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Never ako nagalit kay Lord.
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Ang tinanong ko lang sa Kanya is,
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ano yung purpose mo dito, Lord?
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Kasi naniniwala ako na may plano ka
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and your plan is not to harm me.
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I think that's the beauty of having Jesus as our God,
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na hindi Siya yung tipo na kailangan,
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perfect ka pagdating mo sa akin.
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Hindi, actually, come as you are.
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Are you imperfect?
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Come here, I will perfect you with my love.
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And that's what I really loved about just getting to know God.
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Kasi, ah, hindi ko pala kailangan magmalinis
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bago ko lumapit sa Diyos.
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Doon ako nausap ni God na parang,
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feeling mo kasi ikaw yung teacher.
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You're the tax collector.
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When He talks to you, talaga iba.
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Doon yung pinakita sa akin na you got to this point
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because of your life choices that were not clean.
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It was very hard to take, very painful.
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Pero what's nice when God talks to you,
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it's painful, pero magaat.
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One time, may tumawag sa akin,
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taga rito sa Pilipinas.
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Hindi niya ako kilala.
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Nakita niya lang daw sa Facebook,
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may message niya ako, Brad, taga CCF ako.
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Naalala lang kita, gusto kita ipag-pray.
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Nung nabasa ko yung message niya,
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iyak ako nang iyak sa CR.
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Yung panahon na yun, yung down na down ako,
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yung pinaka saving grace ko,
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yung pag-uusap namin,
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para ako nakakita ng pag-asa,
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Lord, ito ulit.
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Sabi ko, Lord, ayoko na mag-artista.
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Ibibigay ko na sa'yo pati pag-artista.
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Pero may iyak ako.
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Lord, ayoko nang unahin yung sarili ko.
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Ayoko nang unahin.
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Gusto ko.
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Sabi ko, Lord, kung ano yung balak mo sa buhay ko,
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gamitin mo na ako.
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Ito na yun.
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Paano mo nanganap si Lord sa kumumang?
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Nagbibigay sila ng Bible.
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Tapos bigla siya nagsalita,
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kasi mabilis lang.
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Bawal kasing silang magtagal doon.
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So sabi niya,
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si Lord, pinatawad na kayo.
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Basta magsisilang kayo.
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Ang galing, no?
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Parang habang nakikinig ako sa iyo,
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na-realize ko,
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kung kailan ka nakulong,
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doon ka naman pinalaya ni God.
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God,
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God has never forsaken me.
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Wala akong ginawa buong buhay ko,
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kundi sumamba ng lalaki.
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Unang asawa,
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ikalawang asawa,
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ikatlo.
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Ang feeling ko, Savior ko.
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Ito yung tunay mong Savior.
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Sabi ko nga eh,
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kung hindi ko nakakilala ang Panginoon,
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dalawa lang ang pwede kong puntahan eh.
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Lupa at saka muntin lupa.
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Kung hindi ako patay,
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nakakulong ako.
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Hindi ko na makita din yung sarili ko,
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naggagawa pa ng ibang bagay,
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maliban sa gawin,
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yung nais ng Diyos na gawin ko
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para sa ibang tao.
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Lord,
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pahinga naman.
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22 years na,
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bugbog na bugbog na ako.
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Ang puso mo.
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Ang galing niya, no?
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Sabi niya,
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lingon ka anak,
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may black book ka dyan,
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ba't di ka sumulat?
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Chinese of 100,
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so walang God, di ba?
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But that moment,
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I felt something.
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It's the inner voice.
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It's the inner voice.
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November 5,
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sumabog yung video,
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pero November 6,
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nakaschedule ka talagang
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pumunta sa bahay ka.
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Oo, parin sakin,
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oo, gusto ko silang makita.
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Tapos parang siguro,
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way na rin yun ni Lord
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na parang nasabi niya na
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dadalhin kita,
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wag ka mag-alala,
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dadalhin kita dun sa lugar
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na ma-fulfill mo na yung problema
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yung sobrang liit lang.
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In one of my prayers,
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God spoke to me and God said,
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what will you deny?
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What self will you deny?
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Wala ka pang self.
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Let me heal you.
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Let me heal you.
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Let me heal your brokenness.
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Let me teach you
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how to love yourself.
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Tapos yung sinabi ng Panginoon sa akin,
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napakaliwanag,
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yung mahal kita.
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Mahalin mo rin sarili mo.
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The day before I committed suicide,
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I was reading this passage that said,
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be of sober spirit.
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The devil prowls around
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like a roaring lion
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seeking someone to devour.
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Nung nabasa ko yung verse na yun,
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tinigil ko yung quiet time ko.
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Sabi ko,
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ah, totoo nga.
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Sobra kong down na down ako.
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Sabi ko,
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ayan na, Lord,
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binibigay mo na ako sa devil.
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Wala na, na-depress na ako.
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Sana tinawid ko.
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Kasi sa susunod na verse,
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pinangako si Jesus Christ doon eh.
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Sinabi,
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but I will hold you.
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I will support you.
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Ganon.
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What keeps you together
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for 11 years?
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Alam, hindi secret eh.
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Si God lang talaga eh.
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Alam mo, na-imagine ko yung buhay ko nga eh.
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Kung wala si God.
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Wala eh.
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Kung hindi na kami umabot ng isang taon.
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When you know better,
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you will do better.
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So what do you know now
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that you didn't know before?
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Love.
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Saan mo nahanap yung love?
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Kay God.