LUIS LISTENS TO BARON GEISLER (I lost everything. Kinareer ko yun masamang bisyo.) | Luis Manzano
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Nag-guest ako sa show mo.
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Sabi ko, hindi ka ba alam? Usap tayo.
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Inupo mo ako doon.
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Tapos, we were talking about business.
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So, natouch ako doon.
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Hindi ko makakalimutan na
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out of all of these actors,
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naawa ka sa akin.
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Gusto mo akong tulungan.
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You were giving me a chance
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Bakit? Bakit mo ginawa?
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Definitely not because naawa ako sa iyo.
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I can sense the goodness in you.
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Sup, Louise Seners!
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Guest ko ngayon, nag-aaway kami.
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Mintagal talaga ko narin kilala ito.
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Maraming napagdaanan.
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And I'm very happy where he's at right now.
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Dahil marami tayong pag-uusapan.
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Brother Barron in the house.
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Barron Geister, welcome si Luis Lecense.
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Thank you, thank you so much.
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Nakakatakot magkamali ng tanong eh.
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Nagta-training ako lately ng Muay Thai eh.
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Uy, kamusta ka, bro?
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Teka lang, baka masasang panginoon pala ito.
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Dahil unang-una, congratulations. Fairly recent senior high.
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Ito kasi parang lahat ng eksena mo napaka-intense.
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And I think because that's talagang where you shine.
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That's where Barron talagang, Barron Geister really acts.
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Diba? So doon sa buong senior high, anong kamusta doing that project?
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Okay naman. Nakakadala yung character.
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Tua ako dahil ito yung first intelligent character na binigay sa akin.
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Kasi yung usual characters na binibigay sa akin,
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puro nasa ng sabaw.
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Ang tagal mong naka-intense ka, diba?
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Yung nagmo-motivate ka.
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Direk, ano yung linya ko?
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Yan ang pinagkitaan ko.
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Hindi. Alam mo, yung kwento niyan, wala sa script yan.
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So habang nag-shoot kami, kami nila, Direk Coco,
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sabi niya, oh, anong gusto mong lahat dito?
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Sabi ko, ha? Ikaw, anong gusto mong lahat?
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So gagawa kami ng mga sariling linya.
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And nag-work to the point na yung head writer namin tumawag sa akin,
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binigyan na ako ng lisensya para gumawa ng sariling linya.
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Artistic freedom.
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Artistic freedom. Basta nandun yung,
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lagyan mo lang ng Aguila, ganito-ganyan.
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Tsaka yung pangalan ni Coco, yung character niya.
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Ano kaya, lagyan natin ng ano to?
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Ba't lahat silang umakain ng sabaw? Ikaw, ikaw wala.
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So bahala ka na, baron.
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Tapos ulitin mo lang na three times yung nasa ng sabaw.
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And then it worked. Naging somewhat iconic.
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At hindi biro yan.
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For an artist na bigyan ng sabaw,
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for an artist na bigyan ng complete artistic freedom
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para umadlib o gumawa ng eksena,
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at gagawin mo lang yun sa isang artista
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talagang may tiwala ka sa pag-arte, sa kanyang genius.
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So how does it feel na ganun ang tiwala sa'yo ng industriya?
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Nakakatuwa kasi andun yung respeto, tiwala.
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Andun yung nakakapaglaro din ako bilang aktor.
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It makes me think.
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And that's my job eh.
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To think and to create my character.
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So mas lumalalim.
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Kaya siguro yung mga taong nanonood,
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mas na-dodraw sila, mas na-iinloved sila doon sa character.
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Anong proseso mo as an actor?
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Mixed. Dati I tried method pero nabaliw ako, bro.
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Isa ka lang yung method? Which project in particular?
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Yun ba yun? Yung mga na-issue ka recently?
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Yeah, parang feeling ko.
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Ang method is para sa ibang mga nanonood,
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ang method is parang sinasabuhay mo yung karakter mo.
