28 Year-Old HEALTHY Woman, Nagpa-Schedule Ng Sariling Kamatayan Dahil sa Depression
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she looks like she's having a good life.
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But gusto nyo nang mamatay at nagpa-schedule nga siya for assisted suicide next month dahil siya ay depressed.
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Okay, so I think there's a lot of things na pwedeng pag-usapan dito sa mundo na ito.
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And these are like problems na hindi familiar dito sa Pilipinas.
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Okay, kasi yung depression.
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Although madami na rin depressed dito, it's not really a thing na pinaprioritize.
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Although there have been efforts to tackle it until now, in the past and until now.
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And I agree that it should be taken seriously.
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Dito sa podcast sa TPKP, madami ng mga guests dito ang nakausap ko about it who are suffering from depression.
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And they are highly depressed.
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Intelligent, very talented people.
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Artists, intellectuals, writers, musicians.
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Kumbaga, it is very hard for people who has never experienced depression to even imagine kung ano yung nararamdaman nila.
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Merong isang nakausap ako dito.
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Pagsinisingga, pagpumitik yung bulate ng depression sa kanya, ng anxiety.
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Naglalakad siya sa kalsada, makakakita siya ng tulay.
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Kasi mahilig maglakad yun eh.
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Perfectly well, healthy, abled body, brilliant musician.
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Tapos mapapadaan siya sa tulay.
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Tapos all of a sudden, mapapatigil siya.
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Seriously thinking about jumping off the bridge.
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And these conditions, yung mga tunay, of course, mayroon din mga nag-iinerte lang.
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I think legit din naman yun.
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Kasi mayroon mga taong, for lack of a better word, nag-iinerte lang.
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Pero mayroon din talaga na legitimately mayroong maling nangyayari sa mental health nila.
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Enough for them to jump off a building, kumbaga blow their heads off, or magbikte.
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Okay, so it is a real thing.
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But, balikan natin ito.
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Puntahan natin yung article.
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Okay, so that we'll find out more about this woman.
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Kasi ibang usapan to eh.
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Ibang usapan to eh.
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Parang, okay, depressed siya.
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But, the question here is, legitimate reason ba yun?
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Para pabayaan mong magpakamatay na lang siya and just give up on life.
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This woman is from the Netherlands.
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And the Netherlands is one of the most,
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the most progressive leftist country na, well, at least madami silang leftist values dun,
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that allowed euthanasia to be legalized.
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Back then, naalala ko two or three decades ago,
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na-legalize yung euthanasia sa, dyan, sa Netherlands.
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Pero, those were reserved only for people who are,
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really, terminally ill already.
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Kumbaga, yung mga mamamatay na, yung mga sobrang tanda na, diba?
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Yung mga may cancer na talagang nagdudusa na lang
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who had been diagnosed to have no more hope, basically.
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Kumbaga, exhausted na lahat and it is inevitable for that person to die soon.
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And you just want to stop prolonging.
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The agony ng pagkakaratay nila sa sakit.
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Or, let's say, brain dead ka na.
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Or, you are just living because you are hooked up to a machine
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and pag in-unplug mo yung machine na yun, mamatay ka na rin.
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Diba? So, those are the things na pinapayagan lang para may euthanize ka.
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Basically, ang gagawin nun, merong medical professional na dadating,
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tapos, tuturukan ka.
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Pampatulog muna yun eh.
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Parang sa ano yun eh.
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Pag yung magpapaput down ka ng mga dogs, ganyan, or cats,
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pag may sakit yung mga alaga mo, diba?
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Tapos, papayuthanize mo na lang.
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Gagawin nila din yun sa mga tao.
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So, papatulogin muna, tapos pagtulog na,
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tsaka, sasaksak yung drug to stop the heartbeat.
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So, mamatay ka na after nun.
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Okay, so yun yung euthanasia.
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Okay, so yun yung euthanasia.
