working with the best of the best,
17:17.8
direct Marla Ancheta,
17:19.2
direct Nap Hamir for our lighting,
17:23.1
Nakaka-intriga rin tong pelikulang ito ha.
17:25.6
Kayo ni Christine, meron kayong naunang anak at naunang asawa.
17:30.3
So hiwalay kayo doon,
17:31.8
tapos pinagtagpo kayo ng panahon.
17:34.2
Hindi biro yung proseso ng Dearly Beloved.
17:37.0
So it was really meant to touch the heartstrings
17:40.6
and to entertain the masses.
17:42.4
You know, mapamayaman,
17:43.4
mapa kung saan man estado ka,
17:46.2
anumang estado mo sa buhay,
17:47.7
lahat makaka-relate
17:48.9
kasi may mga anak doon.
17:50.2
Anak, nanay, tatay, lola, lahat.
17:53.2
So yung malulutong ang mga linya rito?
17:55.4
Nung nag-dubbing ako,
17:56.9
talagang natulala ako sa mga eksena na gawa namin.
17:59.9
Ang galing mag-i-edit ni direct Marla.
18:03.4
kasi alam kong hindi ako ganun kagwapuhan.
18:05.7
Iba yung taste ng mukha ko eh.
18:07.4
Iba yung timplay eh.
18:08.3
Kasi meron akong Scar,
18:09.8
hindi ako John Lloyd.
18:11.0
Ang ginawa ako para lumabas yung
18:13.4
Leading Man vibe.
18:14.9
Nanood ako ng Aga Mulac movie,
18:16.7
nanood ako ng Piolo movie,
18:18.3
nanood ako ng John Lloyd movie.
18:20.0
Lahat doon, nag-nakaw ako sa kanila.
18:22.0
Mga tingin, mga ganyan.
18:25.1
Sorry guys, malodi ko kayo.
18:27.2
Minensyong kong actors kanina.
18:28.8
Sa inyo ako kumuha ng inspirasyon.
18:30.9
Para mag-work yung ganun kasing formula
18:34.3
of puppy-dog ay malinis.
18:36.7
Lovable, you know.
18:37.8
And then next month,
18:38.7
I'm shooting again a film.
18:40.0
Grateful ako na yung binibigay sa aking project ngayon.
18:43.1
Pating smoking ko.
18:45.8
Kasi I train twice a day
18:47.6
for martial arts,
18:50.3
and fight choreography.
18:52.5
And I need to be mentally,
18:54.7
physically prepared for this film.
18:56.5
And it's not just like an ordinary film.
18:59.1
This is produced by Netflix worldwide.
19:01.3
And I play an artistic character.
19:03.1
And I cannot mess that up
19:05.0
because maraming pupuna sa atin.
19:08.1
Kasi komplikadong topic yan.
19:10.1
That's why this movie is very dear,
19:12.0
very close to my heart.
19:13.1
So, Baron, kumusta ka as a dad?
19:15.6
I'm very loving, sweet.
19:17.4
I call my daughter every day,
19:19.0
even if I'm busy.
19:20.1
With my boys naman, kay Jamie,
19:24.2
When I correct them, malumanay ako eh.
19:26.9
Tsaka hindi ako masyadong matigas.
19:28.9
Hindi mo sinasabayan yung galit niya?
19:30.7
Hindi, hindi ko sinasabayan.
19:32.7
Tsaka mahilig ako magyakap ng anak.
19:34.8
I'd say good job,
19:35.9
but I would rather converse with them.
19:37.8
And then, out of the blue, yung 18-year-old namin
19:40.2
who's studying in Cebu Doctors,
19:42.2
I have a good relationship with him.
19:43.6
And kiss him sa cheeks and hug him.
19:45.6
You know, it's good enough na it means a lot.
19:48.3
Doon sa 10-year-old, nag-I love you.
19:50.2
And he says, I love you too.
19:51.5
He calls me daddy.
19:52.5
Me and my wife, we hit a point na
19:54.5
whenever we are in Cebu,
19:56.3
we need to go out and bond with the family.
20:00.0
Kahit sa swimming pool lang.
20:01.5
Sa wife ko naman, you know, being a father,
20:05.0
Happy-go-lucky ako before.
20:06.5
Now, parang ABS-CBN.
20:08.5
In the service, not of the Filipino,
20:10.8
but of my family.
20:12.2
Siyempre, nabanggit na rin ni Baron
20:14.2
na isa sa mga vision niya nung araw,
20:16.2
bukod sa pag-inom, ay pambababae.