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So may mga pagkakataon na pag uwi ko ng bahay,
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feeling ko ako pa rin si Robin Padilla.
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Parang nag-weirdohan yung mga tao sa akin.
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Pati yung mga tao sa set, diba?
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Narealize ko parang up, up, it's not working.
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I shouldn't take it way beyond sa dapat.
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Yung hangganan ng eksena.
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Hangganan ng eksena.
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Dapat may stop button.
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Pagdating may cut, cut.
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Nawala na hindi ko nakilala si Baron.
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Parang sinabuhay si Baron.
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Eventually, I learned a little bit from Meissner.
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Intellectualizing the scene.
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Separating Baron from the character.
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Hence, mas matinuna akong tignan ngayon, pare.
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Movies, TV shows, saan ka pinakana-challenge?
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Sa totoo lang, working with your mom sa anak, pare.
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Tignan ko lang kung respetohin ka ng anak mo.
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Actually, nakuusap ko si Ate Clau na nakasama ko.
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Sabi niya, isa din yung sa highlight and challenge ng buhay niya.
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So, kwento mo ako doon sa anak experience na yun.
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Sobrang natutuwa ako dahil I was only 16 years old.
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Tapos si Direk Rory Quintos pa yung director namin.
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So, bigatin. Star Cinema, big budget.
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Wala akong alam masyado sa acting.
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And sobrang ako yung taong starstruck ako minsan pag naglilinya yung mami mo.
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Na out of character ako dahil, alam mo yun, pinapanood ko lang sa lahat ng tao sa set.
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Nadadala sila sa acting ni Mami V.
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So, doon yung first time kong na-feel na hindi pala ganun.
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Kasi sobrang taas ng tingin ko sa mga artista noon eh.
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At hanggang ngayon naman, pero yung parang pakiramdam ko hindi ko sila maabot.
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Pero yung mami mo yung nag-reach out sa akin.
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Tapos kinikiss, mahilig yun.
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Malambing sobrang kinikiss ako.
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Language of love.
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Oo, ako naman parang feeling ko ang baho-baho ko po.
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Ang dami kong insecurities nung bata ako eh.
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But eventually, na-break naman yung ice.
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Yung mga payo na binibigay niya sa akin, hindi ko rin makakalimutan.
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Isipin mo ha, Baron Geisler na dala sa acting ni Mami V.
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You know, to be honest, bro.
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I want to work with her again.
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Ako dati naalala ko.
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Ako dati naalala ko si Mami yun.
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Lumayas ka, ganyan-ganyan, yung grades mo.
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Hindi pala pinapalayas na nila ako.
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Ang alam mo nag-workshop lang sa baba.
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Ang alam mo ate lang.
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Lumayas ka, yung grades mo, ganyan-ganyan.
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Ako naman yung woo!
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Galing me, galing.
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Galing mo sa eksena.
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Hindi, hindi ako naglaloko.
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Lumayas ka talaga.
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Bukod kay Mami, sino pa ang hinahangaan mong artista?
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Nakalagang 86 awards na yata ako.
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Si Ate Clau, I want to work with her again.
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Nakatrabaho ko na si Donna.
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Nakatrabaho ko na si Donna.
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But I would want to work with him again.
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This guy, si Alden.
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I want to work with Alden.
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I want to work with Jody Santamaria, pare.
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Pati yung Ilog days yan.
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I want to work with the Ilog group.
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Nagkakausap pa ba kayo?
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Kasi ano yan eh, yan yung hindi matatawaran na Sunday ba?
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After ASAP yan, di ba?
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After ASAP, nagkakausap pa ba ang Ilog group despite lahat kayo may mga kanya-kanyang...
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May chatroom ba kayo or something?
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Namatay na yung chatroom.
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Pero si Des, nakatrabaho ko.
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Naging asawa ko sa senior high.
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Okay yung relationship namin doon.
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Working relationship and friendship.