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Gawa din yata yan dun sa, I think, if I'm not mistaken,
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it's the same process that was used to execute yung,
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Basta, merong rapist na in-execute dati nung 90s.
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And, ganun din ang ginawa.
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So, itong si babae na ito,
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balikan natin siya.
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Okay, the free press.
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I'm 28 and I'm scheduled to die in,
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Some right to do,
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some right to die activist.
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So, right to die activist.
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Kung mga karapatan kong piliin,
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kung kailan ko gustong mamatay,
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despite everything else.
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May mga activist na ganun.
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So, may mga aktivista na lumalaban
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para sa patas na sahod.
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Para sa karapatan ng mga kababaihan.
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Eto, pinaglalaban nila ang karapatan na mamatay
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kung kailan nila gusto.
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So, some right to die activist
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want everyone to have access to euthanasia.
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Even young people with mental illness.
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I hope you can participate in this discussion
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dun sa mga makakapanood na ito.
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I know this channel reaches only a few people
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compared to other channels.
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But, these are really the things that I want to talk about.
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And, if you've been following this channel,
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you know that ito talaga yung mga trip kong pag-uusap.
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Kahit dun sa Sausawan Podcast,
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ganito pa rin yung mga trip ko talaga.
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And, sometimes hindi namin naisisingit dun yung mga ganito.
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Actually, medyo matagal na ito.
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Hindi ko lang maisingit dun sa mga usapan namin dun
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kasi ang mga usapan sa Sausawan Podcast
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gets way out of hand every time.
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So, dito gawin natin dito sa TPKP ito.
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So, itong si Zoria,
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What I wanted to say is
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kung ano man yung reaction nyo or thoughts nyo about this story or my reactions,
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just I encourage you to comment your thoughts, okay?
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Sabihin nyo kung ano yung naiisip nyo para magkaroon ng discussion.
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Kasi, I think these are profound topics na
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hindi papansinin nung mga sikat na vloggers na pina-follow.
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Nung karamihan, diba?
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Tingin mo ba tatakil nina Rendon Labador to?
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Diba? Tingin mo ba pag-uusapan nina sino ba yan?
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Mga kahit sina Paulo.
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Hindi ko alam sino pa.
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Kasi hindi naman viral to eh.
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They might be interested.
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But, since it's not viral,
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very low ang probability na pag-uusapan nila to.
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Eh, ako kasi wala akong pakialam kung viral o hindi.
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yung interest ko was piqued.
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Okay sa akin yan.
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And, although this story was viral naman to,
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hindi nga lang dito sa atin.
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It's been viral in the US and Europe.
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But, dito sa atin, hindi.
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And, I wanted to share these stories from around the world
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to dito sa mga audience na Pilipino.
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So, basayan natin ulit.
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O, ito yung pangalan niya.
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Siya, Zoraya Terbik.
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Expects to be euthanized in early May.
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So, she has around one month, more or less, to live.
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Kung matutuloy yung kanyang euthanasia.
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Her plan, she said, is to be cremated.
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I did not want to burden my partner with having to keep the grave tidy.
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We have not picked up an urn yet, but that will be my new house.
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Ang quirky pa ng pagkakwento niya eh.
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Parang, it's like shopping for new furniture.
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It's gonna be, it will be my new house.
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Parang bahay, di ba?
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It's, she tries to make it as light as possible by the way she is talking about it.
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Terbik, who lives in a little Dutch town near the German border,
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her aunts had a...
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...to become a psychiatrist.
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But she was never able to muster the will to finish school or start a career.
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She said she was hobbled by her depression and autism and borderline personality disorder.
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She was tired of...
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Now, she was tired of living.
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Despite, she said, being in love with her boyfriend,
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a 40-year-old IT programmer,
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and living in a nice house with their two cats.
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this woman is living a very nice life.
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All things considered.
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And especially, dito.
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For sure, millions of Filipinos would envy yung katatayuan ng babaeng ito sa buhay.
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At 28 years old, physically, she is very healthy.
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She is beautiful.
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Yung bahay niya dito.