20:18.2
But you only have one kid, no?
20:25.2
Not that I know of.
20:28.2
Ano mo, si Baron ano yan eh.
20:30.2
Madaling malaman kung ano sinungaling, di ba?
20:33.2
When I speak the truth, I speak the truth.
20:34.2
When I lie, I lie.
20:35.2
So, I have someone out there.
20:37.2
Pero for now, I have a kid out there.
20:40.2
But for now, I hope someday,
20:41.2
when things get better,
20:42.2
when things are okay,
20:43.2
we'll get to talk with her here.
20:46.2
Baka katabi ko na siya dito.
20:52.2
Ito naman, aware si Jamie
20:54.2
na meron kang isang kid.
20:56.2
Ikaw ba, pag nakikita mo yung anak mo sa iba,
20:59.2
parang you feel guilty na hindi ako kasama sa paglaki?
21:02.2
O hindi ka naging bahagi ng paglaki?
21:04.2
May yes or no dyan.
21:06.2
Kasi happy ako na lumaki siyang hindi niya naranasan
21:10.2
yung kapangitan ng ugali ko.
21:13.2
Pero lonely and sad because
21:15.2
I didn't get to hug her or see her grow up
21:18.2
or talk to her or play with her.
21:20.2
Pero, you know, I always believe in
21:22.2
everything happens for a reason.
21:24.2
Looking forward ka ba sa chance na mam-meet siya?
21:29.2
Nam-meet niya rin si Jamie.
21:31.2
Nagka-message kami.
21:33.2
Kasi noong 2016 and 17 nung namatay yung mami ko,
21:37.2
mag-isa na lang ako noon.
21:38.2
Pero before my mom passed away,
21:40.2
nating ako sa IG nung anak ko.
21:43.2
Hindi ko lang masabi na ako yung tatay.
21:45.2
Pero lagi ako nakaabang.
21:46.2
Tapos umiyak ako habang lango ako sa alak.
21:51.2
Kaya naka-relate ako kay Rustin sa Dollhouse.
21:54.2
Doon ako kong mugot.
21:55.2
Oo, doon ako kong mugot.
21:56.2
Talagang mahal kita.
21:57.2
Kasi ang huling beses ko siyang nakita.
21:59.2
Five or six years old siya.
22:01.2
Then, biglang dalaga na siya.
22:03.2
Naiyak ako nung nag-reach out siya sa'kin.
22:05.2
Pero hindi ko pinakita kong umiyak ako.
22:08.2
Parang nonchalant.
22:09.2
Kasi kinausap ako ng wife ko na,
22:11.2
Huwag kang creepy ha.
22:12.2
Ganoon na ako ng wife ko.
22:16.2
Sa first meeting namin,
22:20.2
May yakap ko rin.
22:22.2
Sino gumawa ng paraan para mag-meet kayo?
22:25.2
Kasi siya yung message ng message.
22:26.2
Then, niligawan ko.
22:29.2
Hanggat sa nag-develop na yung trust,
22:31.2
doon na ako umirit na,
22:34.2
Where can I visit you?
22:35.2
Come to the house.
22:36.2
I'll prepare lunch for you.
22:39.2
Can Mama Jamie come?
22:41.2
And nagdala ako ng cake.
22:42.2
Bumili ako ng kumpletong set
22:44.2
ng birthstone niya.
22:50.2
Sabi ko kay Jamie,
22:51.2
Jamie, dami ko ng utang sa anak ko.
22:52.2
Sige na, ito lang.
22:55.2
Maganda set siya na parang
22:56.2
pwede siyang heirloom in the future.
22:58.2
Pagdating ko doon,
22:59.2
may daladala akong dalawang cake.
23:01.2
Parang naligo ako.
23:02.2
Pero hindi yung masamang intention talagang.
23:04.2
Doon excited ako na binigay ko yung jewelry.
23:08.2
O, what an experience.
23:09.2
But, nagalit siya sa akin.
23:11.2
Sa mga nabalitaan niya,
23:12.2
hindi yung concerned siya last year.
23:15.2
Are you relapsing?
23:17.2
Tito Baron relapsing.
23:22.2
Yeah, don't worry.
23:25.2
Pero handa ka ba kung sakali na kung paano
23:28.2
pag gagalitan ka o tatalakan ka ng bata
23:32.2
maiintindihan ko?
23:33.2
Kasi wala ako noon.
23:36.2
Pinalaki siyang maayos na ako.