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Si Paolo, nakakausap ko pa rin.
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Si Patrick, nakakausap ko.
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Si Jody, noong nagkaroon tayo ng ball.
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Nagka-moment kami doon.
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Nagkakausap kami.
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Sabi ko, hey Jody, hopefully one day soon,
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I'll get to work with you.
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Kasi feeling ko, siya yung parang Vilma Santos of our generation.
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I actually agree.
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Parang ang galing, no?
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Parang lahat mula sa Ilog family, naging napagaling na mga artista.
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Ibig sabihin, iba yung training niyo noon?
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Training natin sa ABS, bro.
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Grabe, mag-shell out talaga ang talent center pa nga noon, Star Magic.
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Para lang i-workshop kami ng best of the best.
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Like si direct Eric Mati.
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Wow, direct Eric Mati.
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Miss Loris Guillen.
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Ang gumawa ng Oro Plata Mata.
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Lahat yan, lahat ng greats.
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Direct Beverly Vergel.
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So, wala kaming nilabas na pera.
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Pero ang ABS talaga, inilit kami na isabak sa mga different kinds of acting workshops or training.
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Ito sa lahat ng napakaraming, napakaraming talented ngayon.
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The learnings, it's easily available online.
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Diba, ngayon kung gusto mong matuto ng bagong language, kaya di ko lumabas ng banyo, matututo ka.
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Gusto mong matuto ng gumawa ng certain dishes, kaya sa kwarto ko lang, matututo ka.
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Sa July, may lalabas kami ni Piolo na movie sa Netflix.
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Brother Piolo, PJ Pascual.
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Wala akong pidalanggan.
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Bakit? May beef ba kayo?
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Alam ko mas gwapo ka doon.
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Nagkasuloy ng kandila.
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Sabihin na lang natin na gano'n.
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Itong beses ko nang nasabi to sa...
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Anak nang sasabihin na naman mayamang ako.
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Ganito na lang baron ha.
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Baka mapaaway tayo.
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Baka matest ang friendship natin.
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Ang friendship niyo.
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Nagkagulo sa ABS.
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Si Sir Carlo, Tita Cory, parang nagpa-survey sa empleyado.
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Huwag niyang nai-edit to.
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Kaya masira si Piolo dito.
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Kasi yung pinaka-gwapo.
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Pinaka may karisma sa ABS.
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Ang layo niyang pangalawa.
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Tapos, nung sinabi sa kanya...
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Napagbuhatan ko ng kamay si Piolo.
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Ano meron sa July kay Piolo?
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Meron kami yung movie na ginawa ni...
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Direk Brillante Mendoza.
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It's called Moro.
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With Direk Loris Guillen.
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Magkapatid kami ni Piolo.
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And most of my lines here are in Maguindanaon.
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Ina-sab-saba, nalimi ka, lati ka kaja, sami ka tataklan lupa.
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Two months akong nag-immer sa Dabao.
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At nagparihad na rin.
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Sinabarihan mo na rin.
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Sinabarihan mo na rin.
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Hindi kasi nag-relapse ako noon.
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Nag-nine months akong clean.
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I met my wife na...
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Noong time na yun, nung nag-relapse ako, sabi niya,
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Hey, matapang yung wife ko eh.
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And I think kailangan, not just because of you,
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pero kailangan na, feeling ko, our wives,
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kailangan maging matapang.
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Kasi tayo, minsan may tendency tayo na maging hard-headed.
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So, di ba, ang boys in general.
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So paminsan-minsan maganda na yung ating mga partner
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kaya tayong ilatigo.
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Di ba, paminsan-minsan.
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Kung ikaw hindi ka naging artista,
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ano ginagawa ni Baron ngayon?
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Obviously, you have a love for animals.
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Yung lawyer, paano napasok yun?
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This was before na medyo nagkakaroon ka ng mga encounters sa law, di ba?
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Yung kunwari, mati-TV ka.
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This is before that.