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She doesn't look like she's poor.
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Yung kanyang ano, parang...
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Ano bang tela to?
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Itong blanket niya.
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But, I'm not saying she's ultra-wealthy or something.
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Or that being wealthy is a gauge.
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But, my point is,
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this is a life that most Filipinos could only dream of.
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And that is not enough for her.
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May jowa pa siya.
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So, you could just wonder why.
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Why would you choose to die sa gayitong posisyon ng buhay mo?
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And that, also, if she is choosing to die,
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why would anyone condone that?
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And not stop her?
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Why would the government basically just treat her as a dispensable item?
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As if she has no value.
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Yung mga right-to-die activist,
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there's a thing kasi dun sa mga woke,
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yung my body, my choice.
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The idea na ikaw ang may nagmamay-ari ng katawan mo.
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bahala ka kung anong gusto mong gawin sa katawan mo.
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So, kung gusto kong magpatatok, di ba?
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Kung gusto kong magpa-piercing,
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Actually, linya yan.
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Dun sa mga pro-abortion.
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Kung gusto kong ipa-abort yung katawan ko,
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dahil yung babae ang may katawan,
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hindi katawan nung fetus yung katawan niya,
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wala kayong pakialam.
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Kasi katawan ko to eh.
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Gagawin ko kung ano ang gusto kong gawin sa katawan ko.
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So, abortion, that is a different topic.
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Ma-derail tayo if we go there.
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But, dito muna...
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But for me, dito sa...
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In case of the right to die,
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I think that is even worse than abortion.
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This is my body, my choice.
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To the extremist.
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I don't know if there's anything more extreme than this.
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So, right now, may condition pang kailangan eh.
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Well, I suppose if you want to die, any form of wanting to die, I think, would be a form
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of mental illness eh.
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Kasi that thinking goes against the laws of nature, of the laws of self-preservation.
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Everything or yung default stance ng mga creatures sa mundo wants to live, wants to reproduce,
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Kung baga, dumami sila.
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Yun ang mabuhay sila hanggat kaya nila.
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Survival of the fittest.
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And nature is very harsh on this.
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Na talagang magpapatayan sila para mag-survive.
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And going against that, choosing to end your own life goes against everything, the laws
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So, that is why, logically speaking, I think, hindi talaga normal na gusto mong tapusin yung
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Especially, if you are fully intact, fully healthy.
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And, sure, meron kang mental illness.
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And mental illness is actually curable.
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Hindi naman terminal yung ano eh.
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And yung anxiety, there's medication for it.
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There's support from your peers, from your family.
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And you can also find religion if that would help you.
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If you are a believer.
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There's plenty of things to help you alleviate that burden na nakapatong sa'yo because of
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your mental health.
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And to just give up.
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And then, everybody else, including your family, your friends, and even the government, give
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up on you as well.
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Is it acceptable?
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Well, in the Netherlands, it is already acceptable.
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Meron silang mga euthanasia laws.
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And, eto, legislated na sa kanila yun.
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Legalization of euthanasia.
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And assisted suicide in the Netherlands.
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And may mga ano dyan eh.
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Eto, kasama dito.
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People who are tired of living.
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In October 2016, the Dutch government tabled a draft bill intended to allow for new legal
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guidelines for assisted suicide for the elderly.
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Even if they are not suffering, pleading that they have fulfilled or completed their
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Eto ka, pang elderly lang eh.
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Eto, I don't know.
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I suppose, based on this article, walang problema sa batas itong gagawin niya eh.
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This is fully sanctioned by the Dutch government.
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And then, may mga kwento pa siya dito making light of the situation.
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Parang it's just a cute thing that would happen to her.
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Parang lang siyang nagva-vlog.
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The libertarian in me.
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The libertarian in me gets the idea, diba?
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Na parang okay, kasi ano mo yan eh.
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Kasi libertarian nga ako eh.
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So, kumbaga yung mga choices mo, like let's say tattoos.