23:37.2
Ang mama at papa niya.
23:38.2
She's a very bright kid.
23:39.2
Hindi nagmana sa akin.
23:41.2
Anong tawag sa'yo?
23:42.2
Kinilig ako nung sa message.
23:48.2
Kinilig lang talaga.
23:50.2
Parang, parang sinagot ako.
23:53.2
So, siya yung panganay mo?
23:55.2
So, paano ka makakabawi kay Baguets?
24:00.2
Right now, ano lang.
24:04.2
I'm really taking my career seriously.
24:06.2
Focusing para makapag-evolve.
24:07.2
Para sa pang-college ni Tali.
24:09.2
Kailangan na-prepare ko na rin.
24:12.2
Yung pagmamature ba,
24:13.2
I never ever in my wildest dreams
24:16.2
na aabot ako sa ganitong posisyon o estado na
24:19.2
ang kinikita ko ay para saan ako?
24:21.2
Para sa future nila?
24:23.2
Wala nga akong nabibili para sa akin.
24:26.2
Si Jamie, wala rin.
24:27.2
Yung mga suit ko,
24:28.2
puro yan sponsored by.
24:30.2
So, grateful ako sa mga tumutulong sa amin.
24:32.2
I'm not yet there.
24:34.2
ang dami ko pang tatrabahogin.
24:37.2
each day I'm grateful kay God
24:39.2
na I get to do so many things.
24:41.2
So, I'm praying dumating sa point
24:43.2
na maging consistent talaga ako.
24:45.2
Mag-hit yung Dearly Beloved.
24:46.2
Please guys, support Dearly Beloved
24:48.2
this March 30 in theaters nationwide.
24:51.2
I'm praying for endorsements,
24:52.2
more endorsements to come.
24:54.2
Para makapag-ipon ako,
24:55.2
nakabili na ako ng bahay sa Cebu.
24:57.2
Out of my earnings sa Lemonyo.
24:59.2
Noon, akala ko nung 2016, 2017,
25:04.2
Noon, akala ko mamatay akong addict.
25:06.2
Akala ko mamatay akong addict.
25:08.2
alam mo, okay na ako dito.
25:10.2
sa delusion ko sa alcohol and drugs,
25:12.2
akala ko na abot ko na yung peak.
25:15.2
So sabi ko, pwede na akong umatay.
25:16.2
Nalo ako sa gawad buhay
25:18.2
dahil sa Entablado,
25:19.2
sa isang musical na ginawa namin sa CCP
25:21.2
sa tanghalang Pilipino.
25:23.2
Okay na, pwede na akong magpakamatay.
25:26.2
Actually, wala pa sa kalingkingan.
25:28.2
Ang blessed ko nga, hindi natuloy.
25:29.2
Yung pag-take ko ng
25:30.2
I Was About To Take My
25:34.2
ngayon kaka-bless lang sa akin ng walk of fame.
25:37.2
Tapos yung mga kasama ko sa upuan,
25:39.2
mga nirerespeto ko,
25:42.2
Atty. Gozun, Mr. M,
25:48.2
Ako lang yung artista doon.
25:49.2
Tapos for movies ka lang eh.
25:52.2
So I'm like, wow.
25:53.2
Lord, thank you for this wonderful surprise.
25:55.2
Siguro, if I just keep honoring you,
25:57.2
be faithful and abide sa will mo,
26:00.2
then there's more to come.
26:02.2
But of course, I'm not expecting
26:03.2
kasi pangit naman ng gano'n, di ba?
26:06.2
Transactional yung relationship ko kay God.
26:08.2
Hindi naman genie si God eh.
26:09.2
But if you are a faithful servant to Him,
26:12.2
one way or another,
26:13.2
He will, at His own perfect time,
26:15.2
really exalt you in due time.
26:17.2
Consistency is key lang.
26:18.2
So, Baron, palagay mo ba,
26:20.2
nung namatay ang nanay mo,
26:21.2
na ibigay mo sa kanya lang?
26:25.2
Alam mo, isang malaking pagsisisi ko yun na
26:27.2
never nakita ng mami ko
26:29.2
na successful na ako.
26:31.2
Na nakabili ako na sa iyong bahay.
26:33.2
Hindi na umiinom.
26:34.2
Trying his best to
26:35.2
be a good human being.