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This is a childhood dream.
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That was before. Childhood dream.
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Kasi yung sister ko sa Amerika, doctor.
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And then, yung isa, dentist.
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So, ako, I wanted to take up law.
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So, dahil sa family, di ba?
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Parang, oh, may doctor, may ganito.
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Gusto kong i-please yung parents ko.
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Kaya nga, sa totoo lang, nung nagsisimula ako,
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dalawa sakyan namin.
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Pero pinagbubusa ko ng nanay ko.
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Papuntang ang TV.
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Tsaka isang Pontiac na 1953.
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Malapit ng Pontiac.
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What was she trying to instill?
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I think my mom's smart enough to check and see if I'm really serious about
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Tinest niya kung decidido ba talaga ako.
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Initially ba, kontra sila?
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Kontra sila. Ayaw nila.
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Parang highbrow si mommy ang tingin niya sa mga models,
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tingin niya sa mga artista.
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Kasi, kung titignan mo, di ba?
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Pinush niya kami ni Donnie sa taekwondo.
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Pinush niya kami sa gymnastics.
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Kung ano-ano pang sports.
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Football, ganyan.
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Ang ginawa ko, 7 o'clock yung call time ko.
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Pampanga kami nakatira sa Villa Teresa.
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3 a.m. gising na ako.
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Ginigising kong mami ko.
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Mami, mami, mali-late ako, mali-late ako.
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I was about 12 years old.
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Kasi talagang manghang-mangha ako kung anong ginagawa ng mga tao sa TV.
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Bata pa lang ako, 5 years old.
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Napanood ko na yung Clockwork Orange.
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May bastos na eksena doon.
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Kasi, daddy ko, go back and forth sa Amerika.
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So, magdadala sa kompleto kami.
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So, kung anong pinapanood.
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Kung anong pinapanood ng mga tito ko.
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Yun din napapanoorin ko.
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Tapos, pag Sesame Street naman,
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O pag cartoons, natutuwa ako.
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So, gusto kong hawakan.
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Tapos, bubuksan ko yung TV.
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Feeling ko nga, under the spectrum ako eh.
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Kasi, pati yung mga G.I. Joe's ko,
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dinidirect ko sila, bro.
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So, kumbaga, gano'ng kabata pa lang,
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Hindi lang you knew,
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your affinity for the industry.
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I felt that I belonged
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Kasi for some people,
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they wait a lifetime.
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They search a lifetime
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to find that purpose na
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binigay ka agad sa'yo nung bata ka.
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Nung binigay, hindi ko naman kinari masyado.
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At least you found the spark.
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And it's never too late.
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Doon sa mga gusto mag-recover
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at gumanda yung buhay.
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It's never too late.
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kung kailan akong magpa-42,
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Leading man ako ngayon sa pelikula.
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isa ka sa mga laman ng balita.
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Balikan ko lang, ah,
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yung ibang mga napagdaanan mo sa buhay na
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yung isa pa lang sa mga napagdaanan mo sa buhay
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would be enough to make someone, you know, quit,
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or stop whatever they're doing.
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isa sa mga napagdaanan mo tama ba?
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Or twice yata, nasunog yung bahay niyo?
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Twice. How young were you nung nasunog yung bahay?
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Sabog ako nung nakalimutan.
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So, ibig sabihin, ano ka nun nun?
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So, medyo ba yun, ano ka na?
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You were an adult.
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Oh, you were an adult.
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Nasunog yung bahay.
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Everyone was safe naman?
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Everyone was safe.
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So, how did the family recover from that muna?
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Basta buhay lahat, okay.
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Naka-recover naman.
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Lumipat kami ng ibang village
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at magandang bahay pa rin.
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Pero after that, doon na.
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Doon nang slowly nag-decline na yung lahat.
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Yun din yung nasunog ulit?
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Ah, yung second house na nasunog.
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Tapos, doon na yung struggles.
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Naging, mas, naging depressed ako.