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Wala akong pake alam kung anong gusto mong gawin yan.
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Kahit magpatatoo ka pa nung logo nung, ano yun, nung taragis.
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Kung yun ang gusto mo, as long as hindi ka pinwersa.
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Basta may full consent ka, bahala ka.
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At saka walang ibang madadamay kundi ikaw.
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Pero dito kasi it's an extreme.
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It's really extreme.
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And the thing is, if you allow this, what kind of message are you going to send other young people
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who are suffering the same fate?
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If you are depressed and you are thinking of jumping off a building and then you see this,
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Ikita mo, eh, okay lang pala, diba?
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This is, kumbaga parang, it's empowering for them to choose death over perseverance.
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And I think that is the real underlying issue dito.
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Kasi this woman, hindi naman nangyayari ito dun sa mga matanda dati.
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Or siguro, I don't know.
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Maybe hindi, wala palang social media nun, diba?
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Probably, meron na rin, madami na rin nakaano dyan.
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May mga ila na naisipan to.
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But probably very rare yung talagang gagawin nila.
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I don't know, yung iba kasi nag-suicide na talaga, diba?
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Especially, imagine having this in Japan, diba?
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One of the, if not the highest suicide rate on the planet, na bansa.
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And I don't know, what kind of message are you sending?
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One, young people who have grown to be helpless.
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Kasi I think one part of this, of course, I don't know her personally, no?
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Pero she could have been a sheltered kid na I don't know kung ano yung nangyayari sa pamilya niya.
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Kasi hindi daw siya ganun ka-close sa parents niya, eh.
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Nakalagay dito sa article.
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You can just read this.
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So, yung relationships niya, hindi okay.
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And she feels na hindi siya ganun ka-importante.
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Yun yung things about her upon reading this article.
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Kasi kahit nga yung funeral, ayaw niya yung funeral ceremony.
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Kasi feeling niya walang pupunta, diba?
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That her friends would not bother going to her funeral.
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That's how insignificant she feels.
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And, kumbaga, I think that can be communicated, eh.
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That can be communicated to her.
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And her friends could at least, parang, hey, that's not true.
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Pwede lang tawagan.
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I'm hoping that there were some of her friends who did that.
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Na parang, hey, that's not true.
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Don't think of yourself as insignificant.
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Although, hindi ka namin.
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Kumbaga, mahal pa rin kita.
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Na kaibigan kita, eh.
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Most of my best friends, I have never seen in years.
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Ilang taong ko lang di nakikita.
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Pero, I still consider them as friends that I love dearly.
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And, I'm sure, ganun din yung friends niya sa kanya.
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And, she with her friends as well.
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sa mental illness niya,
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she thinks differently.
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And, she thinks that even her death would not be enough for her friends to bother with her.
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Which is very sad.
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So, probably, her relationships are not in good order.
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But, again, that is very fixable.
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Of course, it would not be easy.
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I'm not saying it could be easily fixed.
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I'm not saying there is a pill na pwedeng inumin mo lang ng isang gamot tapos maayos lahat ng problema sa buhay mo.
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It will take effort from you.
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kasi, maybe, nagkaroon kayo ng falling apart nung mga kaibigan mo, nung pamilya mo.
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And, you would need to communicate with them.
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Tapos, magbababa ka ng pride.
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O kaya, magbababa sila ng pride.
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Or, magkaroon kayo ng effort to fix whatever nagusot na nangyari sa inyo together.
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And, that is hard to do.
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But, that is not impossible.
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And, if you, you can only fix that if you have the fortitude.
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Kung meron kang lakas ng loob na, one, magpakumbaba.
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Kung ikaw yung kailangan magpakumbaba.
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Or, kailangan to even admit.
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Na may problema kayo.
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Na meron kang insecurity about this person.
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About your mom, your dad.
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Or, to confront them.
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Dun sa mga hinanakit mo sa buhay sa kanila.
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I, I think this woman does not have that.
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And, I think you can, that is something that you can teach her.