26:37.2
Hindi niya man lang nakilala yung apo niya,
26:41.2
So, ang saswerte ng mga kapatid ko
26:43.2
kasi naabutan ng lahat ng anak nila eh,
26:46.2
And nung time na may sakit si mami
26:49.2
twice ko lang siyang pinuntahan sa hospital
26:51.2
habang binadialysis siya.
26:53.2
I did not have the guts to go
26:55.2
because I was so afraid.
26:56.2
In my head, gumawa na ako ng
26:58.2
dun si mami sa room niya.
27:00.2
Alam kong nandyan siya.
27:01.2
Nandito lang ako sa room ko.
27:03.2
So, prepare ko sarili ko na
27:05.2
kapag nawala siya,
27:07.2
Pero nag-regret ako.
27:08.2
Kasi, I saw her die.
27:09.2
I saw my mom's pupils
27:11.2
die late right in front of me.
27:13.2
Ito yung times na I was really trying my best
27:16.2
To give it to her man lang
27:19.2
Mami, babalik ako.
27:22.2
She was very weak na nung point na to.
27:25.2
Tapos, paangat siya.
27:26.2
May gusto ko siya sabihin.
27:27.2
Tapos, umaangat siya.
27:28.2
Mami, what's that?
27:29.2
What are you trying to tell me?
27:30.2
Biglang, gubanon yung mata niya.
27:32.2
Biglang, dahan-dahan na siyang nahiga.
27:36.2
Doon yung mga kapatid kong babae.
27:38.2
Dahan-dahan nakita ko.
27:41.2
Doon na nabasag yung mundo ko.
27:43.2
For six months after my mom's death,
27:45.2
six months akong nakakulong sa kwarto ko
27:48.2
Hindi ako lumalabas.
27:49.2
Mga director ko na lang yung pumunta sa bahay.
27:52.2
Ang babayit ng mga director na to.
27:54.2
Mga kaibigan ko sa industry.
27:56.2
Ang daming alak doon.
27:57.2
Tapos, naka-bathrobe.
27:58.2
Minsan na ako maligo
28:02.2
kahit patay Mami ko,
28:03.2
pag naka-inom na ako,
28:04.2
parang totoo pala yung sa pelikula.
28:06.2
Yayakapin mo yung pillow.
28:08.2
Nandun yung scent ng Mami ko.
28:11.2
Yun na yung pagsisisi.
28:13.2
Naging delusional na.
28:14.2
One time, tinawagan na lang ako ni...
28:16.2
Siguro nalaman nila na
28:19.2
maliit lang ang mundo, di ba?
28:21.2
huy, sinababaliw na.
28:22.2
Tinawagan ako ng David Fabros.
28:24.2
Baron, go to CCP and audition.
28:29.2
Sabi ko, sige, trip lang to.
28:30.2
I want to get out of my house.
28:35.2
Parang hindi naligo.
28:40.2
Kuha ako, sabi ko, okay to ha.
28:44.2
Papaka-artist ako.
28:49.2
Highbrow ang mga nasa teatro.
28:50.2
Pag nagkakamali ako,
28:54.2
Ano ba kinakain ng Dory?
28:56.2
Nakakalimot ng linya.
28:58.2
Kaya nga si Dory, di ba?
28:59.2
Hindi niya alam kung saan siya pumunta.
29:01.2
Kasi walang laman ng butak.
29:03.2
So, ah, ganun ah.
29:04.2
Sige, papakita ko sa inyo.
29:06.2
Until, hindi pa rin.
29:07.2
Na-call out ako ni Sir Chris Maliado.
29:10.2
Baron, don't mess up my script.
29:12.2
Then, Chris Maliado goes,
29:14.2
with a smile, kaming dalawa,
29:15.2
pinatawag niya ako.
29:16.2
The next time you come in,
29:17.2
smelling like alcohol,
29:20.2
blah, blah, blah,
29:21.2
with your drunken stupor.
29:22.2
Alam mo yung matalino ang nanakot sa'yo?
29:24.2
Parang tagus sa butot, laman.
29:26.2
Napahiya ako, pare.
29:31.2
First time akong kinausap ng ganun ng tao.
29:34.2
Fetal position lang.
29:35.2
Maghapon, umiiyak ako.
29:37.2
Habang nagre-rehearse sila,
29:38.2
walang pakialam sa akin yung mga ano.
29:41.2
kumuha ako ng tao ng mga kapartner ko
29:43.2
to help me through my dialogue,
29:46.2
And hindi na akong minom sa rehearsal.
29:50.2
pre-move ko talaga.