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Nag-experiment ka na?
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Nag-experiment na ako.
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Nawala na ako ng pag-asa.
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Mas kinareer ko yung mga masasamang bagay.
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Gusto ko yung kinareer yung masasamang bagay.
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Oo, kasi yung time yun,
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I was so jealous na parang,
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isa sa mga una sa tabing ilo na nagka-soap opera.
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Oo, yung Required to the Amour.
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Ako yung unang maraming movie sa amin.
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Biglang, I messed up.
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No, birthday surprise sa akin.
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Kasi, inaano na ako as a prime talent.
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So, nandun yung mga bossing,
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nandun lahat ng...
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Bida ka, in other words.
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Nandun lahat ng mga endorsements ko.
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Kaya ako, before that, nasa mall ako,
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I did some, you know, bad stuff.
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Surprise party ko yun.
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Pagdatingin ko doon, sila yung na-surprise.
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Hindi na akong makatayo.
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Tapos, rumuroyo na mata ko.
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And then, lahat parang na-pack up this party.
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Nawalan ako ng chances.
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Nawala yung plans nila sa akin.
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Yeah, and that was one of my biggest regrets.
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Kamusta igising mo kinabukasan?
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Kasi kung medyo basag-basag ka noon,
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syempre, wala ka pang realization noon.
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So, the next day...
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Nagbuka kang tanga sa harap nila.
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Oo. Bata pa ako noon.
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Feeling ko, ah, pagbibigyan nila ako.
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But, you know, I lost everything.
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I lost all those chances and deals.
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And then, after noon, yun na.
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Oo, si John Lloyd.
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Siya na yung nasa rom-com.
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Habang wala nang...
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Wala nang kumukuha sa akin.
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It was a struggle to get work.
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It was a struggle.
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Ayun, parang kinarew ko yung masamang bisyo.
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Until, may lumapit sa aking director noon.
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Sobrang love ko to.
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Sumalangit ang kaluluwa niya.
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Si director Xavier...
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Francis Xavier Pasion.
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So, pina-audition niya ako.
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Baron, tanggapin na natin.
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Hindi ka pa leading man material, no?
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Ibigay na natin yan kay Dandard.
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Sabi ko, sige po.
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Ang gawin ko na lang,
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i-hold mo mo yung acting mo.
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trinaming na ako.
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Mentor ko noon si
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the late Johnny Delgado.
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So, may baon na akong mga tools.
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Sabi ko, sige, hindi ako magiging big star.
18:24.6
If I'm gonna make it,
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I'll be the best character actor
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in the Philippines.
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And then, doon sa film namin,
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nag-shell out ako ng pera.
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Naging associate producer ako.
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Pumunta kami sa Venice Film Festival
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at kung saan-saan pa.
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And then, doon na ako na-in-love sa cinema.
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Doon ko na nakapag-explore na
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And na-in-love na ako sa acting ulit.
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Sa guwi may chance.
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Yan ang pinakamaganda na you fell in love.
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You didn't simply enjoy it.
18:55.6
You fell in love with the craft all over.
18:59.6
And then, lumaki ulo.
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Ang daming movies.
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Sabi ko, nakakalusot ako na...
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But you were still dabbling in a few things
19:10.6
while doing that?
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Or you tried din naman na...
19:12.6
I tried. I tried my best.
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But, you know, addiction is a mental disorder.
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Chronic relapsing mental disorder.
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And I was in denial.
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I was in total denial.
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No, this is normal.
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Mamatay akong alkoholik.
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Mamatay akong alkoholik.
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Nag-glamorize n'ya, di ba?
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Nag-glamorize n'ya, di ba?
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Pero nung tinitingnan ko yung mga pictures ko in the past,
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sabi ko, ang bako kong tignan.
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Pero, bakit ako pinatulan ng maraming magaganda babae?
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Tapos, natatandaan ko.
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Siguro naawa ka sa akin.