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But then again, itong sinabi nung, nung kanyang ano, nung kanyang therapist.
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So, she recalled, she recalled her sidekick.
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The psychiatrist telling her that they had tried everything.
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That there's nothing more we can do for you.
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It's never gonna get any better.
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So, I don't know what kind of personality this woman has.
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How, kung gaano siya ka-open para makapag-usap.
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Can you still talk to her?
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Kasi based on, on this photo, she looks okay.
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But, you'll never know.
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Yung mga disorders niya can really go out of hand.
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Tapos, nagwawala pala siya.
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May mga bipolar kasi na ganun.
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Talagang ang hirap kausapin eh.
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And, yung kasing thing with mental illness,
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it doesn't only affect you.
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Dun sa, kumbaga, yung may anxiety.
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At saka yung mga nakaka, yung mga suicidal thoughts.
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And, it doesn't only affect your daily life.
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It also affects the people around you.
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Especially, those who are, those who are,
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those people whom you have relationships with.
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Kasi, sila yung, sila yung makakaranas nung, ano eh,
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nung epekto, nung pagsinisingga ka.
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And, mahirap, mahirap, mahirap makapag-deal
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sa isang taong depressed, sa isang taong may bipolar.
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And, kumbaga, it takes a lot of effort.
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It takes a lot of patience.
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It takes a special person to help somebody
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with mental problems.
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And, I don't know.
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It seems like she doesn't have people like that.
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Even her boyfriend doesn't seem to care.
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Or, at least, that's how she portrays him to be
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dito sa kanyang alleged post.
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Meron siyang post daw.
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Kinu-quote nitong, ano eh, nitong, nitong article.
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And, again, she is scheduled to end her own life
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assisted by a medical professional early May.
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And, meron siyang mga, ano eh, meron siyang mga,
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Ito, meron siyang mga instructions for,
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dun sa procedure.
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Kasi, pagdating nung, ano, nung,
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papatay sa kanya.
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Hindi naman, hindi naman daw, ano, na parang,
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Tuturo ka na kita.
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Hindi naman daw ganun.
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So, magkakapi daw muna sila.
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Nakasagukukwentuan.
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And then, she'll gonna be asked if she's ready.
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And, ito na lang,
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ang nag-iisang pag-asa niya.
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She then asks if I'm ready.
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I will take my place on the couch.
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She will once again ask if I am sure.
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I'm praying that some kind of intervention happens.
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Na, pagdating dito,
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once she was asked if she is sure,
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maliwanagan siya.
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Kasi, the thing with, ano, the thing with,
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yung mga accounts nung mga suicide survivors,
26:37.4
yung mga tumalun sa,
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tumalun sa tulay,
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tapos hindi na matay.
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Kasi, minsan, ilog yung ano, babagsakan mo eh.
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So, hindi sila, hindi sila nalunod.
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Ang account nila had always been,
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kahit yung mga nagbigti eh.
26:56.6
Pag nandun na, pag nakabigti na,
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yung iba, nasasagip kasi eh.
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Once, naginawa na nila,
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all of a sudden, yung moment of clarity hits them,
27:06.0
na parang, habang, while they're already falling,
27:09.3
tsaka nila may isip,
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oh shit, anong ginawa ko?
27:15.4
Pero, wala, nahuhulog na siya eh.
27:17.4
Pero, almost everyone,
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or actually, everyone na nabasa kong account,
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ganoon na sinasabi nila.
27:25.1
And, I don't know if that would be applicable
27:28.4
to Zariah Terbeek,
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na pagkatapos maiturok,
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nandun na sa veins niya yung drug
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to stop her heart,
27:38.7
tsaka siya magpapanik
27:39.9
and start saying na,
27:42.0
well, sedated na pala siya, no?
27:44.0
She would already be sedated.
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So, hindi na siya makapagpanik nun.
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So, I don't know.
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Baka pag yung sinesedate siya,
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hopefully, maliwanagan siya.