29:52.2
And then, yung alternate ko,
29:53.2
yung nagsimula nung show,
29:55.2
ang sama na loob ko.
29:56.2
You're not ready yet,
29:57.2
sabi ni Director Chris.
29:58.2
Pagdating nung next week,
30:01.2
Nadagdagan ko ng mga nuances
30:04.2
ginulat ko talaga sila.
30:06.2
Kahit ako nagulat sa sarili ko na
30:07.2
pagkatapos na ang play,
30:10.2
Lapit sa akin si Sir Chris at saka si Sir Inicanor.
30:17.2
nakuha ko. Hindi ako pumalpak.
30:18.2
And then, ending.
30:19.2
Nakulong ako after.
30:22.2
Nasa rehabilitation ako.
30:24.2
Three months na ako dun.
30:25.2
And then, tinawagin ako ng Director Chris.
30:27.2
I'm going to accept your award
30:34.2
And then sabi niya,
30:36.2
If you're sober and you're good,
30:37.2
good things will happen.
30:38.2
I'll give you your award
30:40.2
when you get out.
30:41.2
Dito mo na nararamdaman, Baron,
30:43.2
na maraming naniniwala sa'yo.
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Maraming nagmamalasakit sa'yo
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at nagmamahal sa'yo.
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hindi mo yun sinasaya.
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Gusto ko rin magpasalamat kay Jamie
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true thick and thin nandyan siya
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Pagkausap ko yung misis mo,
30:57.2
wow, kung ibang babae to,
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Eh, yun ang ano ko ah.
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Gusto ko sabihin sa kanya,
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pero nakakabilib.
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Hindi ka kiniiwan.
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Lagi siyang nasa'yo.
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It's because of God's grace.
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We're meant to be.
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Me and Jamie's meant to be.
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We're fighting for each other
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and we will be fighting
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for many, many years to come.
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I could say like,
31:15.2
katabi ko matulog eh.
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I watch her sleeping.
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Lahat na mga kabanguhan namin,
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And I can't see myself with
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or I can't imagine myself
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So she's the one.
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She's God's best.
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Kasi if it weren't for Jamie,
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siguro naglulupasay pa rin ako dyan
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sa may Fridays or kung saan.
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Inom tayo pa rin!
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Ano ang maipapayon mo sa mga
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may pinagdadaanan din katulad mo?
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Or may mga besyo rin ng katulad mo
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na ikaw naman nalampasan mo siya
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and try all your best
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para hindi na maulit?
31:54.2
Kailangan lang gustuhin natin
31:58.2
Mismo man galing sa puso natin.
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Hindi yung magbabago tayo
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para sa taong mahal natin
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o idinikta sa atin.
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Naniniwala ako na yun
32:06.2
ang nag-work sa akin
32:07.2
nung na-hit ko yung rock bottom
32:09.2
na wala na akong mapupuntahan
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kundi abutin ang kamay ng Diyos.
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And there's always hope.
32:14.2
We're never alone.
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Narealize ko na marami palang
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nagmamahal sa akin.
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Akala ko yung mga nagsasabi sa akin
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na huy, magbago ka na.
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Akala ko makakaaway ko sila.
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Sila pala yung tunay na nagmamahal sa akin.
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Change comes from within.
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But with the help of people
32:31.2
who are struggling with
32:33.2
the same kind of disease.
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So, it's never too late to change.
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You could always talk to a friend
32:39.2
who can bring you to a recovery program.
32:42.2
Hindi nakakayang humihingi ng tulong.
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Hindi nakakayang lumapit
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at aminin sa sarili na
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mayroon talaga akong problema.
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And huwag natin antayin na
32:53.2
umabot sa point na
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it's either mabaliw tayo,
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totally mawalan ng taong
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At hindi ka maniniwala sa atin.
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At mag-give up ng lahat.
33:03.2
And wala sa edad yan.
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Noon, akala ko wala nang hope sa career ko.
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Kung kailan naging 41 ako.
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Tsaka ako nagkaroon ng hits.
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Kung kailan ako tumanda.
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Tsaka ako nagkaroon ng love story.
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Mga nakapilang projects na ako yung leading man.
33:18.2
So, kanya-kanyang pace yan.
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Huwag lang natin ikumpara ang sarili natin.
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Kasi the more na kinukumpara natin,
33:25.2
the more nandun yung jealousy,
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yung hatred natin sa sarili.
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So, hindi natin mahanap
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ang tunay nating pag-atao.
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Because recovery starts from
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acceptance, humility, and surrender.
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