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Nag-guest ako sa show mo.
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Tapos, may event sa...
19:53.6
May event sa ELJ.
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Sabi ko, hali ka ba ro'ng usap tayo?
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Inupo mo ko doon.
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Tapos, we were talking about business.
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Ako naman, tanga ako noon eh.
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Wala akong alam sa business.
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Ang akin lang, mag-score ng chicks at saka party.
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Yun wala akong alam sa chicks.
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Yun ang wala akong alam.
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Yun, doon sa ano, mus-mus pa lang ako doon pagdating sa gano'n.
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So, natouch ako doon.
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Hindi ko makakalimutan na out of all of these actors,
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naawa ka sa akin.
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Gusto mo akong tulungan.
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Pero, hindi ako nag-follow through sa'yo.
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You were giving me a chance to turn anew.
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Bakit? Bakit mo ginawa?
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Definitely not because naawa ako sa'yo.
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But more of, I can sense the goodness in you.
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Awa kasi, siguro darating ang awa pag nakikita ko na wala ka na talagang magagawa.
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Doon ako maaawa sa'yo.
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If you were completely hopeless,
20:57.6
na God has given you so much,
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but you choose to look the other way,
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time and time again,
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doon ako maaawa sa'yo.
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But I knew what you wanted to do.
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And some people, iba-iba lang ang crosses na dala.
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Diba, whatever your cross to bear was ng time na yun,
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I respect and I acknowledged it.
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But I still had faith in your goodness.
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So, hindi awa yun.
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I had faith in you,
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your goodness and what you had to offer the industry
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and the people around you.
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Eto ang naiisip ko, nalala ko nung
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there was one time na pag bukas ko ng balita,
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napaaway ka sa QC.
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Without getting into details.
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Tapos sabi mo nga, there's one na pag lagi,
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pag binabanggit ang pangalan mo,
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ine-equate palagi yan to rehab.
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And I think to some degree,
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nag-glamorize ang rehab.
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Parang people think it's so cool.
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Iniisip nila, ay nari-ehab ako.
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Pare, asti, ganun-ganun.
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Ibig sabihin, ano ako?
21:56.6
Bad boy turned good boy.
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Anong hindi alam ng mga tao
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when it comes to entering rehab?
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Rehabilitation is a...
22:04.6
and recovery is a daily...
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Yes, a challenge.
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Pero I have to work on it.
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I have to do the legwork.
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I have to have a structure for me,
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not to go back to my old ways.
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kong-create yung mga bad habits ko.
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So it would take many years
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to create good ones.
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And slowly, slowly,
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nakakomplis ko yun because
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yung hardship ko sa rehab
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it's worse than jail.
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Yung feeling na nasa jail.
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Wala kang freedom.
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Pero ang pinakamagandang rehab
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na napuntahan ko sa Cebu is
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180 Degrees Rehabilitation Center.
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Meron doong looking in
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What is the cause of these resentments?
23:06.6
Saan ang gagaling yung addiction?
23:08.6
And merong psychological education
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na tinuturo sa amin doon.
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And it really helped me
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to understand myself,
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to love the ugly.
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Kasi the reason why
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Yeah, the reason why
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napabalik-balik ako sa kasamaan
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was because hindi ko pa rin ma-accept
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yung mga taong sinaktan ko,
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yung mga taong nakapanakit sa akin.
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And yung mga disgusting things na ginawa ko,
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parang ayokong i-face head-on.
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I-denial ako, sobra.
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Nung tinanggap ko sarili ko,
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Take it or leave it.
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And unti-unti kong nirespeto
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at minahal sa sarili ko,
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inalagaan ko sa sarili ko,
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nag-follow na lahat.
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From vertical to God,
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yung pakikisama sa mga tao.
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At hindi plastic yung pakikisama.
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We're built to have this fellowship.
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Yun yung sinasabi mo na ano,
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yung napuntahan mo sa Cebu.