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And people around her,
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people that care for her,
27:59.6
and do everything para to stop her.
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this is one future that our society could face as well.
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Pag nagtuloy-tuloy,
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yung mga woke ideology,
28:16.6
kasi yung mga ideas naman,
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hindi yan titigil eh.
28:21.0
Do you think na parang they would stop with abortion
28:24.1
dun sa my body, my choice?
28:26.5
Kasi sa Netherlands,
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matagal ng legal ang abortion.
28:31.6
Actually, yung Netherlands,
28:33.2
probably sila na yung pinakauna
28:36.4
na nag-legalize ng mga ganyang bagay
28:43.8
parang lahat ng drugs,
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kahit yung mga illegal dito sa everywhere else in the world,
28:52.4
Wala silang pakialam dun.
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Ganon sila ka-progressive.
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Ang idea kasi nila is,
28:58.6
meron kang bahala ka na mag-gawin mong gusto mo.
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I'm sure meron ding regulation kahit papano,
29:08.1
pero legalized siya.
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Even the right to die,
29:12.3
nandiyan na sila.
29:13.0
Nandiyan na sila.
29:14.2
Sa Canada, nandiyan na rin sila eh.
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So, yung my body, my choice,
29:19.0
na dating nagsimula lang
29:23.1
and other physical pleasures,
29:28.2
gusto kong mag-skydiving,
29:31.4
Personal freedom mo yun eh.
29:32.8
Ako, ano ako dun?
29:34.5
Isang ayon ako dun?
29:36.1
Pero pagdating dito,
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gusto kong patayin sarili ko.
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Ano ba pakialam mo?
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Ano ngayon kung wala akong sakit?
29:41.0
Ano ngayon kung depressed ako?
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And that is the moral quandary
29:48.1
about this issue.
29:51.0
And I don't know.
29:53.7
Aabot ba ang Pilipinas sa ganitong level?
29:57.5
Which is right now,
29:58.9
it seems impossible.
30:00.9
It seems impossible.
30:02.4
Kasi napaka-religyosong tao natin dito.
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And even may mga kilala tayo,
30:14.4
who have been stricken with disease,
30:20.3
Na kahit gano'n sila kahirap,
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lumaalaban sila sa buhay,
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to tend to their families,
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Na parang tuloy lang,
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tuloy lang yung resiliency ng Pilipino.
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yung Pinoy resiliency is under attack.
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you hear from people na,
30:48.4
Kapag ayoko niyan,
30:49.5
yung Pinoy resiliency.
30:52.2
there are legit criticisms about
30:54.5
Filipino resiliency.
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Kasi sinasabi nila,
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nagiging scapegoat daw ng gobyerno.
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if you don't clarify,
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na yun yung ibig mong sabihin,
31:09.4
Ang matitira na lang,
31:10.3
masama yung Filipino resiliency.
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Kung hindi mo sasabihin na,
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kasi ang nangyayari,
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yung binivilify na yung resiliency.
31:20.6
When the actual issue
31:22.3
is the government's lack of preparation,
31:27.5
the government's lack of,
31:32.9
On foresight and the hindsight
31:36.4
yun ang problema talaga eh.
31:38.1
Pero they are blaming resiliency.
31:39.9
And you take out,
31:43.2
from the Filipino values.
31:47.0
one of the recipes,
31:50.0
para makarating tayo dito.
31:54.9
would be diminished
32:02.6
And, I don't know.
32:05.9
those kinds of narratives
32:11.5
the culture will change.
32:13.4
And, it might take decades,
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pero pwedeng makarating tayo sa ganito.
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yung Netherlands dati eh,
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sarado katoliko din yan.
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So, anong nangyayari?
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Paano sila nakarating dyan?
32:27.9
Because cultures changed.
32:32.3
who were supposed to protect
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their identities,
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were not able to fight for it.
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mapapalitan yung kultura.
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if we will allow it
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about dito sa story na to
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dyan sa comment section.
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pag-usapan natin to.
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