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Yun yung sinasabi mo na
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pinakamagandang myth siya
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To see the battle that we're talking to right now.
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Yun yung pinaka-turning point mo.
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may mga lapses ako, bro.
24:22.6
May mga blind spots.
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I'm not saying that,
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hey, I'm perfect.
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Pero ang kagandahan dito,
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I stumble forward.
24:31.6
So, there's always hope.
24:33.6
And diba sabi nga nila,
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Pacquiao or yung mga boxers,
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if you get knocked out,
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tayo ka seven times, ten times.
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And by God's grace,
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Andito pa rin ako.
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And I have no complaints in life.
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So ngayon mas sineseryoso ko.
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Hindi yung pagkatao ko.
24:56.6
Hindi yung barang yung artist.
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Sineseryoso ko yung relationships
25:03.6
And yung relationships na totoo.
25:06.6
Na may nakukuha akong wisdom sa mga taong do.
25:09.6
Dati kasi feeling ko,
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kapag pinagsasabihan ako,
25:15.6
Pero now naiintindihan ko,
25:16.6
pag pinagsasabihan ako,
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ah mahal pala ako dito.
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Especially my wife.
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Doon ako pupunta.
25:21.6
Kamusta si Baron as a family man?
25:22.6
How was that for you
25:23.6
considering everything you've done?
25:25.6
you're blessed with such a beautiful family.
25:28.6
I make it a point to
25:29.6
video call her three times a day.
25:30.6
I'm a very loving guy.
25:31.6
I'm a very loving person.
25:32.6
I'm a very loving person.
25:33.6
I'm a very loving person.
25:34.6
I'm a very loving person.
25:35.6
I'm a very loving person.
25:36.6
I'm a very loving person.
25:37.6
I'm a very loving person.
25:38.6
I'm a very loving person.
25:39.6
Video call her three times a day.
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I'm a very loving guy.
25:44.6
I'm like your mom eh.
25:45.6
Yun yung love language ko eh.
25:48.6
Aside from gifts na binibigay ko,
25:50.6
sa salita at sa yakap.
25:53.6
Even my 18-year-old,
25:54.6
yung anak ni Jamie,
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I got to kiss him sa cheeks.
25:57.6
And then yung 10-year-old ko,
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tinatawag akong daddy.
25:59.6
Tapos he's proud of me.
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Nag-aaral siya sa Ateneo, Cebu.
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my dad can beat you up
26:06.6
sa mga classmates niya.
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Sabi ko, don't say that.
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My dad's still looking for the sabaw.
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I saw the most sincere happiness in your eyes
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when you spoke about your kids.
26:21.6
And yeah, I love them, bro.
26:23.6
They are the reason why I'm
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continuously working the steps and the program.
26:29.6
Sila yung inspiration ko.
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It's just not like,
26:32.6
okay, may project ako.
26:34.6
Yun ang i-judge ko.
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Ngayon, it's work.
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tangible na yung inspiration mo.
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Yung work ko is just
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to supply the needs of my family
26:48.6
kasi sila yung mas importante.
26:50.6
So it's God first,
26:56.6
at pag na-ayos ko yan,
26:57.6
nababless ako ni God
26:59.6
with other things like
27:03.6
And speaking of work,
27:04.6
nandiyan ng Dearly Beloved.
27:06.6
Anong aabangan natin diyan?
27:07.6
Si Aa, nakausap ko na rin.
27:08.6
And she's very excited sa project niyan.
27:10.6
Ikaw naman as an actor,
27:11.6
anong pakirandam doing this project?
27:13.6
Una-una, grateful ako sa
27:16.6
for giving me this opportunity
27:18.6
to play a lead role na
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the perfect husband,
27:27.6
the ideal employee,
27:29.6
and intelligent pa na character.
27:32.6
Tapos, mainstream film pa to.
27:34.6
Gaya ng sinabi ko,
27:35.6
kung kailan ako tumanda, diba?
27:37.6
nagkakaroon ng really good projects.
27:40.6
So, yung sa Dearly,
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I had a blast working with Christine,
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Sobrang close kami ni direct Marla.
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Siya yung nag-direct ng Dollhouse.
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I'm just praying na
27:54.6
maging successful siya.
27:56.6
It's coming out now.
28:02.6
I'm sure hindi masayang yung pera at oras ninyo.
28:05.6
Para sa akin personally,
28:12.6
Nag-dubbing na kasi ako.
28:14.6
So, I saw the rushes.
28:17.6
Mas maganda to sa dollhouse.
28:22.6
Nandun yung tungkol sa blended families.
28:25.6
So, maraming makaka-relate eh.
28:27.6
Hindi lang yung mag-asawa.
28:34.6
Even the kids would enjoy this movie.
28:38.6
whether nag-usap tayo,
28:40.6
for the movie or not,
28:41.6
having this conversation,
28:43.6
gusto ko na sabihin to,
28:44.6
isa sa mga simple joys ko
28:46.6
we know how toxic
28:47.6
social media can be.
28:49.6
It's actually more toxic than possible.
28:51.6
Pero isa sa mga napapangiti ako sa social media
28:56.6
pag nagda-live si Baron
29:02.6
Hindi yung, ay, live si Baron.
29:05.6
I leave comments.
29:07.6
Because nakikita ko
29:08.6
when you're training.
29:11.6
it's the new Baron na nakikita ko.
29:13.6
It's the Baron that
29:15.6
prioritizes himself,
29:18.6
because he has so much love
29:20.6
for the people around him,
29:21.6
including God, of course.
29:23.6
I stop and I watch
29:25.6
because I appreciate
29:26.6
what you want to do
29:28.6
I am very, very proud of you.
29:31.6
Matagal ko na ginagawa ang Luis Descence.
29:34.6
There are some interviews
29:38.6
There are some interviews
29:41.6
There are some interviews na
29:48.6
Super, super, brother.
29:49.6
And I'm actually happy for you, bro.
29:51.6
Anong gusto mong sabihin na lang?
29:52.6
Last na lang before we end.
29:55.6
on the path that you were on before,
29:57.6
anong gusto mong sabihin sa kanila?
29:59.6
I think kasi if someone's gonna speak about it,
30:01.6
if someone's gonna be a beacon of hope
30:05.6
there's something positive
30:06.6
at the end of the tunnel,
30:08.6
I really can't speak for them.
30:11.6
I'll speak for myself na
30:13.6
when I got so tired
30:15.6
and hit rock bottom,
30:18.6
enough is enough.
30:22.6
I wanted to change.
30:23.6
Pero kahit na ano mangyari
30:25.6
kung hindi ko gugustuhin
30:29.6
walang mangyari kahit pilitin ko,
30:32.6
kasi hindi siya totoo eh.
30:35.6
But if I seek help,
30:41.6
hindi siya ganun kadali.
30:43.6
Pero there's always hope.
30:44.6
And never give up.
30:48.6
it's part of the process.
30:49.6
The best is yet to come.
30:55.6
Thank you, brother.
30:57.6
I'm very, very happy
30:58.6
and proud of you.
31:00.6
Sa lahat ng mga nanonood,
31:02.6
like, share, subscribe,
31:07.6
So thank you for watching, guys.
31:08.6
Brother, thank you.
31:34.6
Hindi pa pwedeng baron.
31:36.6
Kaya nung nakita ko po kayo,
31:40.6
Ang loob ka rin ba?
31:45.6
Okay, good, good.
31:46.6
Hindi nakita ngayon lang
31:48.6
kung ma-mickey sir po.
31:50.6
may isa akong natutunan
31:55.6
pulay yung brief mo ah.
32:00.6
superhero ako eh.
32:04.6
may racket ako mamaya gabi sa
32:08.6
kung wala ang peso,
32:09.6
wala ang milyon, pre.
